Can't Express Myself (Roddy R...

By SweatGoddess

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Exotic and Roddy are just friends who have feelings for each other. When they take commit to being in a relat... More

characters
Just friends
Confused
Giving In
The surprise
Making Love
More &More
Good Day
Back to Cali
Adjusting
New characters
Jealously
Getting back on Good terms
New York show
Girls Night Out
Pregnancy Scare
Withdrawal
Handling Drama
Death of my Ex
Future wishes
Birthday Coming up
Crazed
Birthday Bash
The proposal
Enjoying Hawaii
Baby Fever
Wedding Plans
Troubled waters
"I DO"
Honeymoon
New Home
Gender
Babyshower
First Movement
Pregnancy Craze
Labor and Delivery
New Addition
6 weeks
Family
Epilogue
LIVE LIFE FAST
Fighting temptation
Two wrongs don't make a right
Sneaky Links
Unfaithful
"Are you serious?"
No kizzy
Pretend
"Why you avoiding me?"
Avoidance pt2
All these years
Hit the fan
Real life Nightmare
Escape
how i got all
the blocc is hot 🔥
History
lesbian sistas
y'all need to get these vote up
Ready to Pop
Killer Crip
Revenge
coma
"Are you okay?"
Back to normal
Real Commitment

Acting A fool

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By SweatGoddess

Three months later

Exotic
I was at my boutique going over my inventory and stocking things when Nikki tapped me "Kawhi is here to see you "she said smiling. I looked over at Kawhi standing looking at some new clothes I put out. "Thanks for telling me" Nikki I said as I finished folding the clothes I had out. I walked over to Kawhi "Hey what are you doing here?"
"I had to stop by and get some fresh couture from your shop." I nodded as I showed him all the new stuff he picked out a some stuff as I walked him around the shop "How you been?"
"I have been good I have opened up 2 more boutiques since we last saw each other and I'm working on a forth."
He nodded looking me up a down he licked his lips "Yeah I'm in a relationship now and everything has been great" I threw that in there because I did not need him to make a pass at me. I knew Kawhi liked me he even tried to get with me a long time ago but he was still trying to work things out with his baby mama.
"How about you ?"

"I been good you know I just got traded here again just handling business I can't complain" I nodded
"That's really good"
I helped as he shopped around he ended up buying a whole bunch of shit. Once I was done ringing him up "Let's me post a video on my ig telling people to come and shop here" I nodded and we made a video he posted to his ig. Then we took a picture and he put his arm over my shoulder. I smiled as Nikki took the picture. I had him tag me in it so i could post it to my ig as well. I talked with him for a few more minutes before he left.

Nikki walked up to me "You got to watch that one he got a thing for you"
I shook my head
"He ain't got shit on my baby Roddy"
She laughed
"Girl Donbo better be glad he wasn't checking for me in here hunny cuz I would have slipped him my number."
I looked at Nikki with my eyes wide "Don't do my bro like that"
"Oh my god girl  he probably still talk to other bitches right now".

I shook my head I had introduced Nikki and Donbo to each other and they seem to hit it off immediately but now I was staring to wonder if it was because Nikki was a gold digger.

I shook my head and kept doing stuff in the boutique I knew Kawhi was a professional basketball ball player and he made a lot of money. But Donbo was a good guy that made money too I would have to keep my eye on Nikki.

I finished up at the boutique and headed home to my baby.

Roddy
I was sitting at home watching tv when I saw Exotic had posted a video and pictures to Instagram. I clicked on it and instantly saw red. Some tall as nigga had his arm around her neck. I looked at the post and it was talking about shopping at her boutique. I understood it was promo and he was a professional ballplayer so that would be good for her business.

I just couldn't get over the fact that he was touching her.  I looked up as she walked through the bedroom door.
She came over to me kissing me "I missed you baby" I pushed her off me

"Naw you couldn't have missed me with this nigga arm around you and shit!!!!"  She looked at me with a hurt expression "Baby he just did that for the picture it's promo for the Boutique!!" I got off the bed and looked at her "DO YOU WANT TO FUCK THIS NIGGA ?YOU MUST DO" I yelled at her. A tear rolled down her face "Baby NO how could you say that?!!"
She got up trying to put her arms around me "Get off me HOE!!" Her arms fell to her side and she ran out of the room crying. I knew I was wrong but I was too angry to admit it.

