Taylor
waking up the next morning i decided i was going to go buy a plan b. it wasn't that i didn't wanna have anymore kids with him it's the way he has been treating me recently that has me scared. he gets in these dangerous mood swings and like to put his hands on me, I fear that.
removing myself from his embrace he pulled me back to him and woke up.
where you going this early? he asked kissing my neck
out. I said slightly moving away
where is out? he asked hovering over me
rolling my eyes I decided not to answer him cause it ain't his business tf?
he grabbed my neck and tighten his hand around it
where is out? he asked again in a aggressive tone
oww your hurting me. I said pushing my hand against his chest
where tf you going?, you fucking somebody else? he asked me looking angry
no i swear. I said with tears coming down my eyes
where taylor? he yelled
im going to get a plan b. I yelled crying uncontrollably
letting go of my neck he looked at me and then he slapped me across the face. I instantly covered my face in pain as I continued to cry I can feel my eye starting to swell
you don't wanna have my kids now? that's what you on? he said
speak df up. he yelled
im sorry. I said as my voice cracked
grabbing my legs he pulled me to the end of the bed and started to eat me out. I was so embarrassed to say stop because i loved it and I was too embarrassed to leave because he's all i ever known.
coming back up he moved my hands from off my face and gave me a sympathetic look. I grabbed his face and kissed him as he kissed back
flipping us over I got on top and started to ride him
i wanna have your baby. I said riding him
he smirked
who this pussy for? he asked smacking my ass
it's for you. i said cumming as my legs started to shake
what's my name? he asked
daddy. i loudly moaned
he locked his arm around me and started fucking me back. Keeping eye contact as we both moaned i knew he was about to nut
nut in me bby . i said kissing him slowly and sloppy
finally letting go his eyes rolled in the back of his head as he was nutting and I started back riding him
chill. he said biting his lip
smirking i refused to listen
he flipped us back over and put his hand around my neck and looked me in the eyes
i love you. he said kissing me and sucking on my neck
then the doorbell started to ring
don't answer it they'll go away he mumbled against my neck
it went off repeatedly
I'll go. I said huffing
no you stay and find something to put on yo face. he said
you shouldn't be putting your hands on me anyway. I mumbled smartly getting out the bed
feeling my neck being yanked i hissed in pain
you wanna repeat that? he said
no. I said
going in the bathroom i ran me some water and then I got in. it felt so good to hear silence even if it's only for the moment
after about 30 minutes I got out and brushed my teeth and then I walked in the room i had a little groceries shopping to do today.
I decided on wearing a white long sleeve shirt with some black joggers and then I put on my Jean jacket with my pink crocs and I sprayed some Chanel perfume on me and I slapped my Apple Watch on then I put my hair in a ponytail did my edges a little
and grabbed my phone, keys and purse.
walking downstairs i instantly smiled it was my daughter.
im guessing Jay did his personal hygiene stuff in the other bathroom
mommy. layla screamed running to me
picking her up i started to tickle her as she giggled none stop then I walked over and kissed jay
daddy money, I need some money . Lay said pulling on his shirt
ouch you just like ya moma huh? wanna hurt daddy pockets. he said laughing
he gave her a 100 dollar bill. and she smiled and put it in her small Chanel bag that he recently brought her then she went to go pay with her toys
sitting on his lap i held my hand out smiling
you too? he laughed
break a sister off boo. I said laughing with him
he gave me 500 hunnid and I looked at him crazy cause tf.
what's not clicking jayvion? I said still holding my hand out
he gave me 700 more. and I smiled
i love you. I said kissing him
eww mommy. Lay said
shaking my head at her i picked her up and I was about to walk out the door until Jay grabbed my arm back
why didn't you put some makeup on? he asked
you know i don't wear that. I said
go buy some glasses or something you just gone walk around like that? he said
putting my daughter down I went upstairs and got my glasses and then I headed back down. I got in the car and buckled Lay up and drove off
the first store i went to was a store for little girls i seen some cute stuff so I decided to buy it for Lay. Afterwards we went to the grocery store.
I decided that maybe I was going to open back up my hair salon. I mean i really enjoyed doing hair so I will talk to jay about getting it renovated and opened back up
unbuckling Lay i grabbed a buggy and put her in it and then my purse and I locked the car. going into the store i seen more than 1 familiar face some of Jay friends which I didn't wanna just talk to them even tho they was cool
damn. i heard some older guy say as I walked passed
rolling my eyes I continued to pick up my items
mommy i want ice cream. lay said
okay. I said
going into the cooler I picked up her favorite ice cream which is strawberry and then I continued shopping
i went in the men's section and got Jay some more socks and some more t shirts and boxers.
you know having a husband is like having an son they can't do shit without you.
laughing to myself i felt my phone ringing and it was Jay
hello? I answered
yea wya? he asked
the store. I said with an attitude
chill out and lose the attitude. he said
whatever. I said
i need you to write a check and go to the bank to cash it. it's fa my mother. he said
how much? I asked
50 grand. he said
what she need that kinda money for? I asked curious
ask her. he said hanging up the phone
rude bitch. I mumbled
after I got done i payed for my items and then i started to load everything in my truck
you need help there? I heard a deep voice say
turning around it was a older guy who was very fine btw.
no im okay. I said trying to carry the mini fridge
he came over and gently took it from me and put it in the truck. I smiled
thank you. I said smiling
my pleasure, what's yo name pretty little lady? he asked Lay
her name is Lay. I said smiling
whats yours other pretty lady? ohh im married sorry. I said
it's always the beautiful ones that's married but I respect that. he said waving goodbye to lay and walking away
I buckled her in and then I went to go do something Jay act like he couldn't do.
