Lauren's POV
I woke up the next morning somehow tucked away neatly beneath my covers with a headache pounding so hard into the front of my brain my eyes felt almost as if they were about to explode.. I didn't even remember getting home.. I didn't even know where Camila was.. the night ended somewhere after me drinking a few more cocktails with Fallon in attempts to soothe my rage while she depicted in detail how exactly my Auntie had come to know of her now very clear past..
It was intimidating of course.. heartbreaking more so as every day spent with Lena she'd be answering calls and escaping out to take care of the girl she'd never name.. strange to think how we'd met like this.. I just didn't know why she'd kept it from me? I sat up with scratching eyes stretching painfully before jumping almost out of my skin at the sight of Emma siting gently just above my knees.. creasing the sheets with her tired.. pretty frame
"Good morning.."
"Hey? What are you-
"You were drunk Lo.. not as drunk as Camila but.. drunk.." she began with a shallow laugh and scratching finger reaching to hover her jaw timidly
"W-Where is she?"
"In your guest room.. she freaked out a little last night but I'm kind of hoping she'll feel better when she wakes up.."
She spoke gently, her voice soothing me in ways that settled my raging anxiety.. I never wanted to hurt Camila.. that's exactly why I pulled away? She had to understand that.. right?
"I just didn't want to take advantage of her.." I admit lowly.. her hand slipping to sit over my own with a soft intentional smile
"You did the right thing Lo.. she'll realise that soon enough! I think with her it's all about unlearning that trauma you know? She'll thank you one day.."
"I should probably go and make sure she's ok.."
I spoke back beginning to lift up the covers from over my lap shocked as the girl beside me only clenched harder against my palm.. sending a shiver into my spine as I glanced up to stare back into her eyes
"Let her sleep mama.. just for a little bit longer ok?"
I nod back obviously accepting the woman's answer however noticing something in it that I couldn't decide to be important or not? Just her tone of voice it sounded as if she knew something I didn't? Like Camila had told her something after they'd walked away.. it puzzled me?
No One's POV
Emma lifted her self from the bed smiling back at her best friend leaving her to relax while she escaped to double check on Camila.. truth was they did have a rather lengthy conversation in her intoxication which only left her feeling a mass amount of emotional baggage.. still.. she was strong enough to take it, even if taking it hurt her deep inside
As predicted the brown eyed girl laid fast asleep bundled up within the thick expensive blankets relaxed and calm enough for the woman to walk away, she made ways towards the room she'd been staying within landing back against the covers only to jump at a loud falling book that had jolted from under the bed..
"What the?"
She mouthed to herself as she dropped her arm to pick up the thick black diary.. it didn't have any writing on the front to indicate so with a quick decision she scrolled to open it up against a random page.. it had her name at the top? In Lauren's neat.. poise handwriting.. 'Emma'.. she didn't want to read the page however with her mind knowing it had something to do with her she only found herself quickly scanning the contents.. what she discovered shocking her more than anything she'd ever experienced in her life
'I don't know why I feel this way.. I didn't really expect it or even see it coming? I guess I just opened my eyes one day and realised that she was one of the most special people in the entire world.. to me anyway! She makes me feel understood like anything I'm thinking isn't weird or unusual.. she has this way of speaking that makes you feel heard and appreciated.. even when I feel pointless she gives me purpose?
I'm so used to people taking advantage and stealing from my heart, she never took from my heart only gave! With the world around me so unpredictable she gave me stability? Reassurance and confidence! I have a pretty big front.. too big actually.. it's a defence mechanism if I'm being honest but with her, I take it off.. unknowingly of course but still.. I'm me with her.. me is someone I was afraid of but she didn't let me worry.. she kept me safe!
She was just that perfect..'
Emma quickly closed over the book gulping harshly as she scanned her eyes across the room in shock trying to figure if the woman had known another Emma.. she didn't! She opened it once again.. another page.. 'Emma' there had to have been at least 20.. vented paragraphs describing how much she'd meant.. describing how much.. she'd loved her?
