Poetry of a lost teen

sanity

My heart runs miles on the smallest things
My legs shake
My lips tremble
My sanity disappears
Leaving me fully emotionless and lost
My comfort is never there
Neither has my stability returned
Anxiety wont leave
Its lived with me for years
Or has It lived in me developing tears
Carving scars and burning normality
Scraping my soul for what's still left
Failing miserably
Again and again
~H1