Taehyung's eyes flutter open and he realises that his surroundings were pitch black but he didnt panic as he could feel his world's favourite warmth surrounding him and he smiles and he snuggles more into it.
Thats when the arms around his waist tightens and a coarse yet sexy voice asks
"Are you awake tae" and then the lights come on as Hoseok reaches for the remote and turns them onk and thats when taehyung realises in what position and where they were and taehyung's eyes go wide.
All this time they were sleeping on their living room couch with him sleeping peacefully on top of his hyung. In a panic taehyung tries to move but hoseok arms stop him
"What happened tae, dont move b-I mean you will fall" Hoseok says while mentally chiding himself for almost doing the same mistake.
Taehyung waited, he waited for it to come, he just loved that term of endearment that came from his hyung's mouth.Yes he heard it while he was in the middle of a panic attack and it made him feel a very different kind of way. Yes, his Jin hyung and Jimin call him that here and there but hearing it coming from his husband's mouth made him feel all tingly all over and he wanted to hear the elder call him that again.But he knows that, that is not going to happen because his stupid ass decided to realise that he was in love with the elder at the very same time and panic about it. Thinking about all of that makes taehyung wanna throw a tantrum but he just whines while burrowing his face in elder's neck.
"What happened tae" comes hoseok's voice again
"Hyung, we didnt decorate the tree and our interview is tomorrow" taehyung says now looking up at the elder with a pout which makes hoseok smile, god!! did he not want to kiss that pout away. WAIT!!!!WHAT!!!
He clears his thoughts by shaking his head and then runs his hands through his husband's brown curly locks which somehow calms him.Strange, right?
"Dont worry about it tae, if you are tired we can ask sejin to do it" Hoseok says but his husband's cry shuts him up
" nooooo, i want to do it with you " says taehyunh while his pout intensifies
Hoseok chuckles and pats his head "ok ok, we'll do it but first lets eat something and you can tell me what happened,ok?"
Thinking about his dumb panic attack, taehyung feels embarrassed and hides his face in hoseok's chest while giving a slight nod which makes hoseok smile and his heart feels so warm all of a sudden.
He reaches for his phone to order take out and taehyung rests his both palms on hoseok's chest so that he can rest his chin on it to look at his hyung.
"Hmmm, lets see, what should we order?" Hoseok says while scrolling through and taehyung looks at his hyung's jawline, it was so sharp that you could cut diamonds with it and he could feel his husband's pecs under his palms and damn they were fine and he remembers the glimpse of those six pack that he gets every morning when the elder gets dressed for office, his husband was an adonis and he was his adonis, but why? Why did he choose someone like Taehyung, has he never loved anyone, has anyone never loved him?
"Hyung, have you ever loved someone" before taehyung could stop himself, the question has already left his mouth and hoseok's finger stops where they were on the screen and taehyyng covers his mouth with his hands and tries to get up from on top of his hyung
"I...i am sorry hyung, I...please forget i said something" taehyung says while he hastly stands near the couch where his husband was now sitting
"I have" taehyung stops mid ramble when he hears his husband's reply and his heart falls to his stomach
"May be he still loves that person"
Taehyung thinks while trying to hide his disappointment
"Oh ok" taehyung says when he realises that he needs to say something
"Or so i thought" hoseok continues which makes taehyung frown
"I thought she was it for me, while in college she was everything that you wish to see in a person you want to spend the rest of your life with except it was all fake" now taehyung was sitting next to his husband because he can see that it still hurts the elder to talk about it
"What happened hyung?" Taehyung tries
"Two years ago i woke up from a coma to realise that my whole life was shattered into pieces and the person i looked at for warmth and support was not there" Hoseok's voice stutters and taehyung on an impulse holds onto his hyung's hand
"You dont have to talk about it if you dont want hyung" taehyung tries
"No no,I am fine tae, i want to,i cant wait till your birthday, the images of that day has haunted me for years every night, every day" Hoseok was trying to supress his tears, he dont wanted to look vulnerable because last time he looked like that, he was mocked and left behind by the person that he thought he loved
"I was going to propose on valentines day so i wanted my mom's help to buy a ring and my dad tagged along because he wanted to buy something for my mom" taehyung could see that it was hurting his hyung so much to talk abouy it buf he dont wanted to interrupt him so he just gives a slight squeeze to his hand and a nod for him to continue
"My mom was so excited about that she couldnt just stop talking about how she wants to plan the wedding"
"Omma, we are just 23, there is still time for that" hoseok says while looking at his mom through the mirror as he needs to concentrate on his driving
"Dont be silly hobi, its never too early to start planning a wedding" his mother says while beaming
" let shin hye say yes first dear" hoseok's father says from passenger's seat
"What are you saying dear, ofcourse she will say yes, they have been dating for 5 years now" his mom says while glaring at her husband
"And i dont understand while you want to propose her with a new ring when we have our family hierloom" his mom directs the question to hobi
"Omma,i told you shin hey does not likes it, i showed her a picture once in between a random conversation and she said that it was too simple and looked more manly.
