CHAPTER TEN
He looked down at me and then howled making me blush as he told everyone that we were mates. Of course, everyone applaud and I couldn’t help but shift into my pure white wolf.
“You’re beautiful when you’re relaxed.”
“I am thank you for staying with me earlier even after I said I didn’t want you there.”
“You’re my mate and I love you.”
If you were back in human form I know I would be blushing. My wolf was totally in control now and she wanted to play.
“Tag you’re IT!”
Then we took off into the woods that surrounded the pack grounds as he began to chase me.
We ran and ran until we came to the beach and my wolf stopped.
“The only way for the bad memories to go away is if you replace them with some good memories.”
I looked back at him as he came around and sat beside me.
“Like what?”
He looked over at the ocean and got up.
“By playing in the sand and knowing that I’m not going to hurt you.”
He started walking down the path and jumped, landing on the sand, looking up at me.
“Nothing is going to happen unless you want it to happen.”
I nodded and went down and jumped in front of him, knocking him over.
“Oh it’s like that now.”
We ended up playing around until we were chasing each other against the water until I decided to shift.
XAVIER’S POV
I could feel her happiness as I chased her around, nipping, teasing her in every which way that I could. She was so beautiful, but not as much as when she shifted just midway into the water.
I froze and looked at her as she raised her head towards the moon and smiled. Her skin was glistening against the moonlight in a soft glow and her hair was wet from playing in the water. My wolf wanted her especially when she looked down at me and smiled.
“You can shift back if you like, I’m not scared.”
So I did and stood where I was. Her eyes locked with mine until they shifted down taking a good look at what she was making me feel.
She blushed, turning away as soon as her eyes landed back on mine while I gave her my best smile.
“You’re so beautiful you know that?”
She let out a sigh and turned back around, so I took a step forward trying not to scare her.
“The way the moon makes your skin glow, it’s…”
“My skin isn’t really nice.”
“Why not?”
I knew about the bleach and saw the dry patches on her back, but other than that her skin was perfect… to me.”
“You saw what I do.”
I took another step
“YOU SAW.”
“Mine isn’t either.”
She smirked and shook her head.
“No, you’re perfect and I’m not.”
“That’s because you don’t know me other than your teacher and now your mate.”
“I mean your skin.”
I couldn’t help but laugh and step forward again, this time standing right in front of her.
“No one’s perfect kitten.”
“I’m not a kitten.”
She placed her hands on her hips like she didn’t know she was completely naked in front of me. Hell I wasn’t going to complain let alone say anything. She stood there for a minute watching me, eyeing me up and down, so I did the best that I could do and listened to her thoughts
“Damb, he looks good naked and my god was he’s huge!”
I smiled and stepped even closer until her breath caught and I stopped. I could smell her excitement and I couldn’t help but lick my lips at her.
“Mmm… Oh lord, stop thinking like that!”
She was scared that I would hurt her she was scared of what I was making her feel and I was going to prove to her that I could make her feel safe and pleasure at the same time.
I gently slid my hand over her arm, feeling her Goosebumps form right under my finger tips.
“Oh lord, don’t stop.”
I traced my other hand over her hip and gently pulled her against me, making her gasp.
“Tell me to stop and I will even if I don’t want to… Tell me to go away and I will, but not for long…Tell me you want me and I’ll be there for you…Tell me you hate me and I’ll love you even more…Tell me you don’t want me and I’ll want you more…Tell me to make you feel protected and I will until my dying day…Tell me…Tell me to make you forget and I’ll make love to you… over… and over…and over again until nothing’s left.”
My hand continued its way under her cheek and around her neck so that I could tilt her head up a little more so that she could meet my eyes.
“I’m scared, what if I can’t do this?’
She was holding her tears back now, questioning herself about who I was and I had to back away, turn around and keep myself from lunging at her like a wild animal. I needed to keep my composure if I wanted her to trust me.
“I’m sorry; I didn’t mean to make you cry.”
EMMA’S POV
I could feel his heart pounding as his hand ran up my arms. Oh the sensations of having him touch me so delicately was making me want to lung into his arms and take him as my own, but I was so scared. My wolf was trying to convince me this was our time, our mate and our moment or we would have to wait until the next full moon before we could have a chance to mate again. She and I knew we both couldn’t wait another month before we felt this way again.
‘Just do it or I will.’
Then he pulled away and turned his back on me, apologizing for making me cry.
I shook my head and sniffed.
“No, it’s not you, it’s me.”
I stepped forward and was ready to touch him when he turned and looked at me.
“I’m sorry, I’m just scared.”
“Of me?”
I shook my head again and let out a whimper.
“No, of the moment of going back there again and I just couldn’t do that to you when you’ve waited so long for this moment.”
