Keigo hasn't been coming home as often. I can only guess he's busy judging by how frazzled he looks when he does come home looking exhausted.
Tonight I worry though. I pace the livingroom awkwardly. He didn't come for lunch and it's 3 am with no sign of him.
If he never comes back... will I be left here to die? He is the one who gets me food, pays the bills. He has the keys.
If he dies im screwed.
Fuck if he's gone I can't get out. I'll starve to death. I won't see anyone ever again. If he doesn't get back... is there away to die more instantaneously? I don't want to slowly starve.
The door handle suddenly juggles as Keigo came in looking tired as hell. He stopped the minute we locked eyes, "Little Dove, what are you doing still awake? Are you crying?"
He had no issue coming to my aid wrapping me up in a tight hug and a cocoon of his feathers as his wings wrapped around me.
"What's wrong? Are you ok?" He cooed rubbing my back and pressing light kisses on my forehead
"I just, just got scared yo, you weren't coming back" I choked out between sudden sobs
"Aw, dove you don't need to worry. I'll always come back for you" he pet my head tucking it into the crook of his neck pulling me in closer.
For a long moment I stayed. I can't say why. Comfort? Feeling protected? Maybe fear of ruining the moment or making him angry. I stayed there for a long few minutes before finally pulling out of his arms.
"Come on little Dove, let's go to bed" he kissed my forehead lightly and sauntered to the bedroom.
I panic briefly at the thought of sharing a bed but those feelings quickly leave the minute I lay my head down and pass out.
Keigo seems to be happier. Friendlier. He even bought me some stuff so I can cook in the house. I work on making an omelet for lunch when arms slithered around my waist and a chest pressed to my back.
"What cha makin"
"Omelet"
"Can you please make me one little Dove?" He pouted
What do I look like? A house wife? "Keigo" I sigh turning off the burner to look at him directly, "Why are you so determined to play this game of house? Why don't you let me go?"
His arms locked on either side of the counter locking me in place, "Oh im not playing house" he invaded my personal space to nibble the shell of my ear before speaking lowly, "Otherwise you'd be my wife already and I'd have you every night and after ever meal" he made a point to look me in the eye while he licked his lips.
"Kei-"
"You didn't let me finish" he lifted a hand to hold my jaw to keep eye contact, "I see you as my girlfriend who i respect more than that. I would rather you be willing in whatever we do"
How... how do I respond to that? I hold his stare and he smiled lightly, "Can I get a kiss?"
I shake my head when his hand loosens his grip and he sighs kissing my forehead instead.
"You could let me go" I try
He hummed, "One day. Not today" he nuzzled his cheek to mine, "When I can trust you to not run"
"I want to see my family, my friends"
"Little Dove you will. In due time"
"But what about now? They're probably worried"
"Its ok. I'll fix that" he pulled me in closer by the hips resting his cheek on me.
"Keigo-"
"I hear ya, i hear ya. Don't worry I'll fix this. Now can I have a kiss?"
How is he going to fix this? Keigo is just unhinged enough to be unpredictable.
"I don't hear a no" he mused lightly ghosting his lips over mine pulling me back to reality
"Keigo-"
His lips meet mine laying gentle kisses. I kiss back enjoying the sweet kisses. I expected him to feverishly attack me but instead he's gentle and soft. Its so loving and grows more passionate as he hums into the kiss.
I shouldn't kiss back, I really shouldn't cause it just encourages him but it feels good. His lips are soft and skilled. I should have said no but the affection and contract feel good.
He finally pulled away lifting a hand to caress my cheek, "You're so good to me"
He makes it so hard to hate him when he is so gentle and caring! I give a huff going back to my omelet
The day was as usual as it could be. Keigo kept at home...home. I don't like that word. That's not the word I want but the word I have for it.
By the afternoon he was lounging on the couch watching me fret about. I want to do something but I don't want to cook, I don't want to watch a movie cause he's on the couch. I don't have many activities here.
"Someone looks a little stressed~" Keigo sang out
"No, no one is stressed im just...um...bored. yeah I'm bored" I panic
"Why didn't you tell me, I'm sure I could find ways to entertain you"
"No no no, its fine. I'm just thinking you know?"
"Come here. You don't need to be shy" he cooed
"Really keigo its-"
"I said, Come Here" he emphasized
I give in walking over to him letting him pull me into his lap. I should have just sucked it up and sat with him watching TV.
"Want me to make you feel good again?" He cooed
I shake my head quickly, "No I'm good"
He hummed seeming not to believe me but didn't further comment on it instead kneeding at my hips resting his chin over my shoulder, "How about some tv?"
"Sure" I relax a bit
A movie would be good. It keeps him entertained and I can not worry about what new plan he's concocting.
