Hi all..
So this chappy is pri_div bday gift.
I should upload it on 14 January, but i couldn't 😐
I am really sorry.
First my mom got covid then my sis get hospitalised.
So i had to handle everything alone.
That's why i giving this bday gift late💖
Happy bday to my dearest sisos💖love you both.
I hope you like this chapter😐
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A broken soul
Both are coming back from the restaurant and he is looking disturbed which is disturbing her too.
Outside the weather is freezing cold.
She is sitting silently, didn't ask why all of sudden he decided to come back. Because his expression is.........
Finally they reach the mansion and he get out from the car.
without any word he run to his room while she is standing there in confusion.
Shaan and others might be sleeping so she didn't wake up anyone.
She follow him to their room but when she entered the room there is no one.
Where is he??? she thought.
She come out from the room.
it is nearly 1 a.m. so she didn't want to wake up the servants. So she search him by herself.
at last she decided and go for searching her husband who was looking disturb and a little mad.
When she was passing through a room she heard sobbing sound.
She looked at the room, is not locked but not open too.
Who is inside the room??she thought.
She slowly open the door of that room.
she saw this room before. She remember when for the first time she came to this house and looked at the whole house.
Rose, the servant told her to not open this room.
at that time this room was locked .
there was a lock but now it is open and someone is inside.
is it Omkara??? because he is not in the bedroom.
but why would he come here. Rose told me to not enter this room ever without Omkara permission.
no one knows what is inside the room because they never entered in it.
she remember he was ok until there dance finished in the restaurant.
after that he went to washroom and after coming back he was looking so disturbed and mad.
He just told her to go home and without Any conversation they came back.
few minutes before of their dance they were looking happy and lost in each other. then he what happened suddenly?he came back and locked himself in the room?
she put aside her every thought and enter inside.
the room is really dark,nothing is visible but at the side corner near a window she found him.
wearing the same orange suit setting there.
there is a little light coming from don't know where, which helped her to find way towards him.
when she reached near him,she is shock and feel Goosebumps all over her body.
Who was sitting there, that is not the Omkara Singh Oberoi.
He is someone else.
he is looking like someone else, he is hugging his knees and his head dip in between them and his arm around his body and he is sobbing.
for first few minutes she was not able to recognise him, and it is really shocking to see him like this.
she always saw him in anger or now a days he was smiling a lot.
the only time she found a little pain in his eyes,that in the party when he fought with Rishabh Mittal.
what happened? why he is behaving like this? she thought.
she try you talk to him
"Mr Oberoi"
she ask a little scared
she see him stop sobbing.
"Mr Oberoi are you ok? why you are here? let's go and sleep it's already late now"
she tried to sound normal but her voice is shaking.
because she is shock and scared to see him like this.
slowly he looks up to her with his blood should red eyes.
"why you are here?
don't you know, no one allowed here.how dare You to come here without my permission? get...out."
he Roar the next second.
she offense to his voice.
he is loud but there is something different.
before whenever he shouted on her, his voice was rude and filled with anger.
but now it looks like mix up of pain frustration.
look like he is trying to protect his darkest secret.
it's look like a little child, who just want to keep something within him and not let someone snatch it.
"I said get out"
he again shout with his top voice still sitting on the floor.
she get scared and turned her back to him and Run from the room.
She Came out from the room and try to catch her breath.
try to calm down her racing heart.
while inside the room he is still sitting there and sobbing.
if you see him now you would never believe that this is the same man who ruled over the business industry.
And can destroy someone within a minute.
whose words are the order for everyone.
right now he is looking like a lost child.
Who wants to keep something or just want to overcome from something or fighting with something in his life.
after 5 minutes.
"what happened? please share with me if anything which is troubling you''
her voice came and he looks up.
she did not leave?he thought.
.
.
Gauri was standing outside and ready to leave him in his situation but then, she remember what Shan said to her.
today is the very difficult day for ommkara and she was on a mission to know about his past.
seeing his situation she figured out that there must be something about his past which is troubling him so much that he turned to like another man and not Omkara Singh Oberoi.
It is surely something horrible.
she decided to come back and ask him no matter what he will say a or behave with her.
She can't left him like this.
first she already promised herself and her father that she will try her best to make him realise his mistake and make him a good man.
second thing as a human being she can't left him broken at this state.
third,when she know this day is a very difficult day for him, then how can she left him just like that?after all he is her husband.
Husband???
from where this thought came to her mind???
she try to come out from the thoughts and make herself understand it is not about the husband wife relationship, but as a human being she should help him to fighting against the dark past.
she was saying all these to herself but inside her heart she also know that there is something more than a concern in her heart for him, but now she is not ready to accept or think about it.
for now she should concentrate to know about his past and try to help him.
thinking about this she go back to the room.
