i didnt want to see her go
as i sit here with my head about to blow
my thoughts all over the place
but i have to control my emotions
thats something i should already know
i never knew my mental health were capable of getting this low
theres nothing i could possibly do anymore
i guess i shouldve used my brain and tried to help from the core
but now i lay here hopeless with nothink to do
my whole family split up i thought we stuck together like glue
i need help
i need to let everythink out
i need to talk to someone
but i dont know who
trapped within my thoughts and emotions
like a prisoner behind nars
ive tried to forget the pain
but how do i whilst i form new scars
~H1