My eyes fluttered open to see the lights on. Sound of chattering came from the living room. I flipped the blanket off me and pushed myself to my feet. I peeked out of the room to see everyone awake. Wow, I'm the last one awake. Embarrassing.
"Mornin', L/n-san!" Hinata waved at me.
"Morning." I managed to get a soft smile.
My eyes met Sugawara's, who was currently holding a coffee mug. He let out a cheerful grin. I couldn't help but to smile bigger at him.
"So, what're we doing today?" I asked. Since it was Saturday, I just wanted to hang out with my friends.
"Uh, we don't know yet." Daichi shrugged.
"Yama-kun, do you have plans?"
"Oh, not really. I didn't even know you guys would want to sleep over." Tadashi nervously said.
"We can go to the mall!" Michimiya commented.
"Oh yeah, we could!" Yachi agreed.
"I guess we could." Kiyoko shrugged.
"Oh? If everyone agrees, I guess we could go." I ran my fingers through my hair. The boys all glanced at each other, murmuring for a moment.
Then at the end, they all agreed to go. The only ones who seemed to be a bit irritated were Tsukishima and Kageyama. But they agreed.
Daichi was driving, since he didn't 100 percent trust anyone else to drive. But I'm sure that he meant Tanaka and Nishinoya. Daichi, Asahi, Yachi, Kageyama, Sugawara, and I were in this car. The others were in another car since one car couldn't hold us all. Kiyoko was driving the other car. I was sitting in the back with Sugawara. They practically insisted that we sat together in the back. Dang it, Michimiya and Yachi.
Everyone was talking in the car, everyone but me and Suga. But Sugawara broke the silence between us, "L/n-chan, how well did you sleep last night?" His olive-hazel eyes averted towards my green-brown eyes.
"Oh, I slept alright. But it was pretty hard to fall asleep." I let out a soft chuckle. Sugawara chuckled back in response, his eyes gleaming with some sort of emotion as his eyes were on me.
Suga's gentle smile grew wider, then another chuckle, "Remember when--..." he cleared his throat, "when you opened the door and found me as I was changing." He said, his cheeks getting a bit flustered.
"GAH--...UH WHAT?" I turned bright red, I could feel it, ear to ear. I turned around, facing the window to hide my burning face. I could still remember what he looked like, a bit muscular and lean, slim. ARHGAJSD JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MADE BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH AND MY FACE FEEL HOT. I slowly turned to him again, his face was bright red as well, ear to ear, over his nose and brushed on his cheeks.
"Sorry for bringing that up, I just thought it was kinda funny looking back at it." His eyes averted away for a slight moment, and met mine again.
Is he feeling bad? Is he guilty? No, don't feel that way. I'm sorry. Don't be feeling bad. I could feel my hand trembling, and I couldn't help but to tap my feet on the ground repeatedly. I breathed in and out, trying to calm myself. Then I feel something warm touch my trembling hands; a flinch escaping me by a bit. It was Suga's hands.
His hands were on top of mine, "It'll be alright. Calm down." His gentle smile grew on his face with pink-ish cheeks. He turned and closed his eyes as his hands continued to relax on mine. I love him.
Is he doing all of this out of pity? Or because he's feeling bad for me. Or he's just being nice and friendly. Then his phone buzzed, with his other hand, he took it out. It was a text. I couldn't help myself but to look over at his phone.
It was from Satomi. The girl that had feelings for him too.
It read, "Suga where are u? Is ur schedule open 2day at 5 pm?"
With a smirking face and a blowing kiss emoji. He just stared at it blankly. But he started to text back. I closed my eyes and looked away, avoiding to see his answer.
We finally made it. I was the last to exit the car.
"Finally!" Yachi beamed. I closed the car door behind me. I turned back around to see Sugawara staring at me with the same emotion gleaming in his eyes. Our eyes met for a moment before Suga turning away. The rest of the team came in another car, pulling up to the open parking spot beside us.
"WOO, LET'S GO BABBBYY!" Nishinoya hopped out of the car with his usual grin. Kiyoko stepped out calmly and shut the door.
"So, are we all ready?" Daichi asked, placing his hands on his hips. "Yeah, I think so." Asahi shrugged.
"Let's go, buddy boooooy!" Tanaka threw his hands in the air in joy.
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We were walking around and happened to find the food court.
"Can we eat?" Hinata groaned.
"Please." Nishinoya sighed.
Daichi nodded. "I'm not stopping you guys."
"Alright!" Nishinoya rushed off to the food court. Hinata ran along.
"Wait up, dumbass!" Kageyama sprinted, trying to race with Hinata. Everyone else went along, but I stood there. Don't really know why. "L/n-chan, are you coming?" Suga asked, turning towards me.
"Oh, yeah." I cleared my throat, following behind the others.
By the time I got to the table they chose, Nishinoya, Tanaka, Hinata, and Kageyama were already at a food station, basically begging for food from the workers. Sugawara followed them.
"What's the problem here?" I could hear him ask. "They ran out of Ramen." Hinata replied with an irritated expression.
"Wha--" Sugawara blinked. "And super-spicy-mapo-tofu!" Nishinoya pointed out.
"WHAT!?" He threw his hands up, "Those are my favorite." He almost had a growling expression on him. They continued to ramble on over there as I shifted my eyes to my hands that were resting on the table. Would I be able to end up with Suga? I literally love him. A soft smile grew on my face just thinking about him. My fingers fiddled nervously with butterflies in my stomach.
"L/n, are you eating?" Yachi looked at me, holding her meal.
"Oh, right, I was about to go order." I stumbled as I got up. I looked around for a place to order food. Panda Express managed to catch my eyes. I rushed over behind the line. I stood behind two other girls, waiting for them to order.
