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"Hi." Namjoon was back at the orphanage, standing outside, waiting for Jin to come outside.
"Hey, what's with standing outside today?" Jin asked confused.
"It's the second last night of the year, I wanted to spend it a bit different than usual." Namjoon replied slowly evolving Jin in his arms.
"What's so special about this night?" Jin asked curious.
"I was elected as a head worrier of Blood Moon pack, my mother was born on this night and i prayed for my mate this night." Namjoon replied looking up to the sky.
"J-Joon." Jin whispered feeling hard to not sob on his mate's soft calming words and heartwarming nature.
"This night means alot to me." Namjoon looked at his mate. "Just like you mean alot to me."
Jin could hardly keep his face straight as he can sense his cheeks becoming hot and he is sure they'll be red along with his ears.
"Want to walk with me?" Namjoon asked making Jin looked at him. Even though it's not visible but Jin can sense a sudden fear in his voice. A hidden secret, some fear.
"Sure." He replied holding Namjoon's hand and walking side by side. They kept walking like that and Namjoon once looked back, seeing the orphanage far away now.
"Jinnie." Namjoon said.
"Hmm?" Jin replied, critically indulgent in the beautiful sky decorated with the stars. It's been so long he actually came out like this.
"I want-wanted to as-ask........ask you something." Namjoon gathered the courage.
"What is it Joon? Why are you so nervous?" Jin asked placing a assuring hand over his shoulder.
"I-I've wished for it for so long, i never wanted to make you uncomfortable, i knew how hard it will be for you. But I'm being selfish now, i want to be selfish. I-I want to.......I wish to keep you close. I'm so sorry if it hurts you, I want you to move in with me. Live with me in my house. I-I do....do not......" he couldn't say anymore. As Jin showing no reaction and that made him only nervous more.
"I talked to Hoseok, he said.....he agreed to it that he can take care of orphanage and f-furthermore I won't force you.....force you to stop doing it. I just want you to stay with me. I know I'm asking....asking for too much but c-can you please give it a thought?" Namjoon ended, eyes still fixated on Jin who was quiet, quieter than Namjoon expected.
"J-Jin.....I'm....."
"Joon i u-understand you.....i know what you are saying is right but what about.....you know I can't leave orphanage.....they all depend on me. They all n-need me." Jin said breathing out loudly as he was holding the breath since long.
"I also n-need you. I also want you." Namjoon whispered looking away thinking Jin won't hear him but he did, clearly.
Jin's heart shatter hearing that Namjoon being an alpha is begging for him to stay with him which is his right from the day first. He could've forced him to move out but he didn't. He as......
"It's okay. I was just flowing in the moment. Keep up the good work. Just know that I'm always right behind you. You always have me." Namjoon caressed his red cheeks and smiled while speaking.
"Joon—-"
"I'll be going now. I've to take round of the boundaries." Namjoon smiled. He tried hard not to show the shattering image of his heart.
"Joonie i——"
"Take care, stay inside the weather isn't well. I'll come back tomorrow." Namjoon kissed his temple and turned on his heels leaving the place before his tears show up or Jin stop him.
"Maybe I wished for too much." He whispered and shifted in his wolf form running away from Jin's naked eye.
"J-Joonie.....i-i'm sorry." Jin knew he messed up. He knew his responsibilities as a care taker are important but his responsibilities for his mate also matters more.
Namjoon has never actually asked for anything. He has always been happy with however Jin is happy and that thing is hurting Jin more. He just asked for one thing and he didn't even wait for a second before rejecting his request straight forward.
Jin kept on standing there for some time but then walked back inside holding himself carefully as the tears are threatening to beam out.
Namjoon ran aimlessly in the forest for almost the whole night.
Jin also stayed up, sleep didn't visit him that day.
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Morning ray crashing on his face made him grunt a little but then slowly opening his eyes.
It took him around a minute to focus and he rolled over only for his lips to curl up in a beautiful smile.
He looked at his hand that is holding the fragile being in his arms, having his head resting on his upper arm while his hand over his abdomen.
He can see how the cute little Omega was curled up into his arms and how cutely his hand was clutching onto the duvet.
Soft snores escaping his lips and his angelic face making him look even better in his sleep. Just how beautiful can a person be?
Jungkook's eyes moved down to their bodies watching themselves naked and curled up into eachother.
The beautiful memories of the night rushed into his mind and he couldn't help but to bend down and plant a small kiss on Omega's shoulder.
He must've held him too tightly at night cz there's a clear finger prints on his delicate skin.
Taehyung was fast asleep. It was maybe the first time that he slept this carefree. He always has the fear and some deeds lurking in his mind but today it was peaceful.
Jungkook brushed his hairs away from his eyes and kept looking at him, not once getting bored.
