Dear Diary...
Today I will share my first night experience...
And you know what...as I was a fan of The Arabian Nights...and would never get tired listening to their stories the little had some funny beliefs...
On the day when Aladdin and Jasmine flew in the sky sitting on the magical carpet...they enjoyed it a lot...
And I used to think they would have eaten carrot halwa..chocolates..icecreams... played some games and that's it...
But when I was matured enough...I came to know the actual definition of enjoyment...
Aladdin and Jasmine share a romantic kiss
How much you are obsessed with a kiss??
How beautifully they enjoyed their night...
But I guess my bad luck is in a full swing...
Though the poor me is promoted as a husband...in the bedroom, I was still a Romeo...so the whole night I had to conduct my gawking session
And that monkey Abu is one biggest disloyal friend...
What did he do now??
How much I had organised for his first night...I literally made him turn into a beetroot by arranging his first night on the terrace room which had an open roof...the arrangement was not
less than any film setup
And what that monkey did for me...
NOTHING...
Just a hug and a wish...
That's it...
Till the last moment, I had a hope that he'll ask me about it...but that monkey is good for nothing...
He just ate the food and flashing his 32 teeth he left saying a bye...
Only I know how much I controlled myself from breaking his teeth...and smashing his bum...
I was getting a hell of violent ideas but I controlled thinking about his baby...
He literally stabbed my back from behind... At least he could have arranged something like a candlelight dinner or something simple yet romantic...
But as I said....Abu is a monkey...going to be a father yet he doesn't know what to do for a newly married couple...
He is not less than a katappa to me...bloody monkey
And according to the saying...A friend in need is a friend indeed...
He did nothing so he is not my friend now...
And coming to my wife she was happily snoring without having the slightest hint about her poor husband's first-night fantasies
Even my foe should never face such a situation...
And I feel the only song which suits me right now is
Dost Dost na raha
Pyaar Pyaar na raha...
Both of them ditched me and are sleeping peacefully...
And here I am crying my pain to you...
Poor Arjun🙁
Awww...my poor husband...don't worry...the moment you wake up...will go on a long honeymoon as decided
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(AN: Can refer to chapter 15)
Dear diary
Today when I woke up my eyes witnessed the most beautiful sight that I always desired...
With the bright yellow rays stroking her cheeks...her calm breathing making her chest go up and down...her mouth slightly opened she looked so innocent and cute...
And the nuptial chain adorning her swan-like neck again took me back to the moments of our secret marriage
And definitely she is going to inject some virus into my body when she will know everything
Definitely will plan something😏...You Cheater Kok...from where do you get such ideas
As I pulled the quilt up to her chest I realised that unknowingly I was so close to her my fingers were already caressing her cheeks...
I don't know how I always end up getting close to her...
Thankfully she has been a heavy sleeper...Kumbhkaran's daughter she is🤣...and when she is tired...she defeats Kumbhkaran too
You are no less😏😏
But she is cute....my cute little sleeping panda❤
Oh yes, I am😉
And this is the best advantage I have with my sleeping beauty...
And me being the not so innocent guy never loses a single chance to take the best advantage of the habit of hers..
As I was busy enjoying the sight...a thought made me go curious and worried as well
If my wife goes on sleeping like this how will I complete all my fantasies...
My list is too long to be mentioned...and to be frank it's a little hot one so better we'll not discuss😉
Reading his doubt my cheeks turned pink and a blushing smile crept up my lips🙈
Looking at her baby face reminded me of the day when I kissed her for the first time ever...
My first kiss to my love...
Then my love was a 2-year-old baby...
I asked Mama to get me a cycle so that I could visit her frequently
And as ever...once I rode my cycle to her place eager to see my Jasmine after a big 10 days but unfortunately she was sleeping on that day...
I waited for her to wake up but my baby was hell-bent to trouble me and on that day she slept more than her usual sleep hours...
Badimaa thought to wake her up but I didn't let her do....I never wanted to disturb her or do something that causes discomfort to her...because sometimes if she was disturbed she would cry...and her cries would slash my heart
One sight of my jasmine to my eyes and my little heart would jump in happiness...
So I just stood next to cradle and kept admiring her...
(Photo in the diary)
With her pink chubby cheeks...tiny cotton soft hands and legs...cute little cherry size nose my eyes would twinkle like diamonds and a big smile would be plastered to my lips...
As she was away from me I wanted to touch her once...wanted to feel her...wanted to assure myself that she is with me...
Engulfed with some kind of fear I asked Badimaa whether I can give her a kissie ...will she wake up if I give her a small kissie...
She just picked her up from the cradle and brought her face close to me
I moved my lips close to her chubby cheeks and gave her a small yet soft kiss
I kissed my wife❤
But the kiss was out of innocence❤
Awww...my Angry Bird...why are you so cute
And today again she was sleeping with the same baby face and I couldn't hold myself...
An urge to touch her...feel her arose within me
While my mind was asking me to stay within my limits...my heart was giving me full permission to give in to my urge
And with the chaos of mind and heart, I don't know when I leaned more to her and my face was so close to her that noses were about to brush and closing my eyes I just lived the moment...
My lips touched her forehead softly and this time the kiss was out of love❤️
Inhaling her fragrance up to my lungs I felt alive...it was the best start of the day...And I wish to welcome each day by feeling you❤️
Starting the day with her scent is the most wonderful feeling❤️
So overall it was a beautiful beginning ...
But then it's life...every beginning has an ending...
And most of the time the beautiful beginnings has a bitter ending
Beautiful moments end soon...the happiness we gain through those moments vanishes soon because happiness won't last long...
