just realized that this story is already turning a year old next month and i'm still at chapter 20 damn what kind of fuckery is that
anyway.
hi, this is Cin. haven't updated for months, i know. my apologies. good news, i'm alive. bad news, i don't know when the next update will be.
things were kinda complicated for me the past months but hey, another good news: i'm still writing (tons of motherfuckin' academic essays). hehe.
the reason why i don't update (aside from me being so busy) is that i don't wanna publish an oh-this-is-an-irrelevant-and-lame-piece-of-shit-but-atleast-I-updated kind of chapter. the main problem is this: i haven't felt that strong surge of burning passion to write for a long time. i mean, i don't write when i don't feel like writing because if i force myself, the whole chapter would turn out to be a literal garbage. i don't want that.
anyway (1).
imma just try to collect myself together and maybe someday i'll finally be able to work on the unfinished draft of chapter-fucking-21.
i read all your comments and they all make me happy. i also appreciate those who read my other story, Guardian Angel.
that's all, thank you.
y'all are the best.
😙