30 minutes later
i pulled up to ms unique house and lay got excited
grandma grandpa. she said trying to get out of her booster seat
stopping i grabbed the cash and then I unbuckle
Lay and she instantly ran up the stairs
stop running your going to hurt yourself. I said chasing after her
once I made it to the door I knocked and his dad answered
letting me in I hugged him and I went to go find lay and ms unique. they was in the kitchen with Jay and his sister
hugging them i handed her the money and then I gave Jay a peck on the lips
i didn't know you'll be here, who's in your truck? I asked
John . he replied
John ? Wow I haven't seen him in so long I missed them. I said in awww
John is jay cousin he doesn't really come around cause he's always on business trips but him and his wife is my favorite ever! they are literally so sweet and they have the cutest baby
Jay looked at me funny and pinched the corner of his nose which means I probably shouldn't have said the last part
anyways i don't mean to be in anyone business but what's going on? I asked
the IRS they said they would shut down my business if I didn't come up with 10 grand by today. She said
it's okay ma that's 50 a little extra for you. Jay said hugging herh
she thanked him and said she would go pay it after we leave.
mommy i want glasses like this. lay said trying to get my glasses
these are mommies glasses ok? I'll buy you some after we leave. I said smiling
but i want yours mommy. she said looking sad
you can't have mines. I said sighing
yes mommy give them to me I want them mommy. she said falling out and crying
pulling them off I tried to hurry and put them back on but it was too late
lay. I semi yelled
I sorry mommy. She said burying her face in my arms
taylor? I heard ms unique say as I looked away
ma'am? I asked
what am i looking at? she asked
Ja-. I was cut off by jay
she ran into the end of the cabinet at home yesterday. he said clearing his throat
yea i was drunk and being clumsy. I said putting my glasses back on
anyways i have to go or my groceries are going to spoil in the car come on lay tell grandma and grandpa goodbye.
no I want to stay. she said
no you have to come home. I said picking her up and buckling her in
nice man put mommy groceries up and call me pretty. lay said as she played with Jay
oh really? Jay said looking at me
here we go! I said in my head
get out the car. he told me
for what? I asked
he looked at me with a raised eyebrow and I quickly got out
he pushed me against the car hard asf
what you got going on? who putting yo groceries up? . he yelled at me
it was just some older guy. I said
you calling her a liar? he said
no of course not, I told him I was married and he offered to put the groceries up he helped that's all I swear. I said
what if I did that shit? I had a fucking gym trainer and you told me I had to get rid of her. But you out here letting niggas call my daughter pretty
How df does that even apply to this situation? you're so hurt behind that maybe you was fucking her! I said
he looked at me and chuckled, maybe. He said
fuck you im sick of yo shit maybe I should cheat after all you did cheat on me while I was pregnant and while we were engaged, fair game . I said smiling
feeling a sting across my face I could taste blood in my mouth!
what df you doing my nigga? I heard a familiar voice say
that's what df you do huh? beat on yo baby moma? nigga that's yo fucking wife are you dumb? John said
Nigga this ain't got shit to do with you. Where df yo girl at? don't try to tell me how to treat mine. Jay said
you know what lmao nigga you right. John said and walked off
I was scared. Getting back in the car we drove home and you gotta know the car ride was silent
Once we made it inside I put lay down to sleep and then I went in the room to take a shower. Stripping out of my clothes I got in the shower and let the hot water run on me
Jay opened the shower door and got in with me and I rolled my eyes.
while I was washing up he pulled me to him and I didn't say anything. It was silent the water was just running down on our bodies but no words was exchanged it felt good
Im so sorry. he said I can hear his voice cracking
I didn't say anything. I didn't wanna say the wrong thing and make him mad again
I don't know what's wrong with me. im angry all the time baby and I can't help it, I try so hard. I just don't wanna see you leave me. He said crying
Facing his direction I wiped my tears I was sad that I couldn't ease his pain if I could take it all away I would.
im sorry that you're hurting but you have to stop hurting me jay. Im here, im your wife we have a beautiful daughter together what are you doing? you don't just owe me and apology you owe yourself one for not allowing me to love you!
I am here jay, im not going anywhere I fucking love you bro. I got married to you at 19 years old we in this shit for the fucking love term. I said crying
You're hurting me and hurting our family that we created from the ground up! we need help or else this marriage isn't going to work. I said
you right. He said kissing my forehead
the water was starting to get a lil cold so we finished washing up and got out after we brushed our teeth and shit we dried off and then I went to go check on my baby and i came back. Taking off the towel I got in the bed
climbing on top of jay I kissed him slow and steady
i wanna have another baby. I said looking in his eyes
no shit? he said chuckling
lay about to be 4 now and I just feel like its time for another one. I said
okay if thats what you want. He said
you have to want it to thats the thing. Lay was unexpected so we didn't really have a choice but you kinda do now
baby we can have 10 for all I care ima still love them the same. He said smacking my ass smiling
I smiled and laid down on his chest i really wanted another baby and I have no idea why. Lmao
ima get myself together for you and my daughter i swear. He said kissing my forehead
i know baby, im not going anywhere. I said kissing him
he picked me up and put me on the bed and let's just say you know how ROUGH that night went.
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