"What is she talking about, it looks really beautiful and your appa proposed to me with that ring which was the only reason why i said yes" hoseok's omma says while looking at her ring finger
"Oh really dear, so never loved me, you just loved the ring" his appa turns to look at his wife with a fake scowl
"Of course, i thought you already knew" hoseok mothers says with a snicker and they get into a fun banter.
Hoseok looks at his parents and wishes to have something like this for himself in the future.
Thats when he hears his omma shout
"HOBI WATCH OUT"
the last thing he heard was "two of the passengers were spot dead" and then everything went black
Hoseok was now breathing heavily, his tears were not stopping so were taehyung's
"I woke up after 3 months and they kept telling me that mom and dad were recovering and thats why they couldnt come to meet me but i knew that something was wrong. Thats when shin hye came to meet me.
"Hi hoseok" hoseok frowns at the lack of endearment
"Hey babe" hoseok says for which shin hye just stands there with a frown
"Whats wrong babe, everything alright?" Hoseok tries again.
Shin hye takes a deep breath" hoseok ,i cant do this, we wont work" first hoseok was shocked and then he collects himself and manages to ask
"Why?"
"What do you mean by why, i just can't, ok, look at you, you are a mess, and you dont want to take your family business because you want to do something different with your friends, which in my opinion is so dumb, why would you give everything to your sister and moreover,now with your parents gone,i dont think anyone can talk you out of this" she says frustrated
Hoseok frowns "what do you mean by my parents gone?" Shin hye's eyes go as wide as saucers as she was specifically told by jaehee that for hoseok's better recovery, it was important to keep their parent's passing a secret for time being.
"I...I" shin hye had no idea on what to do
"I am asking you something damit" hoseok shouts while his breathing becomes heavier which scared shin hye.
Thats when jaehee comes running
"What happened?" She looks at hobi who was breathing heavily and the machines beeping
"I am sorry hoseok...." shin hye tries but hoseok's shout cuts her off
"Get the hell out of here" shin hye leaves without a second word as if all she wanted to do was leave.
"That day i lost my parents and someone i thought loved me"
Hoseok's breathing was getting heavier and both of their tears were not stopping.
Taehyung hugs him because his hyung was breaking with each passing second.
"Hyung, i am sorry hyung ,i am so sorry" taehyung says between his sobs but hoseok's cries were getting louder and louder.
"It was because of me, it was my mistake and for what, for someone who only loved money, i lost my mom and dad, my noona lost her mom and dad because of me tae, why has it to be them and not me instead.
Taehyung was breaking while watching his hyung fall apart, he felt horrible for pushing his hyung to open up to him.
"Hyung, hoseokie hyung, look at me please look at me" hoseok looks at him and the sight before him makes taehyung wanna cry harder. He never thought that his strong and intimidating hyung was so fragile and broken from inside.
