Suhasini and Adi
'I may never find words beautiful enough to describe all that you mean to me, but I will spend the rest of my life searching for them.'
Suhasini reached room from the beach. She thought to wash up herself from all the dirt and sweat. She came out of the shower to find a saree and matching jewelry on bed. She searched for any note next to the saree but there was none.
She dressed herself up in the saree. It was a netted green color saree with small red flowers embroidered. She styled her hair with beach wavy curls. She looked like a princess. She was not able to control her curiousity. She called Prerna to know about her situation. Prerna was as jittery as her.
She kept the phone by side and sat for some more time. She was planning to seduce him in one or the other way that night. He was escaping from her easily for the whole day.
Her phone started ringing. She took her phone to see Adi calling.
Suhasini: Hello... Where are you??
Adi: Why don't you come out???
Suhasini: Are you waiting outside the door???
Adi: Kind of... Come out...
She walked out of the door. He was not there.
Suhasini: You were lying..
Adi: Walk some more distance. Do you see the sideways next to our villa???
Suhasini: Yes...
Adi: Take that path and walk straight for two minutes..
She walked slowly on the round tiles and reached a path which had a welcoming arch covered in green vines. She could see him standing on the other side of that path with his phone. He was looking so smart. She wasn't able to take her eyes off him. She reached him.
She noticed him dressed in casual pastel green shirt paired with white trousers. His hair was pulled back and tied up in a ponytail.
She chuckled.
Suhasini: You look so smart..
She said looking at his eyes. She was mesmerized and was not able to remove her eyes off him.
Adi: You look beautiful today..
He took her hand and kissed. He then held her hand and walked a little distance to a small stage which was covered by hanging long pieces of clothes. The stage was decorated with cushion mattress and divan pillows. There were few plates placed on it which she weren't able to distinguish at that point.
He took her to the center of the stage and made her sit.
Suhasini: Why are we here???
Adi: Soldren...
Her curiousity was hitting it's peaks. She again scratched him..
Suhasini: Ippove sollu, Adi...
He smiled..
Adi: Sari... Do you remember what day is today???
Suhasini: Hmhum....
Adi: Today is the day we met 5 years before... That fateful night... We met right at this time..
He said looking at his watch..
Suhasini: Wow.... Sorry I forgot..
He smiled again...
Adi: You forgot so many things, baby. So never mind..
Suhasini: Heiiiii....
Adi: I was kidding...
Suhasini: Sari edhuku indha saree?? Idhellam??
She knew the answer. But she wanted to listen from him.
Adi: I wanted to see you in saree... So I asked you to wear it...
Suhasini: Ohh.... Still hiding... Let's see.. how long you stay this way???
Innum namma Inga yean vandhom nu nee sollave illa, Adi....
Adi: Wait here for a moment... I will be back...
She sat on the bed and kept staring at the stars as the top side of the stage was left open. She noticed him coming back with a laptop.
Suhasini: Don't tell me you are going to work here...
Adi: Ha ha ha ha ha... I'm not..
He placed his laptop by side and sat in front of her...
Adi: Sadhana....
Suhasini: You like to call me, Hasini... Did something happen to you???
Adi: Nothing happened... I would call you Sadhana for tonight.. And now I really wish to talk to Sadhana...
She nodded...
Adi: Sadhana... Thanks for accepting me.. Thanks for believing in me... I know you were not familiar with me at first.. In your view, I was a man with a child.. but you accepted me before even knowing about yourself.
I know how hard this was for you. You had a father, happy life.. You had to lie to him.. because of me.. You were willing to give up on everything for me.. for my kid...
Suhasini was tied to me in every way. But Sadhana accepting me as her man was really my boon. Suhasini lived a life with me... Sadhana did not even know my name when we met but she was ready to come to a different country trusting a strange man.
I'm addressing that girl in you... Thank you Sadhana..
Will you marry me again, as Sadhana???
She had tears in her eyes when he finished his words. How can he be so selfless??? Nobody wanted to address the girl in her. Nobody saw her. But this guy ended up seeing her the way she saw her. She was Sadhana with Suhasini's memories. She felt both of their aches and sorrows. She dealt with both of them. But no one ever addressed both of them except the man before her. She wanted to say yes. Her words choked. She nodded her head quickly with eyes full of tears.