Quickly she tucked the book back under the bed standing with a trembling thigh biting down anxiously against her lower lip.. pacing.. wondering.. not knowing what to do.. Lauren had loved her.. or maybe even been in love with her? She had noticed the slight retraction in the woman as of lately but only put it down to her being majorly busy.. she was.. but she always found time regardless? It kind of made sense..
A few moments more had passed and with the pattering footsteps sounding through the hall Emma only found herself running to jump back into the bed, dragging out her phone to scroll as if never having seen anything at all..
"I heard a bang? Is everything ok?"
"Camila! Yes.. yeah.. sorry I didn't mean to wake you?"
"It's ok.. I don't like sleeping late anyway!"
Camila motioned back as she dragged her fingertips up to scratch at her tired hungover eyes.. she walked between the frame perching gently beside her new friend remembering only a little of what she had divulged to the woman beside..
"I'm sorry about last night.. I didn't mean to take all of that shit out on you.." Camila began to apologise
"It's ok? That's what I'm here for right? I'm your friend mama.. you're aloud to unload on me.."
"Yeah well I still feel bad.. shouldn't have drank so much!"
Camila laughed leaning her head back into the wall behind wondering why her character had fallen so low on a night she should have been enjoying..
"It was a free bar Camila.. I think we all drank a little too much!" Emma giggled
"I hurt Lauren by being my stupid fucking selfish self.. how much more of an asshole could I be? Seriously.."
"Hey don't say that?"
Emma began sitting up to face the younger with a warm hand over her saddened tired thigh..
"Lauren understands.. she wanted to come and see you this morning but I told her to let you sleep.. why don't you go see her?"
"I don't even know what to say to her.." the girl admit weakly
"Start with hello? You've got this Camila.. she's not as scary as she seems!"
Emma giggled noting from past experience how forgiving the woman really was.. she knew she cared for Camila, although the recent realisation in finding her diary had sent a few minor sparks into her usually calm and collected mind.. the girl lifted with a smile anyway dragging her half dressed stature across the room to linger within the frame for a few prolonged seconds
"Thanks for being you.. sweet and stuff? It's refreshing.."
She whispered lowly before exiting out to locate her bosses room, thankfully enough the halls were well lit and within seconds she had noticed the beaming phone light from within a dark tranquil bed.. she stumbled along the floor dragging her fingertips against the door waiting nervously for the elder to glance up into her timid, guilty gaze..
"Oh hey? How are you feeling?"
Lauren asked switching off her phone to sit slightly while Camila only nod back in silence.. her gestures dropping in what looked to be regret forcing the elder to drop her grudge only to lift the corner of her warm thick covers.. immediately a smile appeared.. the girl crept forwards anxiously stepping up her knee to join with a safe space between them Lauren couldn't help but instinctively close
"What you don't wanna cuddle with me now?" She joked with a giggle while Camila only shuffled to lay against the woman's shoulder, a warm arm wrapping around her upper back
"Didn't think you'd want to cuddle me after last night.."
She admit with a shamed huff of air, although majorly intoxicated she knew her actions to have been somewhat embarrassing.. disrespectful too..
"Last night was a blip.. we both had a little too much to drink and I guess I should have known to back off.."
"Don't blame yourself.. you were just trying to be respectful and I went and threw it back in your face.."
"You did! I can't lie and say you didn't but it wasn't your fault.. I'm guessing due to the lack of experience you've never really had to think about consent?"
Lauren asked in an almost shy tone.. the girl resting upon her shoulder glancing up gently only to offer a shaking head.. the elder knew to be soft, not hold her grudge for too long as knowing of the dancers struggles it would only do more harm than good.. she readjusted her position sinking down to now face the girl with a warm hand slipping over her hip bone to elicit a shining reassuring smile
"It's ok.. sex is great and it's hot when in a club.. people walking by and shit? But when you're drunk to that extent your judgment can waver.. you think you want it but the next day you're just filled with this disgusting regret.. the rule of thumb is just to say no.. no matter how badly you might want it.."
