I see the one person I didn't want to see ever.
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Billie Eilish:
Y/N POV:
I was the last one to walk in the dressing room but I froze when I saw them together and they looked angry at each other but why would I care. Should I care? Maybe a little but do I no I don't.
I walk in the dressing room and pull Billie aside and she looks at me worried.
"What's wrong baby?" She asks cupping my cheeks
"Their here," I groan putting my head on her shoulder
"Did you know they were coming?" She asks and I shake my head no and sigh
"You'll be okay. I'll be okay. We will be okay." She reassures and I nod pulling her into a kiss
A knock on my door catches our attention. I break away from bil and open it being the sound people.
"What is it?" I concerned
"Nothing we just wanted to know what instruments are need for you're performances," the stage worker asks
"They should be in the band dressing room." I say making him nod going in that direction
I close the door and sit next to bil cuddling into her side.
"You guys staying in here or staying on the side of the stage" I asks tracing Bils hand tattoo
"We come to the side so you can see us while singing," Claudia responds and I nod liking her response
"You okay?" Finn asks
"Nervous and Tired" I say and he nods understandingly
"You got it dude," he says from full house making us laugh
"Y/n you're on in 10" a stage worker says and I stand up
"That's my sign to go, I'll see you guys soon," I say then kiss billie before leaving
I follow the stage worker and they get me mic'd up and makes me sit in the a stool as the shows starts.
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Introduced me to your family
Watched my favorite shows on your TV
Made me breakfast in the morning
When you got home from work
I stared into the eyes of Billie smiling softly while singing.
Making plans to travel 'round the world
Said we'd always put each other first
Old love songs we used to play to
Funny, now I hate you
I look behind Billie and see Mama Mags and Papa Pat smiling back at me. 'Thank you' I mouth to them and they nod
Now I remember when you'd call me late at night
I gave you my hours and advice just tryna fix you
And all your fucking issues
But now I don't even miss you anymore
I look back to the camera trying my hardest not to cry.
So I, I want all the tears back that I cried
All the hours spent giving advice
On how to write your songs
All you did was prove me wrong
When you said you loved me
Well, you must've had your fingers crossed
I cried so many nights after what happened. I feel like I should have seen it coming.
Shoulda paid attention to my friends
Telling me how bad it's gonna end
Always giving their opinions
Now I wish I would have listened
I could say I'm sorry but I'm not
You don't deserve the one thing that you lost
I guess she proved my friend they were right, which hurts the most. They told me to watch out for their 'friendship' but I trusted them back then.
Now I remember when you'd call me late at night
And I gave you my hours and advice just tryna fix you
And all your fucking issues
But now I don't even miss you anymore
So I, I want all the tears back that I cried
All the hours spent giving advice
On how to write your songs
All you did was prove me wrong
When you said you loved me
Well, you must've had your fingers crossed
It true I don't miss them, they helped me find my happiness which I'm thankful for. I loved them but that true feeling ended years ago. They had no remorse.
your fingers crossed
(Oh, oh) your fingers crossed
(Oh, oh) oh, when you said you loved me
Well, you must've had your fingers crossed
After being in my thoughts, I connect my eyes with hers and smile and she smiles back.
So I, I want all the tears back that I cried
All the hours spent giving advice
On how to write your songs
All you did was prove me wrong
Wish you said you loved me
When you didn't have your fingers crossed
I end the song with so much emotion, but overall smiling. The lights go dark and they take me to the back, I drink some water and put on some Aquaphor and see Billie before walking onto stage.
"Baby you did so good," she smiles hugging me
"Thank you baby," I say sighing hugging her back
"You did great," Claudia says and the others agree
"Y/n you're on," a stage manager says and I sigh
"Get through this and we could go out for lunch," Mama Mags says and I nod
"I'll see you soon again," I say sarcastically and they laugh
Our fit:
I leave and go to where I walk in at.
"Here is Y/N Y/L/N!" Ellen announce and I walk out wave at fans that are screaming
I hug Ellen then sit on the chair next to her.