He wiped her tears and hugged her.
Suhasini: Thanks for being considerate towards me.. Everyone liked Suhasini.. I thought you too loved only her. I never realised you loved me..
Adi: I love you... It doesn't matter to me whether you are Suhasini or Sadhana.
Suhasini tightened their embrace.
Suhasini: Now I don't have any fear... I had a huge fear of rejection like what if I don't remember everything???
Adi: It doesn't matter to me, baby.. As long as you are next to me.. That is enough for me..
So what do you say?? Are you willing to marry me???
Suhasini: Yes yes...
He inserted his hand into his pocket to reveal a ring box.
Suhasini: You prepared everything....
He quickly nodded..
Adi: I have an officiator too.. Do you remember, Our social wedding was officiated by Her Majesty, the Empress Dowager of Z???
Suhasini: Yes...
Adi: This time, I brought future queen to officiate our wedding..
He opened his laptop and dialled a number. Nasya showed up on screen.
Nasya was looking all serious. She was sitting between the Queen and the King. They were in King's office.
Suhasini: Nasya baby.... Kannamma...
Adi: Hey baby....
Nasya: Hello Mommy... Hello Daddy...
She then made her face serious...
Nasya: Okay... I'm going to be serious with you two as I officiate the wedding.
They both smiled on her..
Mahadev: Congratulations Son and Daughter-in-law...
Madhana: All the best both of you... I love you two...
Nasya: Dev thaathu... Queen grandma... Please don't make any sound.. I'm going to officiate..
They smiled at her..
Nasya: Okay...
She adjusted her voice and looked the script she had prepared.
She started reading the verse she had in her hand and asked them to exchange their rings. They did so...
Nasya: Now you may kiss the bride..
He went closer to his wife. Madhana closed their daughter's eyes. He then kissed her with a smile.
Madhana: We will not disturb you guys anymore.. See you in country... Good night...
Nasya: I'm happy here... You guys take your time and come... Dev thaathu and Queen grandma are treating me well. Empress granny is playing with me.. So enjoy your days.. bye bye...
Daddy... Don't forget to buy me the doll I asked you.. After all I told mommy whatever you asked me to say..
They all smiled...
Mahadev: Be happy, children...
They hung up saying their parts. Adi smiled at her.
Adi: You know right, we do have two weddings...
Suhasini: Don't tell me, you are going to tie thaali???
Adi: I am... I wanted this to be an intimate ceremony. Our first wedding happened in the broadd daylight.. This wedding will happen under moonlight.. I want to give you everything baby. I celebrate Suhasini. I celebrate Sadhana. I celebrate you. You are my joy. You deserve a ceremony.
If you wish, I can arrange for a grandeur ceremony too.
She shook her head.
Suhasini: I'm already impressed, Adi. I never thought you would do all these things.
He then took a plate which was placed on bed covered by velvety cloth. As he removed it, she saw thaali on center of that plate.
Her eyes teared up as she looked at his face.
Adi: I met you on this day. This is the auspicious day of my life. So there is no need to worry about an auspicious time.
Suhasini looked into his eyes as he tied that thaali.
Naa kuch poocha
Naa kuch maanga
Tune dil se diya jo diyaa
Naa kuch bola
Naa kuch tola
Muskuraake diya jo diyaa
Tu hi dhoop tu hi chaaya
Tu hi apna paraaya
Aur kuch na jaanu
Bas ithna hi jaanu
Tujhme rab dikhta hai
yaara main kya karun
Tujhme rab dikhta hai
yaara main kya karun
Sajde sar jhukta hai
Yaara main kya karun
Tujhme rab dikhta hai
Yaara main.... Kya... Karun...
Rab ne.....bana di......jodi....hayeeee.......
(You didn't ask me anything
You didn't ask for anything
Whatever you gave was from your heart
You didn't say anything
You didn't weigh anything
Whatever you gave was with a smile
You're the sunshine and shade
You're my own and a stranger
And I know nothing else
I know only this
I see God in you
My beloved what should I do
I see God in you
My beloved what should I do
My head bows down in worship to you
My beloved what should I do
I see God in you
My beloved what should I do
God has made this pair... Hayeee... )
She was controlling her tears. She could say how much he loved her. She realised how much she loved him. Even after all those trials and tribulations, they stood together. She had no words to describe her man's love.
