Hey everyone,
Some of you asked for smut, I will write it but of course not everyone likes that. In this chapter Roman and Val continue with what they started in Val's bedroom.
You can skip this chapter if you want to, nothing important for the story is present here.
Xx, the author.
I look back at my book while I start shifting uncomfortably trying to stop that.
I start reading again but I can't concentrate with him and now me.
I close the book after a minute and look back at the smirking Roman.
"What's wrong?" he asks
"You know damm well what's wrong" I tell him.
"Oh, I do?"
"Yes"
"Well come here than" he says in a soft but kind of commanding voice but there was also this slight reassurance in that nothing that I don't want would be happening if I don't want it to.
I put the book away and pull Roman into a passionate kiss.
Roman grabs my neck and brings my closer to him, then he lifts me up and puts me in the middle of my bed.
Soon I'm lying down with my head on my pillows with him lying next too me.
His hand is around my waist with his other holding once side of my face.
One of my hands is on his chest and with my other I'm holding his neck which makes me able to bring him closer to me.
Roman bites on my lip but not too hard to draw blood, a small moan leaves my mouth when he swirls his tong over his teeth marks.
His tong pushes against my lips a little more like it's asking for acces which I immediately grant him.
The hand that is on my waist starts going higher before then lower and lower, then higher again which makes the need between my legs only grow.
The throbbing between my legs starts to feel unbearable so I do the only thing I can do at the moment and try to let Roman know that he needs to continue.
"Ro" I whimper when he does the same thing again.
"My love?" He whispers while he now starts sucking my neck.
I moan before I start to plead him, "please" I cry out.
I don't exactly now why or for what I'm crying out for. I mean I want more, like this isn't enough but I also don't want too much, things that I'm not ready for just yet.
I just want this ache to stop, for this need to stop, I want to feel the pleasure that everyone always talks about but I don't want it all the way yet.
As if Roman could read my mind, he lifts my shirt higher up so he can see my stomach but stops right under my breast.
Subconsciously I try to cover my scars but he pushes my hands away, "don't cover them, they're beautiful" he says while looking me in the eyes.
I try to look for a sign that he is lying and look into his eyes and body language but can't find anything.
"If you want me to stop, you have to tell me I'll stop immediately. I promise on my life." Roman says turning more serious.
I nod my head slightly but he doesn't accept that.
"Words Val, I need to hear you say it before we continue" Roman says.
"If I want to stop I'll tell you, I promise. You need to promise the same thing, if you don't want to you have to say so too" I tell him.
He smiles, "if we go to far and I don't want it I will say that, I promise" he says.
I smile before Roman gives me another passionate kiss, than lowers himself.
I let my arms relax beside me while Roman starts kissing my scars on my stomach.
Kisses turn into small bites which turn into hickeys.
I moan and cry out with pleasure while I only feel the throbbing between my legs grow.
"Ro please" I cry out once more.
He lifts his head and looks at me with loving eyes, "yes baby? What do you want?" He asks slowly.
"More, I need more" I tell him moaning while goosebumps arise on my skin when he caresses my waist.
He smiles before smirking a little and lowers his mouth onto mine.
While kissing Roman starts to help me with taking my shirt off.
I hadn't put a bra on after my shower so immediately I'm naked from the top.
While Roman throws my shirt away, I lower myself on the bed again.
When Roman turns, I expect him to shut everything down when he sees the rest of my scars, but he doesn't.
He notices my scared gaze and immediately reassurance appears in his eyes.
He lowers himself half on top of me, "you are stunning and beautiful and magnificent and so so much more. Don't cover yourself up from me, I love seeing you" he tells me again only honestly in his eyes.
He starts kissing me again and soon he has his lips around one of my nippels and flicks my other nipple with his fingers.
He suddenly bites my nipple which sends a wave of pleasure to my already throbbing clit.
I grip my bedsheets so tight that I'm sure I must've ripped them.
I whine and cry in pleasure and exhilaration while he continues his work on my breasts.
I close my eyes and moan, squirming under him while arching my back not entirely sure if it's because I want more or because it's too much to take.
My panties wedden even more, my clit throbs so hard that I'm not sure if I'm even breathing.
"Let it go" Roman says in a slight dominating voice.
I feel myself start to shake a little under him while an explosion of ecstasy runs through my body.
"Oh my god, Roman" I cry out, my backs arching, eyes roll away as my vision blurs.
I feel like I'm floating in the clouds, a feeling that I never went to get rid off.
Oh my god
Oh my god
Jesus fuck
I lower myself back on the bed, my eyes still closed.
I don't open my eyes, he's going to run away.
He's going to leave me.
I already know, he'll leave.
He probably hated this, he hates the scars that cover my body more then he thought they would.
What if he goes around and tells people about this, about what we've done? What if he leaves and starts rumors? I know Roman isn't like that but I can't help but think the worst, in the past people always left me, he's probably going to leave too.
I breathe at a fast pace, partly from still coming down from that...orgasm? And probably also from the little fear that's taking over my body.
I feel a hand get placed on the side of my face.
"Open your eyes, my love" I hear Roman say while he starts to rub my cheek a little.
My legs for some reason still shake even though nothing has been done there.
I slowly open my eyes, still scared for his reaction.
I look anywhere but at him, of course he doesn't like that and makes me look at him.
I feel tears well up in my eyes while he gives me a comforting smile.