"Nice to have you on the show Y/n," Ellen says and I smile at the cheers
"Thanks for inviting me," I say and she nods
"How have you been?" She asks
"It's been a rocky start but I'm okay now," I say and she nods
"Fans says you have a huge glow up, and saying how hot you are," She says reading off a card
"Have you seen my recent post on Instagram? I know," I say laughing
"Actually I saw a tweet saying "Is Y/n Y/L/N making everyone else question they're sexuality? With a fire emoji" she reads and it shows up on the screen behind us
"Wow 2.3 million likes damn," I say looking around and meet Billie's and she smiles shaking her head
"I know I'm hot and every thing but I'm very much a simp over my baby," I announce and the crowd cheers
"So changing the subject, the song you just sung for us was about a past relationship," she says getting right into it
"Yeah, but to be specific it was about past relationships with an s at the end," I say smiling softly
"Can you tell me more?" She asks trying to pry
"Well, at that point of my life I was in a relationship where I felt like I was being loved but all along, I was loving myself while they were "loving" someone else which was my best friend at the time. It was overall a one-sided love situation. I cut all ties because it wasn't healthy for me being better for me and now I have found my happiness and love again." I say smiling and she nods
"How many singles have you put out?" She asks as I shift in my chair
"I have put out 4 but they're is an album coming," I say smiling
"Well, What makes you sad?" She asks smiling
"Being ignored by the one person I don't want to be ignored by," I say smiling softly
"What makes you feel at you're best, feeling like a hottie?" She says making the crowd erupt
"Ooh Ellen, um let's see there's a few, 1. my significant other hyping me up or calling me pretty, 2. listening to the music in my hottie playlist 3. posting my pictures and my fans response they all just hit different even though it's funny, the rest imma keep for my self." I say and the crowd erupt in cheers
"Let's end this what a good topic, are you happy?" She asks sincerely
"I am, in a very longtime I'm am very thankful for the people around me and my significant other the most." I say winking at her and she smiles nodding
"Thanks for coming on the show Y/n," she says and i nod
"Thanks for having me," I say and she ends the show
We hug and I give them my mic and go to meet up with Billie and her family. As I go to open my dressing room door my names being called.
"Can we talk?" A voice asks behind me
I turn my body around and shake my head.
"I have somewhere to be and someone important to see what do you want?" I ask trying to get this over with
"I'm sorry have you seen my messages?" She asks and i nod
"I've seen them and I need to stop texting my phone, you and you're little thing are only sorry because of all the backlash you're getting." I say then walk into the room
Meet eyes with Billie who was playing on my phone then looks at me smiling.
"Finally I can leave," I say kissing her then slowly pulling away and grab our things and leaving
"Where are the others?" I asks as we walk hand in hand to the exit
"They noticed that you're interview was coming to the end and decided to meet us outside at the car." she says smiling softly and i nod opening the door for her
We get to the car and they're already inside I get in the driver seat and hand Billie back my phone after making a call.
"You guys hungry for some lunch?" I ask putting on my seatbelt
"Yeah, starving," Finneas exaggerates making us laugh
I see that my gas is low.
"Before we go to the restaurant I need to stop for gas." I say and they nod getting situated
I drive to the gas station. Me, Finneas and Papa Pat gets out to go pay.
"Babe can you get me a water?" Bil asks as I nod grabbing my card
"We'll be quick." I say kissing her head closing the door
I pay for the gas and Bils water. We walk to the car, give Bil her water and they get in, but I had to pump the gas.
As I finish I feel a tug on my jacket. It was a little girl.
"Hey, what you doing here all alone?" I asks kneeling down
"My mommy went into there and I wanted to get out of the car to find her." she says and I nod
I help her find her mom then leave.
"What took you so long?" Mama Mags asks worriedly
"A little girl in the store needed help finding her mom in the store so I helped her," I say looking to the passenger set to a blushing billie
"Why is she blushing so hard?" I ask them turning back on the car
"We were just teasing her?" Claudia says and I pull out of the parking lot of the gas station
"It's not funny," she mumbles trying not to smile
"It so was," Patrick states making us laugh
We joked around the whole way to the restaurant. We get there and I call them saying we're outside, then get out opening the door for billie.
"I rented out the place, for privacy." I say since I notice them looking around
"Makes sense now," Finneas says as we walk through the door
We sit down, eat lunch, laughing and making jokes. We leave and go to the house. When we arrive me and Bil goes to her room and change into comfy clothes. Hers being one of my oversized hoodies that I left here and some shorts. Mine being one of her oversized shirts and some shorts.
We lay down and watch tv together.
"I love you." I say making her looking up at me
"Are you serious?" She says smiling widely and I nod
"I love you too." she says pulling me in a passionate kiss
We pull away smiling and she shyly puts her head in the crook of my neck.
We're currently cuddling under the covers and she basically laying on me but I don't mind.
I grab my phone feeling little kisses on my collarbone. I order some vegan snacks and tell them to leave on top of the car.
"Baby I'm thinking about going darker what do you think." I hear her says placing her hand on my stomach soothing tracing random things
"Like black. I think you would absolutely gorgeous as always and it would bring your beautiful eyes out." I say making her giggle
"Thank you," she says as I put my phone back down on her bedside table
"How are you feeling baby?" I ask massaging her hair
"Happy. Loved. Appreciated." She says and I can feel her smiling again my collarbone
"I'm happy you feel that way." I say and she kisses my cheek
"How do you feel about seeing your fans really soon?" I ask and she sit up straddling my waist
"I'm really excited. It feels like a dream. I love them so much." She gushes playing with both my hands
"Will you be able to come in your with me?" She asks smiling softly and I look into her eyes nodding
She cheer, I look at her adoration and smile.
I love you. You are my person.
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Not the last part
Hiiiii
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