He can't imagine they spend the beautiful night together. He still remembers how delicate Taehyung looked and how scared he was. It did hurt him to once again witness the consequences of his deeds but he is also glad that he made Taehyung happy.
As just before sleeping he heard how Taehyung murmured in his sleep.
"It's the most beautiful pain I've ever felt."
"Thank you Koo. Feels like I survived the hard time and now will live the good times......with you." A smiled adored his face and Taehyung was deep in slumber real soon.
Jungkook had his heart in his throat, these words, painful yet delighted. Taehyung did tell him by clinging to him the whole night that he loved it. He loved every bit of the night.
A sweet smile adored on his face and he lost the track of the time. He don't remember for how long has he been staring at Taehyung.
He was brought back to reality when Taehyung slightly stir, shaking his head over his arm making him look down at him.
"It's rude to stare." Taehyung's hoarse voice reached to his ears.
"Not when the one you stare is this beautiful." Jungkook replied. Taehyung had his eyes close, he didn't look at him but he do has a smile on his face.
He just love this, this situation. He love how things turned up. How Jungkook fell in love with him. How he fell even deeper for Jungkook.
Last night was a pure bliss for him. He saw a new side of Jungkook, the cute and possessive one. He loved how Jungkook kept asking him about if he is feeling okay or if he feels any pain.
He loved the night.
"Hyung." This single word pulled Taehyung out of his dreamy thoughts. That's probably the first time Jungkook called him hyung.
He looked at him with a smile. He can see how the word has affected Taehyung. Last night he saw how patient Taehyung actually is.
This last night bring too many new perspectives in their life, it gave them too many reasons to start a new fresh life full with love and affection for eachother.
And the first step to love and affection is respect. If you can't respect your lover, you ain't in love. Love teaches you the respect and honor. And it does a hard way.
"J-Jungkook." Taehyung's voice cracked. "Y-you....."
"You are a year old than me, i should call you with respect. I should call my husband with respect." Jungkook replied cupping Taehyung's face.
"B-But you......your are a true blood... and true blood just....I'm just an Omega." Taehyung said in disbelief.
"Still rules remains the same. Elder should be respected." Jungkook replied and unwantedly his mind tangled in a memory of how rudely he behaved with his father.
He coughed to jerk the thought away.
"We aren't discussing it anymore.." he dropped the topic with a kiss on his hand and stood up.
"Can you walk or should i help you?" That was embarrassing for both of them yet he still asked.
"I-I can walk.....I'm fine." Taehyung hide his face, he was red out of embarrassment. Jungkook couldn't help but chuckle. He found it really cute.
"I'm here to help if you want." Jungkook teased. One most important thing that Taehyung learned last night is never accepted Jungkook's help when he is smirking. It don't end well. Well it's enjoyable but in the end it isn't good.
"No thank you. I have alot to do today and i very much need my legs." Taehyung snapped and dragged himself back to bed. "Go take shower and leave so that i can clean myself."
"Well, that was rude. Why are you being shy? You know there nothing hidden from me. I can help you clean yo....."
"Leave." Taehyung glared at him, slapping himself in mind for quick movements as it still hurts slightly.
"Fine." Jungkook chuckled and walked up to the washroom to take the bath and go out as he has much more to do.
It took him good 20 minutes to take shower and Taehyung was fast asleep again. He felt tired. Heat isn't a joke.
Jungkook got ready without making noice and left the room, closing the door to let Taehyung sleep for a while.
He went downstairs to the basement. His aura changing and the smile on the face long gone. He has his work face.
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"Alpha." Luna slightly shaken his body.
She just came inside to see Head Alpha on the ground, limp.
She tried for good 2 minutes but he wasn't waking up, he showed no sign of consciousness. She started to panic. He didn't go back to his room at night and she thought it might because he wanted to stay with Jungkook but this.....
She stood up and was about to run outside when her eyes caught the bottle of wolf's bane. A pure poison. Her body shudders at the possibility and she backed off, trying her best not to break down.
"N-No." she stumbled forward and tried to hold the table to get hold of herself but it didn't happen as her hand movement made the files drop to the ground and an envelope dropped right infront of her eyes.
She found it hard to believe. She stood up, got the cold water jug from the table and threw it on him. A possibility that he might wake up, but no. He was still out.
"Wake up." She cried, shaking his body. Her jerks and shakes made his body to roll over and now he was lying on his back, on the ground.
Her hand flew to her mouth and she covered it tightly, seeing the scene. A muffled scream left her mouth as she saw Head Alpha's chest covered with various needles.
She now understands, needle dipped in the wolves bane and pierced to his heart. He killed himself, such painful way.
She couldn't hold herself and ran outside, screaming and crying. Her first instinct was to go to grandma. She was the only person who knew what can she do to help him.