“But I can wait until you’re ready. Emma, I waited for you not that.”
“But I don’t want to! You’re my mate and I love you!”
Then his lips were suddenly on mine and it was nothing like I ever felt before. He wrapped his arms around my waist as I slowly slid my arms around him, kissing him back with as much passion. They say when you know you’ve found the one, sparks fly, this was more, so much more.
He pulled me in closer and I gasped giving him the opportunity that he needed to slide himself in. Oh forget Fireworks this was an atomic bomb of sensations.
And of course my wolf decides to giggle, making me smile.
“What’s so funny?”
“She’s making jokes.”
“Oh is she now?”
I nodded and looked up into his eyes as my fingers tugged at the ends of his hair.
“Still scared?”
I nod
“Just guide me through it like if it was my first time?”
“It is.”
I smiled as he gently laid me down on the sand and started kissing me while running his hands down the side of my body.
“You’re so soft.”
I giggled, making him smile between the kisses he was placing on my neck and shoulder.
“So beautiful…”
I looked up at him starring at me and smiled, blushing.
“So beautiful.”
He began to caress and kiss every inch of me, but always avoiding that one spot that craved for him the most.
“Xavier…”
He then stopped and came over me, looking at me.
“You wanna stop?”
I shook my head and rolled him over, kissing him.
“I want you to stop teasing me and take me already.”
I don’t know what it was about him, but I needed him. I kissed him again, running my hands over his chest as his hands grabbed my thighs and pulled me over to straddle him. The instant I felt his hardness against my core I had the need to moan and received a smile from him in return.
“I think it’s best if you were on top.”
“But you’ll tell me how right?”
“Of course baby girl.”
He sat up then, holding me to his chest and began to kiss again, but it seemed my wolf had a mind of her own and my hips began to grind against him.
“Baby girl you’re going to make me come sooner than I want too if you keep rubbing against me like that.”
“I’m sorry I can’t help it. My wolf doesn’t care for foreplay it wants you and god so do I.”
I began kissing him once again as he lifted me up and onto him, sliding himself in.
“Ahhhh!
“Oh baby you’re tight.”
I moaned and held onto him as he stared guiding my hips up and down to the point that I thought I was going to pass out.
“Xavier… Oh god.”
He pulled me closer by wrapping his arms around me, but never let me stop.
I was coming. I could feel myself tighten around him, causing him to moan and grunt against my neck, but that didn’t keep him from pulling me in faster.
My moans got louder and then my canines popped out. My wolf was stirring inside of me wanting to take its claim on what was ours, but I didn’t want it to end.
“Xavier please slow down.”
“I love you baby girl.”
“Oh god, I love you too!”
That’s when I felt a sharp pain on the nape of my neck.
XAVIER’S POV
I couldn’t wait any longer; she was already trying to hold on as I was too, so I did what was only natural for our kind and claimed what was mine.
I was coming when I felt the sharp pain of her canines’ pierce through my neck, intensifying my orgasm, but I kept her going, guiding her to go faster and allowing myself to get hard again.
I knew I should stop, but I couldn’t, my wolf wouldn’t let me. He wanted her, I wanted her and we wanted her as many times as she would allow us to have.
I took the time to lay back and watch her. She was beautiful, her skin gleamed by the moon, her head was thrown back as she moaned and the way her muscles clenched through her body as she tightened herself around me was more than I could take and had to turn her over, but stopped myself. I sat up again and pulled her closer to me, pulling her hair to the side and licking her fresh mark. The moment she howled her claim out, we both came crashing down.
I kept her on top of me while we both tried to get out breathing back to normal, but I couldn’t help, but place an arm across my eyes and laugh.
“Oh man.”
“What’s so funny?”
“You marked me.”
I pulled my arm away and looked down at her as she rested her chin on my chest looking pissed off.
“It’s a good thing. I didn’t think you wanted too.”
“I couldn’t help it; my wolf wanted it more than me.”
“So… you regret it?”
She shook her head propping herself up on both hands and smiled down at me.
“No, do you?”
“Hell no!”
I quickly rolled her over and looked into her eyes as I removed the strains of hair from her face.
“Now there is nothing that can tear us apart. You’re mine and I’m yours forever.”
“But what about…”
“Don’t worry about that, I’m here and I’m letting anything happen to you… ever!”
She nodded and I kissed her before lying myself down and pulling her closer to me.
“Xavier?”
“Yes baby girl?”
“Shouldn’t we get back, it’s almost morning and we have the wedding later on.”
I grunted, I didn’t want to let her go especially now, but I knew she was right. Man, I wanted another round at least.
“You know I can read your mind too right?”
I looked over at her and laugh.
“Then sneak me in.”