"Are you sure you know what you are doing?" Madison asked nervously as Aziel looked over the hair clippers. She had been in chemo for almost two months, and she was more than tired of watching her hair slowly fall out. Madison had not wanted to shave her head, but she knew it had to be done in the end. When she had found out that her cancer wasn't as serious as previously thought, she had been overjoyed, but she wasn't out of the woods just yet.
"Babe, I got this." He said with a smile as her eyes caught his black tungsten wedding ring. They had eloped to Vegas for a quick wedding, her family and his able to be by their side as a very hilarious Elvis impersonator married them. "I would never let you look weird; I promise." He said as he kissed her nose, the clippers vibrating to life as she took a deep breath and reminded herself that it was only hair, and it would grow back.
Madison couldn't help but laugh as Aziel shaved her head down the middle, her eyes filling tears as she was overcome with laughter. "Leave it, I can rock it." She breathed as Aziel hugged her tight, the sound of his calm heart beating in his chest able to calm her nerves. "Thank you, Aziel."
"It's my pleasure baby." He said as he continued to shave her head, her heart racing as she watched the clumps fall from her head and onto the floor, the reality of everything finally kicking in. Even though Aziel had rejoined the Sons of Anarchy, he had still made time to take her to each treatment and made sure that she was comfortable afterward since she always felt sick.
"I have an egg head." She teased as she rubbed her hand over her head, her eyes going wide as she watched Aziel take the clippers and start shaving his head. "Oh my god, Aziel no." She cried as she hid her face in her hands, his small gesture meaning more to her than he could ever know.
"It's just hair, my love. You are more important." He said as she watched his beautiful curls fall to the floor, years of growth gone in mere moments, her love for him growing even greater with each passing moment.
"I love you." She whispered as she hugged him tightly, her body itching from the little hairs that covered their bodies. "How long has it been since you last had your hair short?"
"Birth, my mom always grew it out." He said with a smile as he started the shower for them, Madison feeling self-conscious as she knew she had lost a good amount of weight from the chemo and the cocktail of meds they had her on.
"I feel so—"
"Don't you say it, don't you dare. Madi, you are so beautiful to me no matter what you look like. Please don't ever doubt that." He said as he cupped her face and kissed her gently, a deep desire stirring inside her as she desperately needed him. They had of course consummated their marriage, but lately, Madison had been way too sick and tired to even get out of bed, let alone make love to her husband.
"I've just, never seen myself looking so—fragile. I hate it."
"I know you do baby, but I know you will kick this cancer's ass and once you do, everything will go back to normal." He said as he slowly lifted her shirt over her head, the water making her shiver as she stood under the showerhead, Aziel joining her moments later. Madison snuggled up to Aziel as she used his body to warm her, a small sigh escaping his lips as her snuggles turned to soft kisses along his peck.
Madison smiled as Aziel lifted her off the shower floor, his hands under her arms as her back gently pressed against the tiled wall. "It's been too long." She whispered as he kissed along her neck before finally lowering her onto his hard cock, both groaning as their bodies became connected in the most beautiful of ways.
"I love you Madi." He whispered as he gently bounced her up and down, his face buried in her neck as Madison held tight to his shoulders. "MM I love feeling you cum baby, you get so tight." He growled against her lips as she came undone around him, Aziel spilling himself inside her moments later as they both savored the moment with a deep kiss.
"Will it always be like this?"
"What do you mean baby?" He asked as he grabbed the washcloth and started gently washing Madison, something she enjoyed even though she was fully capable of washing herself.
"When we are an old married couple, will we still make love like this?"
"Yes. I don't care how old we are baby; I'm bending you over any surface." He teased as she pushed his shoulder, her thoughts turning from grim to happy as she imagined them growing old together.
***
Madison sat down in the slightly comfy chair to receive her chemo treatments, a smile on her face as she saw her normal seatmate, Cora reading her latest mystery thriller. "How are you feeling Cora?"
"Like shit, but I'm alive." She teased as Madison knew that her chances weren't good since she had been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and it was always almost fatal. "Where is that slice of heaven of yours?"