Exotic
I ran to one of the guest rooms crying I couldn't believe Roddy called me a hoe. I cried my eyes out on the bed. I was a virgin before me and him had been together. Things were going so well between us. I slowly stopped crying. I never said shit when he hugged his fans or took pictures now that the roles were reversed he was calling me a hoe.

I stripped down to my panties and bra and made my way to the pool. I swam to calm my nerves and clear my head. It was times like this I wish I still had my condo so I could go there and chill. I thought about going to my parents house but then I would have to go to the bedroom and get my keys and phone.

I couldn't even look at Roddy right now what he said had hurt me deeply. I did laps in the pool until it was dark outside. I got out of the pool my muscles burning from the workout. I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around me. I sighed because I was horny and I wanted Roddy but he called me a hoe and I wasn't about to beg him for sex.

I walked up to the guest room and I took a shower and laid down watching tv. My pussy was throbbing "How can I be horny I'm sad right now?" I shook my head as I laid there my pussy kept throbbing driving me crazy "Fuck it " I said as I ran my hands over my nipples pinching them softly then I slipped to fingers in my pussy moving them in and out slowly then I speed up using my thumb to flick my clit. I masturbated for a hour before I finally came. I ended up crying again thinking about Roddy calling me a hoe when he was the only man to ever see me naked. I should have never fallen in love with this nigga  I thought as I cried myself to sleep.

Roddy
I tossed and turned thinking about Exotic I knew she didn't leave because her keys and Phone was in the room with me. "I shouldn't have said that shit" I sighed to myself "Fuck Roddy you so damn stupid" I argued out loud with myself. I got up of the bed and started looking for Exotic.
I went downstairs she wasn't in the living room,i checked the foyer and my game room, She wasn't there I checked 3 of the guest bedrooms before I jiggled the handle to one and it was locked. "Fuck man" I said as I turned around and went back to our room. I laid on the bed and tossed and turned before I fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning and went downstairs because I smelled food my plate was made but she was nowhere to be found. "Fuck " I ate my food quickly. Then went to look for Exotic she was in the same guest bedroom with the door locked I knocked on the door "Exotic baby I'm sorry come open the door" I knocked again and waited 5 minutes had passed I knew she wasn't going to open the door.

An idea popped into my head and I went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife before I picked the lock. I opened the door and she was curled up on the bed watching TV. "Mamas I'm sorry I overreacted"

She turned in the bed and closed her eyes. I touched her leg and she pulled away from me "Mamas I'm soo sorry" I climbed on top of her.

"Get off me Rodrick I'm a hoe remember" I kissed her neck "I didn't mean that shit mamas" she tried to get away from me but I pinned her underneath me. "Don't act like that mamas" she stopped moving "No you hurt me Rodrick" I stopped kissing her neck
"I know I didn't mean to mamas you make me crazy" she kept her eyes close and wouldn't look at me. "Let me make it up to you" I pulled up the big t-shirt she had over her head. Her eyes were still closed and I felt a pang of pain in my heart I hurt her so bad she didn't want to look at me."Mamas please look at me." Her eyes opened as she looked at her eyes filled with tears.
I kissed her lips "I swear to God I didn't mean that shit mamas."
She shook her head "You dead Wrong for that shit you know you the only man I ever been with"
"I am wrong mamas let me make it right"

Exotic
I wanted Roddy to  but he hurt my feelings. I watched as he sucked my titties as he fingered my clit. I wanted to moan but I didn't he would pay for him calling me hoe. I closed my eyes as I felt him kissing down to my pussy I arched my back as he started licking and sucking my clit. He tapped my leg and I knew he wanted me to look at him but I kept my eyes closed. This was my form of punishment .

I shouldn't even let his ass touch me but I needed what he was giving me. "It don't feel good mamas?" He rubbed my clit and waiting for me to respond.

