I hung out with a guy today. I'm scared to even think about liking him or getting close to him or any guy in general now. I feel like I'm only liking this person out of loneliness or because I'm going manic. I just feel like I deserve to be happy too. To find a guy who isn't a felon, or treats me like crap. I want to be in a loving relationship, move on from my ex fiance and have someone who supports my mental health. For those days where I need a shoulder to lean on because I've been being my own shoulder. Yes it's good for me but it makes me sad too. I'm not going to rush and if I do decide to date again then I'll do it right. I'd normally go too far on the first date. I dont want to even think about sex for a long while. I just want the comfort of someone else's presence. I hope I'll find love again.
The Girl With A Broken Mind
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