He wiped her tears.
Adi: Stop crying, baby...
Suhasini: You just made me an emotional mess, Adi...
She sniffled.
Suhasini: Sari sollu... This thaali looks different from Queen's and my original one... Yean apdi???
He held the thaali in his hand as he replied.
Adi: This is family heirloom..
She looked at him with a confused expression.
Adi: These are given to the first borns of the royalty. This gives power to the consort.
I mean, Empress has one like this. Late emperor gave it to her to prove his loyalty. That's how she became Empress Dowager and ruled the country until my father took throne. She still has powers even though my father is the King.
Similarly, if I ever become King, you can use this. You will be the future Empress.
Her eyes widened with his explanation.
Suhasini: That's a huge responsibility...
Adi: You can handle it... That is why I gave you.
And it also means that If I give it to you, I'm pledging my loyalty to you. I will never marry anyone other than you in this life...
She hugged his arm....
Suhasini: I don't know how I will thank you, Adi... You are being so patient with me...
Adi: You were patient with me...
Suhasini: hmmm???
He gave a slight chuckle..
Adi: I was so rash and brazen with you in the past.
I slept with you intoxicated. I would never do that with anyone else. Even if I don't have an allergy... That was wrong of me to sleep with a girl without her consent..
I married you by contract.. I was seeing another girl when I was married to you...
I acted on my jealousy and crossed my boundaries with you several times..
When I was doing all those things, you were patient me.. you treated me good.. you tried to understand me.. you taught me how to treat you.. you showed the true meaning of love and life.. you gave me everything..
You made me a man.. you made me a good ruler..
I owe you everything, Hasini... hsssss..
Suhasini: Ennai Hasini ne kupdu.. un base voice le Sadhana vida Hasini nalla irukku...
And nee soldra ellathaiyum vida nee enaku neraiya pannirukka Adi...
You waited for me... Okay??? For four years... You lost your health, sleep and food... Ellathaiyum tholaichitu naan enga irukken nu therinjum ennai nerunga mudiyama... I can never do that baby...
She hugged him...
Suhasini: I'm sorry for putting you through that... You don't deserve it..
He didn't say anything, instead he buried his face between her bosom. She understood his pain. She wept for him.
He lifted his head and looked at her after a minute. Hie eyes were rimmed with red color and looked teary.
Adi: Let bygones be bygones...
She nodded quickly...
Adi: Let's start everything from scratch... As you once said...
Suhasini: I don't remember that part... I am yet to remember it.. your doctor Kishore is so slow...
She slipped the fact and looked at him..
Adi: I know... Never mind... Indha ulagathuleiye Ennale thadukka mudiyadha ore vishayam nee... I can never stop you...
She smiled sheepishly...
Suhasini: I will not hurt myself... I will not leave your side.. If anyone comes to hurt me, you take care of them... Okay???
Adi: Okayyyyy....
He kissed her on cheek. She blushed instantly.
Adi: Ama... What were you trying from morning???
Suhasini: Adhuva???
Adi: Hmmm...
Suhasini: Adhu... Sonna sirika koodadhu...
Adi: Sirikka matten...
Suhasini: I tried to seduce you...
Adi: Ha ha ha ha ha...
Suhasini: See.. this is why I told you...
Adi: Calm down, Jaan... Calm down..
I laughed thinking about the fact...
Suhasini: enna fact???
Adi: Nee ennai seduce pannanum nu ellam avasiyame illa...
Suhasini: Yean apdi???
Adi: Nee en kannu munnadi vandhale podhum... Ellam thaana nadakkum...
Suhasini: Shameless gangster...
He laughed..
He then lifted her...
Suhasini: Where are you taking me???
Adi: Do you want to freeze here?? It's going to be so cold in the night..
Suhasini: Hmmm...
They reached their villa. She was amazed and feeling shy to look at their bed.
Their bedroom was prepared for their nuptial night with flowers.
Suhasini: When did you prepare all this??
