Bella's POV
Times flies and before you even know it, it has been a year since me and Harry's breakup. I was still hurting but he seems to be fine I guess judging by his last reaction seeing me at school in the fields bleachers.
This was my second year of collage and I still have them same dorm. I didn't change anything about it, Sami moved to another collage and my neighbors Emma and Bethany finished there years.
I was alone once more, I were to talk to some people here and there but they aren't my friends. Anyways, I have been doing horrible without Harry and I just miss him so much.
I decided to take a trip since it was the holidays and I needed time to think. I was obviously by myself, it's better for me to heal.
I packed some cozy clothes since it's cold, I also brought my gym duffel bag so I could work out over there as well.
I grabbed my bags and started my drive, it was a few hours away which is fine. I put on some music and grabbed a bite to eat before I start.
Once I grabbed some food, I started to drive to the cabin I was staying at. It didn't seem that long of a drive, I walked in the front office and registered for the cabin, paid them, than drive up to it.
I unlocked the door and unpacked my things, I set all my things up and took a quick look around the place. It was small but cozy, I liked it. I wanted to look around the town so I put my shoes on and got in my car to drive around the town.
I felt very cute that day, better than the rest of the days and took a few pictures for fun.
When I arrived, I got out of my car, locked it, and started to walk around the place. I saw very cute shops that I wanted to go in but I'll wait until tomorrow.
I suddenly saw the cutest red dress outside the store window, it was beautiful. I would get it but it was to expensive out of my range, and where would I wear it to anyways.
I decided to walk in this cute little vintage store I saw. I walk in and waved hello to the cashier, I took a look around and I stumbled at a shirt that caught my eyes.
~Dimples~
The shirt said on it, I froze when I saw that word, it reminded me of when Harry called me that. A tear fell down my face, i quickly whipped it away before anyone saw. I ignored it and kept walking around, I walked out of the store with nothing that interested me to buy it.
I walk back to my car and drove back to the cabin, I unlocked the door, took my shoes off, and decided to take a quick shower and wear a hoodie and some sweatpants.
I let my hair air dry while I plop on the couch to watch a movie, "the notebook" caught my eye, I decided to watch it.
After the movie was done I get in bed and I fell asleep quicker than I expected to. I couldn't get Harry off my head even after a year later.
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The weekend went by fast and my trip ended, I packed my things and put them in my car, I made sure that I didn't forget anything than drove back to the front office to give them there keys back and drive back home.
Once I got back I threw my things on the bed telling myself I'll do them later and I decided to hit the gym, I got my gym clothes and my duffel bag than headed to the gym.
Every time I go to the gym, I'm always frightened I'll see Harry there, but for the past year, I haven't seen him here which is a good thing because I'll probably burst into tears.
I say hello to James and went into the woman's locker room to change really fast, put gloves on and start punch the punching bag. There's no other way to get rid of my feelings other than punching them away.
I just build up all my feelings into one and I punch them away, I started to get rough than I usually do and punched harder than all the times. James saw me and came running towards me, "HAY hay, slow down Bella, your gonna rip another bag." He says pushing me lightly away from the bag.
"Sorry James, I sometimes get to focused on it that I lose control." I say sitting down and catching my breath. He chuckled, "I know, you ripped it once and almost ripped this one 5 times." He said sitting infront of me on the floor.
I got up to pick up some weights, I picked up a 150 pound weight and pulled it up and down. James seemed surprised by my strength, "wow, your strong Bella" he said shocked.
I set the weight down back on its rest and got a towel to whip away my sweat, "thanks, I get that a lot." I say squeezing water into my mouth from the water bottle.
"No I mean crazy strong, how would you like it if I put you in a boxing competition?" He asked, I look up at him and shrugged my shoulders, "I don't know, sure why not." I say.
He smiled, "alright perfect, cause I've been looking for a boxer to put in the competitions this year." I giggled and got up to punch some more.
"Oh one more thing!" He says, I glance at him really fast than back to punching, "what's up?" I asked swinging some punches at the bag. "Does it matter what gender you fight?" He questioned, I shake my head. "No it doesn't matter, as long as I can beat the shit out of them, I'm fine with it."
He claps once and chuckled, "alright perfect, come here after opening hours to practice tomorrow." I stop to catch my breath, "ok, when is my first fight?" I asked.
"Its in 2weeks, is that ok?" He says, I nod and we shook hands before I left to take a quick shower and head back to my dorm.
Once I got back I see my new neighbor, Noah coming out of his dorm, "hay Bella how are you?" He asked. I give him a quick smile, "hay newbie, I'm good where are you going at this time."
He chuckled while looking down and back up at me, "I'm going to a party, everyone in campus is gonna be there. You should come, it'll be fun" he adds, I shook my head.
"No I got things to do" I say lying to him. "No you don't, you never have things to do. Come on it'll be fun I promise" he begs.
"Ok fine, I'll go but if I don't like it I'm coming back." I say, he smiled at me than caused me to smile back. "Alright, I'll be waiting in my car." He said, I nod and walked into my dorm.
I wore a simple sweater, some skinny jeans, put a little makeup and I put on my shoes and walked out to Noah's car.
I see him sitting in the car on his phone, I hop in the passenger seat and he looked up at me, "ok let's go" he says, he reversed and drove to the party. It was about 5 minutes away.
When we got there we heard loud music coming from the house they were having the party in, I sighed and got out of the car.
Noah grabbed me hand and pulled me to face him, "put a smile on your face women, you look dead" he said causing me to giggle.
"Alright let's go dimples" he said and I froze, "w-what did you call me?" I asked, he looked at me and chuckled, "you have dimples and I thought it was a nice nickname to call you" he says, I shake me head. "Please don't call me that ever again" I say walking in the house.
"O-ok" I hear him mumble behind me, we walk in and went out separate ways. I see a lot of people crowded in every room of the house. Even outside in the backyard, it was literally snowing and there partying.
I hated the party already and we arrived there 10 minutes ago. I tried finding Noah so he could drive me back but I couldn't see him. After 3 minutes of search, I finally found him in the kitchen talking to a girl.
"Noah, drive me back I hate this already." I say annoyed by this obnoxious party. He looks at me and nods, he walks me out of the party and into the car.
While we were driving he started to speak, "what's wrong Bella, do you not like to go to parties?" He asked. I glare a him and looked outside the window, "I only went to parties with my old friend." I say.
"Who's your friend, did she move to a different college or something?" He said, "she killed herself." I say motionless, "oh I'm sorry." He said.
I shrugged my shoulders as a sign of 'I don't care' "did she call you dimples, is that why you froze when I called you that?" He asked.
I turn to him with no words, "can you stop with the questions, I have boundaries if you don't mind" I say trying to keep it respectful.
Once we got back to the dorms I thank him and walked to my dorm, I knew he was behind but I didn't look back and once I reached my dorm I immediately closed it after me before he could say another word.
I slid down my door with tears with all the memories of Harry that was mentioned today.
I heard and saw the word dimples the past three days, I got remembered of Jenna which is my fault she killed herself because I was to focused on Harry and I almost ripped another punching bag because I had the thought of Harry in my head.
"When is this gonna be over" I cried. I didn't want the thought of Harry in my head anymore cause I knew that us together was never gonna happen again.
I changed into a tank top and my sweatpants, turned my alarm on, and headed to sleep as I had school the next day.
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