"Yeah, uh, I'll have the Teriyaki Chicken and..." That voice sounded familiar. Wait--...no. It can't be. My eyes slowly averted to where the voice was coming from. Brunette hair in a ponytail. I know that hair from anywhere. A soft gasp escaped me, fear taking over my eyes. I could hear my breath trembling. Yumi Kaede. She's practically stalking me. Wherever I go she will always be there.
"Yeah, add it on the side." She continued talking, not very much alert of me yet. I turned around, looking for a place to escape. I could feel my breathing getting heavier, and heavier. Oh, look. There was a bathroom with a lock on it. I could hide there until it was a while. I slipped into the bathroom, and soon as I was about to close the door, a hand slipped in.
No, no, no! I forcefully pushed it, but the other person was pushing the door open the other way. They successfully opened the door. I tried my hardest to close the door. But, I'm just that same weak, lifeless, girl. I tried to cover up the fact by smiling, playing volleyball, and being quiet. But, I can never get away from that fact. It was Yumi Kaede. She slammed the door shut as soon as she got in. Not again. WHY?!
"WHY ME?!" I screamed, blocking my face with my hands.
"You were the one who stopped me from messing with that wimpy blonde girl." She growled.
"It--it was only one time." I cried, ready for her hits.
No. Don't be a wuss. Fight back.
"Well then again...I guess that's not the real reason." She sighed with her deranged eyes.
"It's Suga." She continued.
"What about him?" I stepped back, avoiding contact with her.
"Well...I'm his ex." She spat. No. It can't be. FIRST OF ALL--SUGA'S BASICALLY PLAYING WITH THE OTHER GIRLS.
"Of course, the only reason he likes you now is because you remind him of me. Obviously." She continued on. What? How could a stuck up brat be like me? No, am I a stuck up brat?
"What?" I asked stupidly.
"He likes you, obviously. No, he loves you. More than anything." She spat.
Then she stood there for a moment, then charged at me like a raging bull. She rammed into me, causing both of us to tumble over. She grabbed my hair, and shirt, shoulder, repeatedly slamming me onto the ground. Not again. Suddenly, I see flashes of toilet water splashing everywhere. Hurtful words were faint in my ears. My mother throwing me around flashed into me again. No. I'm scared. No, I won't let her win. I almost recoiled with a grunt and a scream every time she hurt me. My hands slowly reached for her ponytail that was waving wildly as she continued to slam me onto the ground and yank me. There. Perfect. I snatched her ponytail, dragging her down.
"ARG!" She yelled. I clenched my jaws and started to reach with my other hand. I gripped as hard as I could, this time my hands were at the roots of her hair, yanking as hard as I could. I wasn't going to let her win this battle. I wasn't going to let her get the best of me. I was finally escaping my dark place,
"THERE'S NO WAY I'M GOING BACK!" I screeched.
"YOU AREN'T GOING TO WIN!" I kicked her roughly and repeatedly as she sat on me, now trying to stop me.
"HEY! WHAT'S GOING ON IN THERE?!" A deep, gruff voice knocked on the door.
Yumi screamed, "Help! She's hurting me."
That son of a bitch. I flipped her over, still yanking her hair. I let go with one of my hands, and thrashed my hands all over her face.
"LET GO OF ME!" Yumi screeched, her hands attempting to pull my hands off. But I wasn't going to.
"I'M COMING IN!" The door broke down. A police officer stood there, towering over us. I didn't give a fuck, or two fucks. She deserves this. I continued to aggressively yank her around, beating her. It's not my fault she's the monster. It's not my fault I want to kill her. I want her to die.
What am I thinking? I'm turning into Yumi. How could a thought like that ever live inside of me?
"THAT'S ENOUGH!" The police officer dragged me away.
"What the--" A voice from outside came and footsteps scrambling over. I struggled. It wasn't enough. Yumi deserves more than just a hair yanking and a beating on her hideous face. The police helped the brat up, her hair was a mess and she had a soft bruise on her head. Apparently that wasn't enough. Why am I still thinking about this? Am I really an evil person?
"What happened?" The police officer asked Yumi. "She hurt me. She attacked me!" She scowled.
"I DIDN'T." I slammed my hand on the clean, white sink. The police ignored me and guided Yumi out. As I watched him leave, there stood all my friends, watching me. Their eyes filled with denial and refusal. They believed me right? I exited the bathroom, refusing to look at them.
"As for you, young lady." The police officer hatched handcuffs on me. "WHAT!? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! SELF DEFENSE!" I defended myself in anger, but then calmed myself down. They must have cameras. Not in the bathroom, but her entering the bathroom as I was already in it.
I turned to my friends, "You guys believe me, right?" I asked as I felt tears pooling in my eyes.
"I do." Yachi said with pride, belief brimming in her eyes.
"So do I." Michimiya agreed.
"And I do too." Kiyoko blinked, showing 99% of barely any emotion. But that 1%...I could see was belief.
"So do we." The boys said in unison.
"Come on." The police tugged on me. I turned around and followed the police. Then I heard from behind,
"You guys her friends?"
"Yeah, we are."
"Then we'll need you guys to come too."
At least I wasn't alone. But, I was dragging them into this. My hands trembling violently as they were cuffed, sweat dripping down my face, my breathing quickening. Is the world caving in? I can barely see a thing.
"OH LORD, LOOK AT HER!" I heard a voice call out before the ground grew closer and the whole world went black. Not a single soul to be found around me.
"The moon is beautiful, isn't it?" Suga's sentence echoed in my head. It grew louder after every echo but after one echo it went silent....ringing in my ears rose louder.
[Lovely, right? No? Whatever.]
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[Anywho, thanks for reading this far. I love you so much. I'll update soon to those who're actually reading this. Still love you guys very much. <3]