It wasn't till an hour in I realised this film wasn't as distracting as I had hoped as lips pressed wet kisses to my neck.
"Keigo-"
"Watch the movie" he continued adding light nibbles where he can.
I tried to just ignore him. If I don't react he'll grow bored and stop. That is until he started nipping at the more sensitive nerves of my neck causing a involuntary shiver that he noticed leading him to attack that spot.
"Keigo please, please not there" I shiver and shake not liking the normally pleasant feeling coming from him of all people.
"Not there? Then where else?" He hummed
"Anywhere but there" I flinch at a particularly rough bite he gave to that area
"Anywhere?"
The implication was heavy in his tone, "No"
I yelp when my back hits the couch cushions. I watched him scan over me double checking it was from being startled rather than pain, "You're sure?"
"Yes! I'm good, I just want to watch the movie!"
He gave a light pout but nodded moving away and standing, "Would you like some water?"
I sit up with my new freedom and nod, "Sure, water would be fine"
He left the room letting my panic subside. Keigo scares me. I've grown used to his presence but I can't read him. He could snap any moment.
He said he plays it like I'm his girlfriend. I don't know if it would be better to play the roll and appease him so I live or deny it and have the consequences.
He came back with 2 glasses setting them down and turning the movie back on. When I got the chance after he took a sip of his I switched the glasses knowing that it will be safe.
As the movie played I relaxed more on my side of the couch until i started feeling hot, "Keigo, did you turn up the heat?"
"No?" He sipped his water absently.
I drank more water but I felt hotter. What the hell is going on?? Next came the itch. It wasn't a normal itch like on my skin. Something more...internal. I try to remain calm not wanting to set Keigo off.
Did he poison the water? This was his drink though. And he drank it himself? He wouldn't poison himself right? Shit did i make the wrong move.
"You ok? You're looking a bit flushed" he commented as the movie ended
"Just fine just a bit hot" He has a gleam in his eye, he knows, "What did you put in my drink?"
"Yours? Oh nothing. Just water" he shrugged with a smirk
"And...yours?"
"Why do you ask? Feeling funny?" Hes toying with me
"What did you do to me?" I huff
"You did it to yourself. It's just a bit of an aphrodisiac of sorts" he shrugged, "Funny enough it doesn't affect me. Something about mutant genes causing a different hormonal response, but you on the other hand. You'd feel it" his smirk grew wider as he spoke, "First the heat. Itll eat at you for a bit. But slowly need will spread through you"
"Go fuck yourself!" I hiss hating the position he's put me in.
"You did this to yourself" he layed back comfortably on the couch, "But," he cracked open at eye at me, "I do know how to help you"
"An antidote?"
"More like home remedy. It'll get worse before it gets better" he shrugged
Its getting harder to focus because of the sheer heat I feel. It feels like my skeleton is also trying to escape my body wanting me to move.
"Give it" I glare
"You sure?" He mused
"What is it?" I check not liking his tone
"Just need to wear you out. Trust me. After you cum for the 4th time you'll feel amazing"
"Go fuck yourself!" I spit getting off the couch to pace.
"I'll be waiting here for when you need me" he closed his eyes again relaxing with hands behind his head
The cocky ass thinks I'll just go running to him? Well he's got another thing coming. I can take care of myself. I don't need him.
I head to the room but the door is locked. Checking i find all the doors are locked to anywhere private in the house.
That's fine plan B. I sit back on the couch and activate my quirk. By heightening 1 sense the others dull.
I heighten my sense of hearing. Relief washed over me as the heat dulled. I could hear my own heart beat in my chest. It's loud in my ears. I can also hear Hawks next to me. His heart seemed calm. Asshole.
The issue I have most is the sound of electronics. The loud electrical hum of the TV finally drove me mad and I had to stop. Its fine. I have 4 other senses. Minus touch only 3.
Smell. Smell is one that shouldn't be too bad. Once I activate it I see the issue though. Musk the cologne. If Hawks wasn't fucking here that would work.
Fine. Sight. I soon found that I couldn't keep it activated with a lack of visual stimulation.
Fine. Final one. Taste. There can't be anything linked to taste to piss me off. Without smell you can't taste much so this is the most useless only giving the flavors that are salty or metallic. To my surprise though a salt flavor became too much.
I sigh frusterated.
"Just say the word" Keigo sang
"Where is the vibrator?" I huff
"Oh? Sorry but it's locked away. This is more hands on"
My thoughts feel fogged. My body is so tense it's driving me insane. Need is a good word for it.
"Fucking hell ill do it on my own" I huff grabbing a blanket
"Not so fast, come on. I promise it'll be better if I do it"
"I don't want you to touch me!" I growl
He didn't seem to care letting a hand rest on my thigh. It felt so warm. It momentarily soothed the heat but fanned the flames to the molten desire that had settled in me.
