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My alarm woke me up at sharp 4 a.m. I sat up on my bed with my eyes still half asleep.
"This is the worst decision I ever made" I mumbled to myself.
I continued to stare at the wall thinking what to do now. All of a sudden I got an urge to get up from the bed. I slapped both my cheeks together and flamed up my spirit.
I slowly dragged my feet to the bathroom, turned on the tap and splashed a handful of water on my face. I went to the kitchen grabbed myself a glass of water.
I first decided to create a study schedule so it will help me better. I grabbed my book and a pen started to write down my schedule.
•4:30- 6:30 I'll do the math
• 7:00- 8:30 I will study English
• 9:00-10:00 I'll study some other subject.
Furthermore, I have to go to the library today.
"Ah Yes! Perfect" I said.
I did a small prayer before beginning. For the first 10 minutes, everything was fine. But after that, I felt so stressed out that, all my brain cells were not cooperating with me. My brain felt like exploding.
"The struggle is real bro"(╥﹏╥)
I pulled myself together and began to work out some problems. I got few answers right but few answers weren't right and I had no clue how to solve them either
"I want to die,"( ･ั﹏･ั)
I opened my book to see if I can find a way to solve them.
I closed my eyes and sighed. The minute I closed my eyes I saw Johan's face close to me.
"The hell?" ರ_ರ
I opened my eyes quickly and continued to keep on mind on track. But then again I remembered that time when he came closer to my face just to wipe off the cheese on my lips.
I felt my whole face turned red, I slammed my head on my book.
"NO, NO! BEGONE JOHAN!" I shouted out.
"It's 4:45 a.m. and all I think about is him? What's wrong with me?"ಠ‿ಠ
I went to the kitchen to grab another glass of water and went back to the room. I tried my best to keep myself motivated. Successfully I finished working out all the difficult problems.
I stood up from my chair and stretched out my arms and legs. I went to the kitchen and grabbed myself a glass of water from the fridge. Then I thought about what to make for breakfast. I decided just to make bread and butter for myself and Johan. I looked at the clock it was 7:15 a.m. time to study English.
I pulled out my English notes and book and began going through grammar. English was quite easy that I finished before 8:30. I felt exhausted after studying continuously. I needed a short break I thought it will be perfect to make breakfast now.
I went to the kitchen pulled out a bread packet from the pantry. I noticed a had only 4 slices left. I took 4 slices of bread, spread butter on the slices and placed the slices one on the top of another.
I think 4 slices will be enough for him.
I put on my slippers and went to Johan's apartment to give him the bread. I knocked on his door.
Johan opened the door and glanced at the bread slices.
"Johan, I'm sorry I'm preparing for my exams. I just made bread and butter" I handed it to him.
Johan took them and said, "Thank you".
He was about to close the door.
"Wait!"
"Yes?"
"Johan I have to go to the library today," I said holding his gaze.
"Okay," he replied and closed the door.
I headed back to my apartment and continued to study. It was now 10 a.m.
Ugh, I feel so exhausted.ಥ‿ಥ
I took a hot shower. I opened my wardrobe to pick an outfit for the library. My eyes checked out at all the clothes that I had.
I have no idea what to wear nowತ_ತ
Yep perfect! ✧\(>o<)ﾉ✧
By the time I finished with my makeup, it was 11 a.m. I looked at myself in the mirror
I look stunning (｡♡‿♡｡)
I packed up my bag and exited my apartment. I knocked on Johan's door.
When Johan opened the door his eyes were amazed by Y/N. She looked gorgeous that urged him to compliment her but he couldn't do it.
"Johan? Are you okay?" I asked him.
Johan's thought was interrupted by Y/N.
He nodded "Yes, let's go"
On the way to the library, Johan saw Y/N from the corner of his eyes
"She's pretty," Johan thought.
We finally reached the library. I turned to Johan
"Johan, you can come by 5 in the evening to pick me up" I smiled.
"Okay," he said and began to walk from there.
"Bye, Johan! Have a nice day" I waved at him as he left.
I entered the library and saw Daniel and Jay sitting in the left corner of the room. I walked towards them.
"Hey, guys!" I grinned.
Daniel and Jay both saw me whisper "Shhh!"
I felt embarrassed for a second for being loud in the library
"I'm sorry" I whispered back and sat down on the chair.
I pulled the chair closer to the desk and looked at them "What're we starting with?"
"Oh it's math," Daniel said.
I opened my bag and started to take out my books. I felt a little dizzy because I haven't eaten anything yet. I somehow managed to be stable.
Jay was the one who was teaching us math. He was good at teaching us.
"Ohhhhh, I get it" I exclaimed "We've to use this formula and we should divide it by 2"
Jay nodded.
No matter how many questions I asked Jay was very patient with me and cleared my doubts.
All the other students in the library couldn't avoid staring at Y/N and her friends.
"They look like models"
"I wish I was that girl"
Everyone commented on them.
It was 1 p.m. now I felt hungry but if I eat now can't complete this work.
I only have one day it's alright I starve myself •́‿,•̀
Then we proceeded with English. I taught them grammar.
"Woah Y/N you so good in English" Daniel complimented.
Jay nodded to that.
I laughed, "thanks Daniel"
Very soon it was evening. The time was 4:45 p.m. It was a great day. Jay left us and Daniel offered that he will stay with me until Johan comes to pick me.
We were walking outside the library.
"I'm happy, that I spent the day useful," Daniel declared.
"Hehe, me too" I beamed.
Daniel wanted to ask Y/N about her friend. He wasn't sure how she will respond to that question.
As I was walking my legs felt weak and my vision began to blur, I couldn't hear anything properly.
"Daniel" I muttered as I grabbed onto his shoulder.
Daniel noticed that I was not steady he immediately threw his hands around my shoulders
"Y/N! Are you alright?" Daniel asked.
"It's I'm...I can't walk...my head-"
"Shh... Don't talk, I will get you some water," he said as he looked around for some store to buy water.
Johan arrived at the scene and saw Y/n who wasn't able to move and noticed Daniel holding her. He quickly pulled his hood over his head and ran towards Y/N.
Johan tapped on Daniel's shoulder trying to avoid eye contact with him.
"I'll take care of her from now on," Johan said as he pulled Y/N from Daniel.
Daniel recognised that he was her friend
"Hey! But wait let me just go buy some water" Daniel prompted refusing to let go of Y/n.
Johan glared at Daniel with rage "Don"t tell me what to do"
Daniel was speechless by Johan. Johan bends down to carried Y/N on his back.
Johan just left that place carrying Y/N on his back without saying anything to Daniel.
"I wish I had more time to talk with her today," Daniel thought as Johan carried Y/N from there.