Speak up already - Phan

By geniusotaku

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Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22 - Ending
Chaper 23 - A NEW BEGEN ING
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Sequel - Chaper 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
END

Chapter 47

34.8K 1.7K 626
By geniusotaku

A/N:

Two chapters in one night has she gone crazy?! Yes. I need happier stuff okay I can't write that much angst. I CAN'T END WITH SO MUCH ANGST I FEEL TERRIBLE!!

xx

Dan had no other choice but to get Phil to go to councelling after that incident. He had been doing so well.

Dan just refered to this as a setback, constantly reminded Phil of how he would soon easilt get back on his feet. Soon.

The councelling helped. Months had passed and Phil was alot happier. He had an urge to cut occasionally but Dan was there to help him through it.

And so, as 6 months flew by, Phil would visit a councellor once a month with Dan.

And he still had a slight stutter, but it was gradually fading.

Dan made sure he did plenty of stuff to get Phil's mind off things.

One of which, was to take him out constantly. Because he loved him so much he wanted to show him off.

~

"Phil you look beautiful." Dan said breathlessly, staring at his husband who was cureently looking at himself in the mirror wearing a tight blue shirt and skinny black jeans.

"I d-do?" Phil giggled happily.

"You do." Dan smiled, making his way to Phil and wrapping his arms around his waist from behind. "I want to keep you to myself and be mine but I also wanna show yoi to the whole world to let them know you're mine."

Phil blushed madly. "I-I...Dan...R-Really?"

Dan giggled, poking Phil's cheeks from behind and resting his head on his shoulder. "Yes of course. You're so fucking beautiful and sweet everytime I look at you it takes my breath away."

Phil felt the butterflies in his stomach going crazy now. "D-Dan!"

Dan smiled sadly. "You're stuttering alot."

"I-It's because you're m-making me n-nervous and b-blush!" Phil giggled, twirling around and hugging Dan.

Dan kissed Phil's cheek happily. "Good, because you make the butterflies in my stomach go crazy when you say stuff like that so I can give you the same. Now shall we get going? Dinner reservation are at 8." Dan smiled sheepishly, trying to change the subject as he grabbed Phil's hand.

Phil giggled, queezing Dan's hand. "Let's go."

xx

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