Heal me (A phan fiction)

By Jamsugotnojimin

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Phil lester moves to a new school, and meets this unique kid and it takes no time for Phil to fall in love wi... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Author's note

Chapter 7

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By Jamsugotnojimin

Phil's POV

"I love you too Anna!" I saw Dan say, as he kissed Anna's forehead. Oh... That's why he was sad on thinking I liked Anna. 

"May I come in?" I ask, regretting it immediately because as soon as my voice was heard through the fully white room... a pair of beautiful and twinkly brown eyes looked my way with a crooked but such an amazing smile playing in the lips.

"Phil?" The voice spoke as I force a smile.

"You guys, I am really jealous of how cute you two look together." I say smiling, while screaming and crying inside. 

"Oh no, no, no." I heard Dan mumble as I fold my hands.

"I can literally see that!" I say, in a I am right, deal with it kind of tone, unfolding my hands but this time I stuff them in my pant's pockets. 

"Okay... guys I have something to tell you." He says standing up from the chair he was sitting as I smile. Even though it hurts that he is going to say that how madly he's in love with Anna.... I accept it. And that's when I could hear Anna think Is he going to say that he is gay?

 WAIT... WHAT!?

"Okay." I say, as he takes a deep breathe.

"I... I..." He stutter getting on my nerves.

"Spill the beans, or hold your peace forever boii." I say, trying to avoid the suspense as my eyes won't leave his face. 

"I am gay." He said as I gasped. I didn't mean it to be in a negative way, I gasped because I was shocked that someone who's as handsome and perfect as Dan can fulfil a random vampire's wish? 

"Phil, I know. I know what you are going to say now. I am not surprised if you as-" I cut him off by hugging him. His hands are mid-air as if he were expecting me to punch him or something. 

"I am bi-sexual." I say, kind of giving him a hint. I turn around and see Anna, still not letting Dan go. She is sleeping. I hope Phil thinks I am sleeping, they make such a cute couple to be honest... I really want Phil to ask him out as soon as possible and tell me that great news of Dan agreeing to it. I heard Anna think as I quietly chuckled. I can't ask him out... not yet. 

 "Are you mocking me?" He asks sadly as I smile patting his head slightly. 

"No." I simply say as I could feel him raise his eyebrows. 

"Well, good news to me!" He said as my smile widens. Does that mean he likes me? 

"What?" I ask as he blushes.

"Oh nothing. Come on, let's let Anna get some rest." He says as I shrug walking out with him. 

"Wanna go get some coffee?" He asks all of a sudden as I raise my eye brows.

"As in..." I drag my sentence wanting to hear Yes, we are going on a little date. Just shut up and come with me.

"Like friends.... I swear." He says as disappointment fills in me. 1. I don't drink coffee, all I drink is blood. 2. I thought we could... nevermind

"Okay. Let's go." I say as his hands found it's way towards me.

"Whoa." I say, even though I like it.

"I feel cold. If you don't mind... can we hold hands?" He asks, giving me the best puppy face I have ever seen making it hard for me to say no. As if I am going to say no without that puppy face.

"Yeah, I am a little cold too." I say as he smiles making his fingers intertwin with me. The reason why I didn't want to do that it because.. the more he touches me... the more I am starting to lust for him and his blood, and sometimes... it gets a little too off control that I almost drink Dan.

Dan's POV

I was quite brave and straight-foward with him.. and I really liked it. But I wonder why his hands are soooo cold. Well he did say he was cold. We walk into the coffee shop and find a place to sit down.

"Phil, should I turn the heater on? Your hands must be freezing, cause when I touched it.... it was like I was in Antarctica!" I exclaim as he nervously chuckled.

"Oh, it's fine." He comfirms as I smile.

"If you say so. What do you wanna drink?" I ask as he thinks.

"I'll have what you have. I don't want to think anything else right now." He says as I nod understandly. I mean, I understand... our best friend is in the hospital and we would wanna think about what fancy drink we can drink? 

But Dan... aren't you doing it now? There we go, my stupid brain making me question my life. 

Yeah... but I really felt like drinking a coffee... so now you can shut the hell up and go hide in your corner. I spat to myself as I think.

"You want to drink a hot drink or a cold drink?" I ask not sure if I want to drink a hot or cold coffee.

"Something cold would do for me." He says as I stare at him blankly. He is freezing and he wants a cold drink? Oh well. 

"Sure. I am feeling like drinking something hot. So... is a chocolate chip frappe enough for you? and cappuccino for myself?" I ask, as he nods shrugging. 

"Great. Be right back." I say and walk to the cashiser person. 

"One chocolate chip frappe and one cappuccino please." I order as the girl looks up to me from adjusting her long nails.

"Aren't you the youtuber Danisnotonfire?" She asks as my eyes widen.

"Yeah.." I drag as she smiles widely. Kind of creepy if you ask me.

"Can I have a picture with you?" She asks as I nod.

"Sure." I say and we talk a picture.

"Don't worry about the bill... I'll take care of it. Here's your drink." She said as I smile widely. Who wouldn't like some coffee for free?

"I am back! Yay!" I say as Phil smiles.

"Yay." He says, but with less enthusiasm.

"You alright?" I ask placing the tray down the table.

"What took you so long though?" He asks smiling sickly. What's up with him now?

"The cashier..." I start the sentece but as soon as I do... I feel like Phil will judge me.

"The cashier what?" He asks as I swallow a lump of my saliva. 

"Spill." He orders as my eyes widens.

"okay, okay geez, okay... I.. I have a youtube channel." I say and shut my eye close. Within seconds, I open my right eye slightly to see what his reaction is. 

"Phil?" I ask as he begins laughing. Oh god, is he going to hurt me now?

"I am a youtuber too! I have never come across your channel! How is that possible?" He asks as I join him in the laughing competition.

"Are you joking me? I said I am gay and you said you are bi, I said I am a youtuber and you said you are one too... what's next? I am dinosaur and you are a vampire? Oh Phil." I joke as he stops his laughter.

"What? Did I say something wrong?" I say not knowing what caused him to stop his lovely sounding laughter. 

Phil's POV

"Are you joking me? I said I am gay and you said you are bi, I said I am a youtuber and you said you are one too... what's next? I am a dinosaur and you are a vampire? Oh Phil."  He says suddenly causing me to tension up. 

"What? Did I say something wrong?" He asks as I force a smile.

"Oh nothing... I think I need to drink my drink... I am kind of hungry." I quickly cover myself up taking a sip out of the plastic cup. Ugh! How do humans drink them!? YUCK! 

"Is it good?" Dan asks, with his eyes twinkling. Guess it's one of the drinks he likes drinking.

"Oh god, this is heaven! I can't even imagine how I lived without this so far!" I exclaim as I heard Dan giggle.

"I know! It's the best a human could ever ask for!" yeah, that's why vampires don't like them!

*Lol silly philly. xD. But then the irony in this chapter is just so much that I wanna hug myself! :P*

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