Adi: Didn't I say that I would give you everything properly??
She tightened her arms around his neck to hug him.
He slowly left her down.
Adi: I have one more thing for you...
He bent down, took her leg in his arm and placed on his knee as he slid the toe ring.
Suhasini: Idhu????
Adi: Idhukana meaning unaku gnabagam varum bodhu nee sollu... But this is very special to us... Avlo dhaan solluven...
She blushed..
Suhasini: Okay...
He sat on the bed but she stood near the leg of the bed.
Adi: Come here...
Suhasini: Naan varale...
Adi: Yean??? You were trying to seduce me all day..
Suhasini: Adhu... Appo you were unresponsive... Now you are looking at me in some way.. adhu edho pannudhu...
Adi: Enna pannudhu??? Sari naan varen...
Suhasini: Veandom veandom angaye utkaru...
Adi: Sari appo ipdiye paathutte irukkalama???
Suhasini: Veandom veandom..
She quickly came next to him.. He tried to control his smile... She mumbled something..
Adi: Kekale...
Suhasini: Enaku konjam koochama irukku nu sonnen...
He smiled and held her hand...
Adi: You know right... Even after you came back, we did few things..
Suhasini: I was drunk then...
Adi: Okay do you want to drink anything to feel comfortable???
Suhasini: Veandom veandom... I want to remember everything...
Adi: Remember what??
She sat next to him quickly..
Suhasini: Adi, Don't probe me with your questions... And with these eyesss...
Adi: I'm just looking at you..
Suhasini: I know.. but enaku dhaan edho aagudhu..
Adi: I have a medicine for you.. Can we try it???
Suhasini: What??
He kissed her before she finished her question. She blushed heavily when he left her.
Adi: Are you ready for this???
Suhasini: Yes... Asking me consent??
Adi: yes.. I was so rash in the past.. Once I even went on to hurt you and kept you in bed for two weeks..
Suhasini: I remember...
She said it in a soft voice..
Suhasini: Even though I remember.. it feels different...
Adi: I know.. I will not hurry.. Okay??
She nodded her head. He undressed her slowly. She was on fire. His long fingers did their magic when they touched her. He slowly removed everything off of her leaving her thaali and toe ring. She was feeling extremely bashful and closed her eyes.
He undressed himself understanding her shyness. His hand travelled all over her body. He explored her with his fingers. He peppered his kisses all over her body. She was quivering in pleasure. He was being gentle and romantic.
Adi: Look at my eyes...
Suhasini: Don't make me... Please...
She begged.. His eyes were intoxicating and she was already on the verge of pleasure...
Adi: Look at me... and Remember this moment...
Baby, you are mine...
He entered her gently. Her eyes had tears. She still felt some pain but she noticed him being so gentle with her. Her pain quickly eased. She was in the heaven. She was in the arms of the man she loved. This was her first time mentally. He kept note of it all the time. She admired his attention to detail.
She reached her peak before him. Her eyes had tears of joy. He attained his pleasure and slowly laid next to her.
She looked tired. He was removing the hair from her face which were sticking to her face due to sweat.
Adi: I like to see you exhausted..
Suhasini: What??
Adi: I made you exhausted.. isn't it???
So I like it..
Suhasini: Naughty...
I wanted to ask you something.. What were you doing on this day in the past four years???
Adi: I came to A country every year.. waited outside your house whole night and came back..
Suhasini: Adi????
Adi: Hmmm... Sometimes I got to see your face.. sometimes I didn't..
Suhasini: Why would you do that???
Adi: Because once I promised my wife that I would be with her on this day forever...
Suhasini hugged him again...
Suhasini: Take me again...
Adi: hmmm???
Suhasini: Take me again...
Adi: Can you bear??? I'm big and bulk... You are already exhausted...
Suhasini: I can bear you... I don't mind your weight.. come...
Adi: Are you sure??
Suhasini: Let me tell you something... I like gangster Adi more than gentle Adi...
Punish me in your way, Adi...
She whispered those words looking into his eyes.
Adi: You are asking for this....
They did another round of lovemaking. She struggled in between and he slowed down to help her. She drifted off to sleep in the early morning. He laid on her chest and went to sleep as he always loved to do.
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