And especially mine...my happiness has a quick expiry date...before I can fill my heart with happiness it ceases and leaves me all empty
Today Baba signed the documents and now I can start with the hospital work...my Maa's dream...
My happiness had no boundaries...I ran back home to my love...and when I engulfed her into a tight hug I felt like home
I never felt this before...it was so blissful...now I have someone with whom I can share my happiness...I have my love
Isn't it a beautiful feeling when you realize that you have someone to listen to you...to be with you❤
But as I said...my beginning was meant to have a bitter ending
Though my one dream is coming true...the other one is dying
How can I forget that this journey will last only for a year
I took his hand in mine...many more years for the journey of togetherness my love❤....
I promise and kissed his hand
And one day has already been ended up
Though my heart yearns for more...I cannot let this happen...I cannot complicate it with my stupid heart cravings...
I need to resist myself...my heart
And will do it...
Let's see😂how do you resist yourself
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(AN: Can refer to chapter 15)
Dear diary
This girl is definitely going to kill me...
Here I have locked my heart in a strong iron cage so that it won't run hopelessly towards her and now she is attacking my mind...
My mind was the only strong member that kept me away from her but it seems my sexy wife is in plans to ruin my mind too
My heart was already her slave and now my mind too is bending its knees
In the morning when I barged into the room she came out of the washroom wiping her hair...
And my poor heart was banging the door of the cage so loudly that I had to keep my hand on my chest to block its way from coming out...
While hiding my face into the laptop screen I was putting on a decency mask....the tingling sound of her bangles hit my eardrums and the next second my ever so strong mind ditched me...
Just with a mere tingling sound, it went crazy...all the strict orders given by my mind were disobeyed by my mind itself and my eyeballs started eating her shamelessly...
Freshwater droplets still caressing her soft flesh on her face just like a morning dewdrop decorating the fresh and fragile green leaf
Water dripping from her hair making her back go moistened and when she filled her hair partition with a pinch of vermillion I was smiling on my lips feeling possessive
And I was secretly smiling, my eyes captured a pearl-like water drop exiting from her wet hair and at that moment my breath hitched causing my lips to part a little
That tiny shiny pearl gently traced her neckline and I thought it would land and settle down in the cave of the collar bone
But with what happened next my heart was out of the cage and then my poor heart and dirty mind came up as a team....
Mind and heart playing together is always a deadly combo ever...
And indeed I was mechanically dead
All of a sudden my body temperature raised to a high one that it could burst the thermometer badly...
My throat went extremely dry and I swallowed multiple lumps to satisfy my Sahara Desert...
Even a 1000 litres water tank wouldn't satisfy my dryness...
Only that single drop could comfort my dry throat...
And it was hell testing my patience...
It was inviting my lips to gulp it down my throat and I was losing myself
As I was struggling really hard to fight with the deadly combo that mere water droplet was teasing me with its slow seduction...
Passing over the collar bone slowly it roamed down caressing her silky skin and giving me a final tease it escaped into her valley and I was gone...
I was rooted to the couch like a monument while she just walked out of the room leaving me dead
My body started emitting hot waves as if a large volcano is being exploded inside me
And at a point, I felt like calling for the fire brigade as it was my only hope to cool down the burning fire
Quickly I took a shower again and calmed the volcanic eruption
SHAMELESS...what else can I say now...better I keep a dictionary while reading your further deeds
As the water droplets hit my burning skin I made a firm decision...
To maintain a good distance from her...
Is it the same Modiji wala social distancing baby😂😂😂
No matter what comes in the way of my decision I'll be sticking strong to my decision
We'll see😂😂....you stick to me or your decision
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(AN: Can refer to chapter 16)
Sorry, dear diary I couldn't talk to you..
Because nowadays I am really having a bad time..
It's been a week I have had a single word to her...
As decided I am maintaining distance from her...
Purposely I am spending more time in office and coming back late
But honestly, it hurts...
My heart oozes so much pain...
She is around me... close to me...but still I can't feel her...
And I hate myself for this...
But this is what's good for me...good for us both...
But then suddenly she did something that again I am back to her...
She didn't have dinner and was waiting for me till late at night...
I so wanted to ask her
Why Sona...Why are you making it difficult for me??
But what pricked me more was her tears...she cried when I lied to her about me having dinner
You lied??...
I knew it...my heart was saying the same...Arjun can never hurt me
I was helpless...I didn't want her to feel anything for me...
But when I am with her my heart silences and unknowingly I get surrendered to her...and I feed her with my hand
And decided to have food on time only because of her...for her
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(AN: Can refer to chapter 17)
Finally, my caring wife made it...
She made me eat food on time...
But still, I was missing something...
I was feeling restless...
But don't know how...whenever I feel low I find my wife close to me...
While I was sitting in the balcony I heard her sleepy voice..
And that's it...I couldn't hold back...
I stretched my legs and she stumbled and landed in my arms...
Sitting on my lap with her baby hands on my chest she was rubbing her sleepy eyes...how cute she looked
What😳😳
You said I didn't notice the table and my legs stumbled when I hit the table
Cheater Cock
Feeling her close to me after many days was so peaceful...
This is what I was missing...
Her fragrance...her presence
Though the moment lasted for a few seconds I lived it to my heart extent
And guess what she did next...
She made me sleep like a baby...
When I told her about my sleeping issue she gave me a good massage...
Her soft fingers touching my scalp and temples doing magic I was drifted off...
For the past years for the first time I had a peaceful sleep
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To be continued...
I know the chapter is boring and not up to the mark
Sorry for it❤
But hope you enjoyed Arjun's disappointment over his fantasies and the deadly combo of his mind and heart❤