I feel the pain as if it was yesterday the pain from you
Laying on the bathroom floor, one hand holding my stomach and the other to silent my voice
I never knew pain could cause anxiety attacks and love can kill but I never knew
I often wonder, why I always make this choice
To stay with people who rip me apart
To stay with ones who consistently break my heart
Over the course I've learned construction
I've learned how to deal with pain by self destruction
One cut, two cuts, three cuts more
How much can I endure?
How many pills makes up a few?
Just keep popping and I won't think of you
Inhale cigarette and ruin a lung
When the cigarette burns my skin, I'll bite my tongue
If you ever saw my wrist
You could check mark ALL off your list