"Well sweetheart don't say I didn't tell you so. It's going to be a long time for that to wear off if you insist on nursing it yourself"
"How would you participating make it easier?"
"Easy, I don't give breaks" he shrugged, "Your body will tire and may even be too weakened to continue but the pain of it will"
"How do you suppose on helping?" I grimace feeling myself twitch
"Im a man of many talents. You'll have to agree before you know"
My brain is begging me to currently jump his bones right now so if I can get an option that isn't that it would be best, "Promise we won't fuck"
"Scouts honor" he smirked
"Fine then, help me"
No sooner did the words leave my mouth than I was on my back on the couch. Keigo had a hungry look already peeling off my jeans.
I panic clamping my legs shut but he just tutted, "You want me to help or not little dove?"
"I don't want you to see me" I hold my jeans in place from where the rested at my knees.
"Im going to sooner or later. I promise it'll be worth it. I'll be real easy and gentle with you" he cupped my cheek in a hand lightly caressing.
Im so fucking mad at him but feel like I'm going to cry from frustration. I let go of my jeans and he easily pulled them off.
I cover my eyes embarrassed and just wanting to disassociate. My favorite character is here. Its not Keigo. Anyone else.
Light kisses peppered my thighs. I tense at first but after a while slowly relax. He's going slow and being gentle like he said. Its starting to feel good. He lightly sucked a spot leaving what I can imagine is the lightest hickey.
As he switches thighs he starts to make a point of exhaling over the most sensitive area.
Finally I felt a wet pressure press against the fabric of my underwear. I peek down curiously and a bit scared of what is causing it to meet his eyes as he slowly licks up.
I cover my eyes again but now that image is seared into my brain. His honey eyes boring into mine with his tongue on me.
My underwear is peeled to the side when a wet heat started to explore. My body is already so excited but im mentally horrified.
The sensation stops and a whimper betrays me. He pulled off the restricting cloth and my legs twitched wanting to shut but one of his hands held a thigh in place.
I felt my thighs slip over his shoulders and his hot breath hover over me. Everything was still for a long moment. I finally couldn't take it flexing my thigh to urge him closer.
That seemed to be what he was waiting for diving in with his tongue. I could deal until he groaned the vibration of it making me feel like I was on fire. My hands left my eyes finding his ash blonde locks to curl into.
My brain felt so hazy I couldn't focus on anything but keigo. I took one hand back to grip the couch cushion so I had a better view of him.
The realization hit me hard. He's not the one in control. I am.
I grind on his tongue watching his expression. His cheeks darkened when he met my gaze. I gave an experimental tug to his hair feeling him groan again.
I took total control at that point grinding on his face and directing his movements. It kicked up a notch when he started to play with my clit swirling and stimulating it. He continued until it was too much and I continued to grind on his tongue.
Feeling so hot I still have that itch in me. I finally received relief from it when his tongue slipped in causing a vocal response.
It was all over then. I locked my thighs around him keeping him in place while his tongue worked its magic.
When his tongue got deeper it just made me want more. It's when his thumb landed on my clit rubbing tight circles that finally did me in.
My hand that previously gripped the couch covered my mouth hating how vocal I was for him as I finally came undone. I couldn't hear my own thoughts from the ringing in my ears or the lewd gulping noise from Keigo.
When he finally did sit up he was flushed and panting harshly. Slick and spit covering his lower face which he wiped off with his forearm. He looked more like a mess then I probably did right now.
I tried to stay calm but another flash of heat and need flared up. Keigo seemed to notice from my expression because his eyes widened a fraction.
When I imagined how today would go I never would have imagined me riding my captors face. Yet here we are. I try not to grind down too roughly but with a second finger its getting harder for me to have any sense of restraint.
I didn't realise just how bad I needed his fingers in me until they were petting all the right spots. I just want to feel full and it's driving me crazy.
The final threads snapped in probably my 5th orgasm. Finally I felt myself cool. My body felt like it was on the verge of collapse oversensitive and heavy.
Keigo helped me move to sit on his lap. He's talking but I can't make out what he's saying. My ears are still ringing and my brain is fuzzy.
He brought up a glass of water to my lips and I couldn't fight it. I drank the cool liquid realising just how refreshing it was.
"-me on little Dove, come back to me" he cooed lightly petting my face, "I need you to say something so I know you're ok"
"Im ok" I barely mumbled. I feel weak.
"Good girl" he praised lightly continuing to gently pet.
"I need sleep"
Keigo was on it immediately taking me to the bedroom and helping my underwear back on before tucking me into the bed. I snuggled into the soft sheets until Keigo joined me a few minutes later in pj's and pulled me in to cuddle.
Too tired to fight I fell asleep.