"Yes it feel good" he starting back eating my pussy and tapped my leg I ignored him and focused on the sensations flowing through my body.
He stuck two fingers in me "uuuh" I moaned out and bit my lip. "Don't hold back mamas" he continued eating and fingering me I shuddered as I came biting back my scream. I came 5 more times before he came up and kissed me. I kept my eyes closed I kissed him back in spite of myself.

He pulled down his pants and put his tip at my entrance. I got wetter  with anticipation he kissed my neck as he pushed into me. I pressed my lips together suppressing my moan. 

"I don't make you feel good no more mamas?" He pumped into me I opened my eyes to find him staring at me intensely. "Yes you make me feel good" 
"I'm sorry mamas" I cried out as he hit my g spot. He kissed my neck working his way back up to my lips. I kissed him back. "You still love me?"
"Yes I love you Rodrick" he looked into my eyes as he stroked inside of me. I stared back at him my feelings was still hurt as fuck but he had my body on cloud nine. "I love you mamas I'm so sorry" I moaned I wasn't ready to forgive his ass just yet. He pumped inside of me making my body spark with electric pleasure. I cried out as my pussy clamped down on him hard and I squirted.  "Shit mamas" he had stop moving until my pussy eased up.
He started pumping again faster as I cried out and scratched his back he was ,hiting my gspot and cervix making squirt with every stroke.

Roddy
I continued stroking her spot
"Say my name mamas"
She looked at me and I thrust hitting her spot and I pulled back enough to hit that spot.She gasped and lifted her body. I kept doing it
"Rodrick" I kept doing it as she squirted on my stomach.
"Do you forgive me mamas?"
She shook her head no I kissed her neck and continue stroking her. She shuddered and I knew she was about to come again. I stroked faster an she bucked as her eyes rolled back "Shitt"
I was about to nut so I sped up my pace "Fuccck" I growled as I pumped into her she squirmed and bucked under me. I thrusted deep into her as I released my first nut.

I slid out her as I pushed her on her side as I slide back into her kissing her neck and rubbing her clit. "Uuuuh yes" She  grabbed my arm as I was hitting her from the side "Please forgive me mamas" I pounded her as I rubbed her clit. "FUCCK RODDY!!" She squirted as I kept pounding her. "I love you mamas "
"I love you too" she pushed back meeting my thrust. I smiled as I thrusted into her She came again gripping my arm. "You forgive me mamas ?"
"Yes I forgive you" I slowed my pace cuz I felt my second nut coming to quickly. I thrusted  into her slowly
"You feel so good mamas" she moaned in response.

I rubbed her clit faster but kept my strokes slow and steady.
I played with her nipples with my other hand. "You hurt me baby"
"I know I'm a mutherfucka please be patient with me." I kissed her neck leaving hickeys. "I'm still mad at you"
I turned her head and stuck my tongue in her mouth. I felt her pussy tightened and I knew she was close. I increased my pace as she moaned into my mouth.  I pinched her clit and twisted it lightly and her legs shook as she came. I pumped faster needing release "uuuh" I screamed as I nutted in her.  I pulled out her and pulled her close to me.

I looked her in the eyes and she looked back at me pouting.
"I should have never called you a hoe I know you not one I just lost it when I saw someone touching you that wasn't me" she kissed my cheek and laid her head on my chest

"I didn't think you would react that way I keep my feelings in check when I see you hug and take pictures with your fans." I nodded as I listened to her. "Mamas this the first real relationship I been in most bitches I dealt with were toxic over the years I formed toxic traits I ain't gone lie but the thought of losing you make my soul break" she started sniffling and I realized she was crying "Don't cry mamas "

Exotic
I kissed Roddy he told me the thought of losing me made his soul break and it soothed the hurt his words caused earlier."I never would leave you unless you cheated but the next time you fix your mouth to say some foul shit to me Im cutting yo ass off" he nodded looking at me wiping a tear off my face.

"You still got alot of making up to me to do" he nodded kissing my neck as I felt him getting hard on my leg. I kissed him and he made me loose my self I came so many times my pussy went numb and we both couldn't move.

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