"He had to go to a meeting, but he will be here afterward, what about your husband?"
"Oh, that old fart is around here somewhere. I told him to go away because he was hovering over me like a fuckin vulture." She teased as Madison got hooked up to her treatment, her heart racing since she knew she was going to be very sick afterward. Aziel always took care of her, no matter how she insisted that she was fine.
"I can't wait to be married as long as you have."
"Oh yes, you can honey. Trust me. You are still in the honeymoon phase." Cora said as Madison ignored her since she didn't want to ever think that she and Aziel would turn into the cliché old married couple. It was fun to joke about, but she always wanted to feel those butterflies even when they turned old and grey. The moment she got hooked into the machines, Madison tried to keep her mind busy with a movie on her phone, her body feeling weak and fatigued as it always did when she was at treatment. She hadn't wanted to put such harsh chemicals in her body, but she knew it was the best course.
"How did you meet your husband, Cora?"
"I was workin in a small grocery store that is now a bank, and one day he comes in and knocks over an entire display of soup cans. It was love at first sight." She teased as Madison couldn't help but laugh.
"Excuse me, are you Madison?" A gruff voice asked as she looked up at the most heavily tattooed man she had ever seen, his eyes dark and his patch on his kutte letting her know he was from Charming California.
"Yes? Who are you?" She asked as she slightly recognized him, her head feeling heavy from the painkillers she had been taking.
"I'm Happy Lowman, I think you know Sophia." He said as her eyes went wide and she suddenly felt very uncomfortable, especially since she had read that Happy was a violent man. "Can I talk to you?"
"Pull up a chair, I can't go anywhere." She said as she motioned to the stuff around her, her heart racing as Cora pretended not the listen, a part of her wishing that Aziel would come bursting through the doors.
"I know this is fucked but I gotta know something."
"Okay?"
"Did Sophia try to get with her ex while I was in prison?" His question made the tension around them grow since she didn't want to lie she had no reason to lie to this man. "I just got out and instead of going back to Charming, I rode here. I gotta know, did she try to get with Zeus?" Aziel's nickname always made her smirk since it fit him almost perfectly.
"She was texting him, asking him to come over to see if maybe there was a spark. It caused a really big rift in mine and my husband's life, but we worked it out." She said as she showed him the lovely diamond ring on her finger.
"Did they do anything? Look I know I'm not fuckin saint, but Sophia made a promise to me before I went to prison. Did they fuck?"
"No! After she invited him to Charming, he cut it off with her, and she hasn't bothered him since. Why are you here and not asking her?"
"Because I can't trust her! It wasn't just Zeus she was talkin with, trust me. Look I'm sorry I bothered you, I just had to know if they fucked."
"Well, they didn't, so if you please Mr. Lowman I am in the middle of my treatment." She said in the most passive-aggressive way possible as she watched him walk away, her heart still racing as she hoped the entire Sophia mess was now over.
"Who was that?"
"Remember I told you that one of Aziel's exes tried to get with him a while back?" She asked as Cora nodded her head, her eyes going wide as Madison knew she loved some good gossip.
"That was her boyfriend or ex I don't know I don't care; I just don't want to be involved in this mess. Aziel and I are married, and I don't want any more stress." She said as she closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
Madison sat reading her book for over an hour before Aziel finally walked through the doors, a huge smile going over her face as he kissed her cheek." How are you feeling baby?"
"Hey Aziel," Cora said with a big smile as Madison couldn't help but laugh at her obvious flirting, but she also knew that Aiel was hers and she had nothing to worry about.
"Happy Lowman came by, asking if you and Sophia had fucked while he was in Stockton."
"What? Happy Lowman came here? He came here and talked to you?" Aziel asked as she saw the anger rise in his eyes, a part of her worried she had just started some sort of war between club Charters.
"He wasn't rude or anything, he just wanted to know if you and—"
"It's not about how nice he was baby, there are rules, and he just broke a big one, plus he came here while you are getting treatment. It's disrespectful to me and the MC." He explained as Madison feared that soon Aziel was making a trip to Charming.
A/N Thank you all for all the support for this story! I never thought it would get this big!