At the moment I saw Jungkook's eyes dilating faintly.
As if I didn't know he'd hear this from me.
"What?"
My ears were burning.
I didn't have to see what my face was going to be like now.
To be honest, I think I'd rather not see it.
But I couldn't stop the words that had already started.
I don't even want to stop.
I gave more strength to the hand that held the hem of my clothes.
"You said you liked me, not as a family, but as someone else."
"...... ."
"But, but why only hold hands?"
Not exactly holding hands only.
I was held in his arms, and he even brushed my hair over.
But that's what we've done before anyway.
Even when he still knew that we're family.
"So I mean ........"
This is driving me crazy.
My heart is beating so fast that I actually don't know what I'm talking about.
When my body couldn't bring out the embarrassing thought and only say gibberish, Jungkook's mouth opened.
"...... since when did you think of that?"
"Huh?"
"When did you start complaining about me?"
I blinked my eyes.
Well, that's.
I don't know.
I honestly lost my mind.
"It's been a while..."
"...... ."
"......maybe it's been a while."
To be honest, I've realized my mind for Jungkook since I dreamed about my most desired things.
Thanks to it, I don't know how much I blamed myself at that time.
Whenever I see Jungkook or close to him.
The impure impulse springs up.
Bu, but there's no problem right now.
Isn't it okay to be impure?
No, isn't it already impure in the first place?
Just naturally.......
As I was thinking so fiercely in my head, Jungkook suddenly let out a sigh.
He looked as if he was sighing or something, but somehow he was dumbfounded.
On the other hand, he seemed to be dejected.
I wasn't aware of the reason for the reaction of neither side.
Jungkook's voice continued as I kept blinking.
"I didn't know that."
The voice sounded somewhat self-helpful.
"I've been waiting for.... uselessly."
"Wait?"
Did you wait, what?
There was no need to rewind so precisely.
He was a step faster than that.
"Until I cleared up that 'brother' side of me in your head."
".........."
"I've been stupidly patient."
I closed and opened my eyelids.
It didn't take much time to understand what Jungkook had said.
Reflectively negated.
"I, I never thought of you as a brother. From old times."
"I know."
"......"
"I can't believe I know that now."
Jungkook mumbled so, frowning only one his eyebrow.
But at the same time, he looked happy.
I don't know if the analogy is right, but it's as if you finally got permission for what you've been looking forward to and waiting for.
The hand that was moving near the cheek stopped.
Instead, his long straight fingers smoothly penetrated behind my neck and fixed my face.
I stiffened up.
Because I knew what the hand meant by the back of my neck.
"Lalisa."
Jungkook called my name by surprise.
I took a breath.
This was a foul.
Yes, without warning.
"I'm gonna kiss you."
Oh, this is forewarning.
"Push away if you don't like it."
It was a word that didn't go well with the hand that had been dug through my hair as if he would never let go.
I closed my eyes in silence, feeling a thumping heartbeat.
Naturally, I couldn't hate it.
Poetry, let alone not hate it, how much I have been...
The anticipation accompanied by tension made my head flutter again.
The next moment, a soft touch touched my lips.
At that moment, I felt the whole thing of thinking was going off in my head.
The thought came to a standstill, and instead, the senses were alive.
All my nerves were focused in one place, so it seemed that the touch was there to feel it only.
In time, the heat broke through the lips that were gently engaged.
I flinched and held Jungkook's garment in my hand.
The heat was neither urgent nor hurried.
Instead, he was persistent.
It was tenacious and obstinate as if it would never step down until it covered everything it could reach.
Breath mingled.
The heat was tangled, and the hot air of unknown origin went back and forth from side to side over and over again.
How much has he been invaded?
"...ha."
I breathed out a long breath.
The heat temporarily receded as if giving me time to catch my breath.
But the lips didn't leave completely.
Jungkook did not let go of my lower lip and bit me weakly.
Oh, I felt like I was going to lose my strength in the legs.
Then as if he knew it, Jungkook immediately wrapped my waist tightly around him with his other arm and supported me.