"I told you to go... why you came again??? just go and sleep....
I don't want you to see this side of mine"
he said...but this time not rudely but with painful voice... his voice is breaking because he is crying...
she could not hold herself and sit near him and hug him tightly.
for a moment he was in shock. because this is the first time when someone hug him like that at his worse day.
every year This day when he felt broken, Shan was with him but he never let Shaan hug him because of his rudeness.
and this girl is hugging him after all his rude behaviour.
he did not try to separate her from him nor he hugged her back.
he stays still in the same position.
But his heart is feeling a little calm by her warm hug.
while she is also feeling like crying.
because she never saw him like this. It is painful for her too.
they stays in the same position for more than five minutes.
after that she broke the hug and looked at him who is looking at her like a long-lost baby with his messed up hair,which was looking gorgeous few minutes ago.
she knows how to handle him. this is not the time to ask him directly what happened.
he is not in a state of talking.
She wipe the Wet hair from his face and try to talk.
"Come, stand up and sit on the bed."
She said and he is still looking at him with the same expression.
she see him Looking at her lost.
so she try to hold him and try to let him get up to sit on bed.
but as she always said he is an Hulk.
she can't let him stand up.
she looks at him with concerns.
finally don't know what comes to his mind, he stands up and then sit on bed with her.
she sit in front of him and hold his one hand.
she did not ask anything and just sit there with him like showing him that she is here for him. She offer him some water but he doesn't drink.
he sit silently.
this is the first time he is so silent around her.
for sometime he sit silently.
his head is down and he is looking at their hands. How her hand is holding his.
looking at his stage she did not dare to ask anything.
She Understand his situation right now because she also felt like this once.
broken and could not Express her feelings to anyone when her father died.
is there something related to his father that is bothering him?
as per Shan, he was really Worried about him and about today.
so she knows that there must be something serious.
after 5 minute he spoke
"why you are here? you should go now.... I am ok"
he said.
she understand he doesn't want to show this side of him to anyone.... that's why he is saying all this.
did she misunderstood him as an arrogant man?
is there something else which makes him like this?
She remember what her father told her in her dreams..
there must be something which yet to find out about him.
"yes I know you are ok....
I just want to sit here with you.. that's it...
because I am scared to sleep alone in room"
she sad innocently...
trying to look normal but she knows this is a stupid reason.
finally he looks up to her and chuckle..
he knows she is saying all these to make him feel good...
then again looks down to their hands and squeezed her hand.
"you can share anything if you are comfortable"
she said with concern
He did not look at her but start..
"every year.... this day used to be the worst day of the year for me...
"but don't know what happened today. I almost forgot everything until I went to washroom and saw something"
for the first time he try to open up his feelings to someone.
Shaan knew everything but ommkara never share his feelings on this day or his situation ever with shaan.
but now he is sharing all these with her because he feels comfortable and somewhere in his heart he believes that she will understand him.
she is sitting there patiently waiting for him to continue.
hi continue.
"I saw a child was crying and his father came to him... hold him in his arm and showers so much love and this make me realise how lonely I am....
how worthless I am to not get a father's love"
Gauri gasp listening this.
so her guess was right.this day is related to his father.
she noticed in the party how venerable he was looking when it comes to his father.
well,maybe there are many things which she did not know about him and his life.
Whatever she knows about Sudha and Tej that is just a little part of the whole truth.
she did not know anything about Omkara and Tej relationship.
maybe this revelation of past will help her to find out the reason behind his behaviour, and she will able to find ways to make him a good man. Well, he is not that bad, maybe the situation was.
"why this happened with me??? am I that bad Gauri"
her heart stop beating for a second When she heard her name from him for the first time like this .
He is still looking down.
She try to calm herself.
After listening her name from him, it feels different.
But she should concerntrate on his situation.
"It's.... Its not like.. That Mr oberoi"
She said slowly...
Finally he looks up..
Still holding her hand.
"You hate me right?'"
He ask in a painful voice.
She looks at him wondering what to answer...
Yes, she used to hate him,.
But now something has changed.
She nodded in negative.
"Don't lie, you hate me... I... I know that... Dad... Mr tej was also hate..me.... He... He used to said that.... That i am not his child.... What was my fault gauri...... Please tell me.... Why everyone hate me? Don't i deserve love? "
He said and looks down..
His eyes fill with tears....
Gauri hearts drop to see him..
She quickly close the distance between them and hug him tightly...
And this time he hug her back quickly and tightly...
He dip his head in her neck and sobs...
To be continue.....
I wanted to write more but i am feeling sleepy due to tiredness and this chappy is already about 2400± words.
So wait for the next to know the whole past😐
Micky💖