- kinda sad content :/
- tw (attachment anxiety)
- (this was a request ✨ yay 😁)
- y/bsf/n = your best friend's name
- cringe warning lol
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y/n's pov
vinnie was holding my body into his chest as my mind began to wander. the feeling of him against me was the only way i could sleep. but why? why couldn't i sleep on my own, or with him on his own side of the bed? why did i need him on me for my mind to stop racing?
"you okay?" i heard from inside of his chest because my ear was pressed so tightly against it. i nodded. my fingers slid under his shirt and i traced his warm skin with my cold fingertips. he began to hum a song in a low and quiet tone. my mind was distracted but not for long.
"vin?" "mhm?" he kept humming as i spoke. "can you sleep alone?" his humming silenced. "you want me to sleep by myself?" his voice got higher. "no no i just wanted to know if you're able to sleep without me.." he kissed the top of my head. "what's this new interest in being separate? you need space?" my chest ached at that and my stomach dropped. "no..i don't want that at all. i just was thinking that it's a little concerning how much i rely on you."
"i don't mind baby..i love being with you all the time.. i crave it too.." he hesitated. "i wanna be with you 24/7 too..i swear..but is that right? is it healthy?" his hands undid my bra from underneath my big t-shirt. "i don't really care honestly.. we function the way we function..and neither one of us is leaving so why does it matter?" he slid the bra off and tossed it on the floor, pulling me closer.
i nodded. "yeah...yeah i guess you're right.." i let it go for the rest of the night and we fell asleep. the next morning we woke up and made breakfast together. i got a text from my best friend as i sat down to eat with vinnie.
vinnie was enjoying his pancakes but looked up once i wasn't talking. he saw me staring intently at my phone. "who's texting you?" "y/bsf/n." "what is it?" he took another bite. "she wants to go out.." "noo stay..just say we have plans.."
"i did and that's why she's upset with me now." my hands were shaking, me and y/bsf/n never fight. "tell her to bug off or i'll fight her.." he giggled.
my face stayed serious. staring worried at my screen. "hey what's she saying?" i looked up from my screen. "vin i think we're unhealthy..we're really attached..what happens if one of us leaves the other..how are we supposed to be able to function.." my words spilled out of my mouth like the alphabet. "hey hey...breathe..i'm not going anywhere remember.." he held my hand from across the table. "why are you planning on going somewhere?" he chuckled, obviously joking.
once again my face was still serious. i was lost in thought. "y/n?" i snapped out of it. "sorry! no no of course not.." his thumb rubbed across the back of my hand. he looked worried. "baby i'm not going anywhere.." i reassured him. he scanned over my face with his eyes. i smiled gently. "vin, i promise.." he nodded.
"i'm just a little worried, that's all.." he nodded once again. "yeah...i understand.." he got up and cleared his plate. i watched his every move. "you should go out tonight then.." he smiled. "are you sure ?" i hesitated. "yes of course..we should take baby steps into functioning like normal people again. you know..without each other's assistance every second.." i nodded.
"yes, i agree..let's try that.." i smiled and got up. i walked over to stand in front of him. "i still get kisses though right?" i smiled a closed mouth smile. "i could never take those away." he smiled down at me, placing a gentle kiss onto my lips. he continued this until i pulled back to go get ready. i was gonna go out. :)
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- as requested 😌
- i hope this was what you wanted :) i tried
- i love youuuu <333
- goodnightttt
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