"Grandma......Grandma you......Min....Please help him." She cried and looked at her face. Her eyes red, tears strain cheeks and she look much older. It seems like she has aged years in one night.
"I-I'm sorry." Grandma whispered holding her hands. "I'm sorry b-but he is gone."
The words broke the only strand that was helping her stand. She dropped to the ground, her old frame found it even harder to get hold of his dejected self.
It was the only shoulder she was left with. After her husband he was the only person, who was her support.
Luna looked at her is disbelief and worry. How could this be true, how could she say such thing. It is absurd. This is totally absurd.
"A-At least look at him. See i-if we ca-can help him." She cried still not believing it.
"He killed himself...he killed himself." The old lady cried in the hold of Luna. She wasn't the strong smiling grandmother anymore she was just the mother who lost her son today.
"W-Why?" Luna screamed. Standing up, she can't find it to believe that her mate left her all alone.
"I-I was...."
"Mom." Yoongi came inside running. He looked around and saw the condition of both ladies. It confused him. He wanted ask what happened but
The look and the dread in his mother's eyes made him scared also.
"Y-Yoongi.....p-please help your dad.....he-he...." She hugged him. For a reason Yoongi was glued to his place. Whatever is it, it can't be taht bad that he is thinking.
His father must be unconscious or seriously ill but it can't be thy bad. No.
"Mom....w-what happened to d-dad." He whispered and the answer took his breathe away.
"He killed himself......He left us all alone." She cried holding Yoongi.
"W-What are you saying.....This can't be.....where is he?" He broke the hug. "MOM WHERE IS HE." He cried.
This isn't rage, it's hurt. He is hurt on how easily his father left him. Not just yesterday he was apologizing.....
"I'm not the one you should ask for forgiveness. I'm ashamed though."
"Do you forgive me?"
"If he did so will i."
Yoongi's hold on her mother weakened. His own words running around his head. No matter what it was, he was his father. He talked so badly and behaved worse with him.
Just how can he get the heart to say those things to his father. How can he forget that whatever the w a parent is a parent and he saw how sincerely sorry was he. He made a mistake but he realized it, he wanted to apologize.
But why did he killed himself. He himself asked for a chance to be a father he never was able to be. He asked for forgiveness and a second chance.
"W-Where is he?" Yoongi whispered weakly.
"O-office." His mother said and Yoongi left, eyes void of any emotions and tears just kept flowing out of them.
Yoongi went inside the office and saw.....he saw his father on the ground, pale and hard. He was long gone and Yoongi's didn't even get to apologize for his words. He also hurt him. Whatever the reason was behind this step, he was also responsible for this. He also contributed in this.
"D-Dad......w-wake up please." He hugged the bead body pf his father. He lost one important part of his soul. He lost his light in the walking path. His father, he might be strict but he had good memories with him. He has happy moments with him.
"P-please wake up.." he whispered again, plating a small kiss on his pale and dead skin. His father still look young and just like he is sleeping and will wake up.
"Dad, you said you'll stay by my side, you said you'll be a father to me.....i need you....wake up and scold me, slap me but please look at me...please." The sobs were heart wrenching.
Being a boy is not easy, you don't get to show your love for father so easily. You don't get to tell them every time that you love them and want to be with them. You don't get to tell them that how hard your life is going. But you find them always behind your back. You always had your support.
Hugging your father and telling them how much you love them is quite a hard task for a boy. Girls on the other hand are different. They are expressive and show and talk to father's how much they love him.
There can be a exception between genders but this is a overly populated opinion.
"Please....Kook....Kook wanted to talk to you Dad. Please wake up." He kept on kissing on his face but he got no response. It was completely silent.
Yoongi felt like his mind will explode. Just why isn't the suffering going away. Why can't they be happy.
Jungkook.
Suddenly his mind drifted to his younger brother. He felt like the air stuck in his throat. What will Jungkook do when he will know what happened. How will he understand things and how will he react.
This pain will be worse for him. He has already experienced it and he is afraid to experience that again.
What will he do. But nonetheless Yoongi has to tell him. He has a right to see his father one last time.
Yoongi stood up with his father's dead body in his arms. He saw the envelope on the ground. It was just beside Head Alpha's hand.
His curious minds wants to know the reason so he just took it. He placed his father in the couch and bent down to take the envelop.
After taking it, he looked at it for good 5 minutes. His heart thumping in his chest and his eyes glossy.
What will be inside.
He breathed in and pulled open the envelope taking out a paper and a pendant. It was a small silver pendant with an fire sign engraved on it.
He kept looking at the pendant and them slowly open the paper. Before he can open it and read it his eyes landed on the envelop.
To my son Jungkook. Read it and forgive me if you can. Pa's actually sorry son. My soul will be waiting for your forgiveness for eternity. Pa loved you and will always love you.
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