"It was not your mistake hyung, it could have happened to anyone hyung,please dont blame yourself, noona lost her parents but still she has you to call her family hyung, why would you wish for something that would hurt everyone and i am sure that your omma and appa are in a better place and they are very proud of you for staying strong and for becoming who you are today, hyung" taehyung says for which hoseok looks at him with the innocense of a child.
"H-how do you k-know" hoseok asks with his fragile tone
"Because i am very proud of you hyung, i am so proud of you for being who you are and for letting me in hyung and i am really thankful to you for choosing me hyung" saying that he kisses hoseok forehead for which he hears the elder sigh.
"Do you wanna eat something hyung?" Taehyung asks for which hoseok shakes his head in a no.
"Lets go to bed then, yeah?" Taehyung asks for which hoseok nods and taehyung takes elder's hand and they move into their bed where the elder lies first and then taehyung makes his way into elder's arms for which hoseok hugs him as if his life depends on it.
Taehyung feels hoseok's nose getting buried in his hair while he strokes elder's chest in hopes of lulling him to sleep and taehyung could his hyung drifting into sleep as the exhaustion takes over but tarhyung stays awake thinking about what his hyung told him. His hyung is lost and scared and he was chosen to be by his side and thats exactly what he is going to do, he is going ti be his hyung's support while his hyung leads him forward.
"I will always be here for you hoseokie hyung" whispering that taehyung places a light kiss to hoseok's chest while wiping his own tears. He hated to see his husband cry and he will never let that happen again.
Hoseok was falling into sleep but he heard it, he heard it and he wishes that to be true because he has heard those words before too.
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As promised jungkook made that delicious dinner of tobbokie and some steamed rice with fresh kimchi on the side and he saw his hyung or more specifically his boyfriend eating it to his full which made him smile even more if that was possible.
Now they were lying in their bed, yep jungkook basically lives in namjoon's room now since he is the boyfriend and everything ya know ;)
His head was resting on his hyung's chest while the elder was stroking his hair.
"Hyung" jungkook calls out for which he gets a "hmm" indicating that namjoon was listening
"Does omma hates me now?" Hearing that namjoon's hand stops in his hair.
"Why would you say that kookie?" Namjoon asks while tilting jungkook's head to meet his eyes
"I just....she didn't look happy....I know she said that she was fine and all she needs is some time but then she said that thing about not having grand kids and it's fair for her to be sad about it but it makes me sad that the reason is me" jungkook says while his eyes start shining with unshed tears.
Namjoon sits up and brings jungkook to his lap "kookie....I get it omma was disappointed but I can't just not love you because my omma wants different things for me or our family, this is who I am and I am someone who loves you and only you with all I have and nothing will change that unless you want me to because all that matters to me is you and what you want, ok" jungkook nods with his cheeks now dusted with a hue of pink.
No one knows how much he has yearned to hear this all is life since he started living with his namjoon hyung.
"I know hyung, I love you too but I hope I will be able to reduce omma's disappointment in some way in the future" jungkook says while trying to hide is sadness
"You know who you can make happy right now" jungkook looks at namjoon confused
"Me" saying that namjoon turns them around and hovers over jungkook who was shocked,embarrassed and excited at the same time.
"H-hyung" jungkook looks up at namjoon who had those predator eyes and a smirk.
"Wanna make me happy?" Namjoon asks and jungkook nods
"Then stop worrying about what omma thinks and wants and start worrying about what your boyfriend wants,ok" saying that namjoon crashes their lips together which turns into a make out session which leaves jungkook all red and breathless.
When he dreamed about having namjoon as his boyfriend he never thought about how hot and sexy his hyung can be in his boyfriend mode, he always had that protective and kind boyfriend vibes but wow!! This was a bonus and since jungkook is new to all this he knows that his hyung was taking it all slow with him but he can't wait when namjoon will unleash the beast within. Jungkook is scared but more than that he is excited.
There you go guys....
I added a new chapter in between because I thought that I was dragging the story and you guys and taehyung deserve to know what went down with hoseok.
Let me know what you guys think.
I'll update the next chapter soon too
Stay safe guys
See ya
#vhopeforever