Once more Jungkook kept my lips as if they were sweet fruit, and then swept it with his tongue and fell off.
"...... ."
I opened my lowered eyes completely.
My heart thumped.
Amid the silence, my heart sounds like thunder.
I was embarrassed because I thought it was too loud.
It seemed as if the sound of the chest rising and falling as I was taking a quick breath was transmitted to my ear.
I couldn't look straight up at Jungkook's face and lowered my eyelashes.
The end of the field of vision wandered around Jungkook's chest or shoulder.
Then suddenly I noticed that Jungkook's arm, which was wrapped around my waist, was particularly stronger than usual.
I raised my eyes.
Where the inside of Jungkook's golden lake-like eyes were, the pupil was more coloured than usual.
"...Lalisa."
The back of my neck shuddered.
Jungkook's voice, which had remained unchanged even when he had just woken up, was somewhat low and murky.
This is what it would be like if it were a voice that couldn't afford.
"If you're not trying to dry me to death, "
"...... ."
"Don't tell me to stop yet."
Oh, my God.
The heart dropped down there and came back up again.
I couldn't get my mind to Jungkook's whisper, the same whether it was a request, a demand, or a pleading.
I gulped down my saliva.
Then, I closed my eyes again with some kind of consent, holding back my mind that suddenly confused.
My eyelids trembled slightly.
Knowing the sweetness of the taste, the body could not hide its trembling expectations.
And it was then.
Boom!
"........!"
I opened my eyes in amazement at the sound of something falling.
The view was suddenly brightened.
It's not just it.
The landscape has also changed.
The dim cave lights and rugged walls disappear, and instead, the leaves go in.
Excessive sunlight and fresh greenery filled the surroundings.
Then my eyes met with Gerg, who seemed to have just knocked down a monster.
"......uh...."
Gerg blinked his big grey eyes looking this way and then scratched the back of his neck.
He spoke awkwardly.
"Hey, that, I'm not sure, but I have to apologize for some reason, right?"
"...."
"It's not my fault that the cave disappeared after 10 minutes, but I was just faithfully fulfilling my promise here, but somehow I feel like I did something very wrong. Is this right?"
"......"
"Hey... Ugh! Wait!"
I lowered my head.
I couldn't think of any other way to hide my face that was about to burn.
"Hey, save me! Hey! Stop this inhuman human......Aww! Help!"
"........."
"No, honestly, what did I do wrong.........No, I just did everything wrong, so please stop him! Argh!"
My face was hot.
I was so embarrassed that I couldn't raise my head.
And one of the shame that enveloped me at this moment was that I had no intention of stopping Jungkook at all now.
I silently turned a blind eye to Gerg's lamentation request.
The screams of the good half-demon shook off the forest.
* * *
What the half-demon Greg, who had only half his body stuck in the wall in the magic cave for an unknown story, said was true as a result.
A simple test in the forest showed that I was really able to use the enchanted cloth to manipulate the monsters.
The monsters went left, right, and even didn't hesitate to hit their head against a close tree, according to my will with the cloth wrapped around me.
'A monster that listens well.'
I was really in a mood that was indescribable.
I use that ability to pull off the monsters around me that are left by Gerg.
I pushed them inside the forest and got out of the forest with Jungkook.
I got out of the Apel Forest and went straight back to the capital.
It was an urgent return that didn't achieve its original purpose for having come down to the south on the pretext of making a trip, but as I stayed more slowly, I was so worried about the fabric of fascination in my arms that I couldn't help it.
'...well, it's not like there was no fruit at all.'
I touched my lips carefully and then slapped the wall close to inner shame.
A nearby village wizard, who had just been captured by Jungkook, was drawing a magic circle on the floor with a dying face under Jungkook's cool eyes.
I hit the wall to my heart's content and hid my heated fists and pretended not to know.
So I was scared of myself who felt more and more convenient at the expense of a few people starting with the wizard.
I was soon able to get home, to the dukedom at the capital, with Jungkook.
And the first thing that welcomed me when I arrived was an unexpected figure, not a Bessie or the butler.
"Eonni!"