She began to explain while her fingertips strategically massaged the side of the girl in fronts body.. sensual traces over her sweet caramel skin sending shivers into her spine while her breath finally relaxed.. trusted..
"So.. you did want me? You weren't.. pushing me away?"
"W- Camila no? Of course I wanted you.. baby you had me wet as shit in that booth! Seriously it was hard to say no but I respect you? So.. fucking much!"
Camila smiled back sinking her chin down to reflect before glancing back up to notice the shimmer in her bosses eyes.. glittering like diamonds in a way she only knew to be honest.. with that her own palm began to shift up dragging along the elders thigh with a subtle but noted sigh of relief
"Makes sense.. I'm sorry for freaking out.. kind of feel like an asshole right now.."
Lauren laughed
"Don't! You just didn't know.. that's ok! But.. maybe we can make up for that?"
The woman asked in a new seductive tone the younger instantly beamed a smiling grin at.. lavishing in the offer with a raising palm that struck between the elders shoulder blades with a downward scratch that forced her to twitch in dirty anticipation
"What were you thinking Miss J.."
"Stop fucking calling me that!" She laughed back
"I was thinking something like this.."
She continued rolling over to now hover the Youngers small frame, her palms reaching for her wrists only to look down on her with a heated desire.. their half naked bodies pressed together creating a warm in more than just their chests.. the distance between their lips however closer than ever.. both simply stared at each other.. lingered for a few moments before Lauren bent down to place her mouth against the side of her sweltering neck.. she didn't mind.. she really fucking liked it actually.. she just wished a little that those lips had met her own..
Lauren made sure to lap every inch of her sweet caramel neck before sinking further down her chest and into the pit of her stomach, small jerks and whimpering gasps filling the room with a perfectly sculpted heat..
"I was the one turning you on.. shouldn't this be the other way around?" The younger asked breathlessly, twitching her fingertips beside her head
"I'm hungry so.. deal with it.."
Lauren rasped with a wink running her hot tongue over her lips before using her palms to grab the underside of the girls thighs.. lifting them slightly to bend forwards with a pressing kiss directly over her covered.. warm core.. the girl sank her head back into the sheets biting down against her lower lip with a jerking back only waiting to feel more than the teasing claim..
"Fine.. I'm not in the position to complain right now so.."
"Good! Good girls don't complain.. do they Camila?" Lauren struck with a tone the Younger had more than missed.. she smirked to herself lightly.. gasping in a deep trembling breath
"No ma'am.. they do not.."
She husked back lifting her hips at the sensation of the hot mouth reconnecting between her thighs, although still restricted by the thin lace material she couldn't help but whimper and moan at the way the tongue danced over it's lace..
Camila's POV
I know I say it a lot.. but holy fuck that mouth is magical! Even with my panties on I swear she could make me cum no problem.. now that was talent! Thankfully however she dropped my thighs instead reaching to drag down the criminal panties throwing them across the room before sinking into the side of my inner thigh with a hot.. wet kiss..
"Don't tease me.. please Lauren.."
I screeched opening up my eyes to glance down more than growing desperate as she slid her tongue along the crease in which my panties had previously sat.. I had to admit I wasn't expecting us to move on from last night so quickly but I really couldn't have been more grateful.. this was the best kind of heaven..
"I'll do whatever the fuck I want baby girl.. this pussy will be eaten don't worry.. just shut up and let me get there!"
She rasped back, that fucking Latin tint always hit me like a bulldozer.. sharp and strong.. like an expensive liquor more than rumbling with aftereffects! She grabbed for my thighs again taking full advantage of my flexibility as she flattened them out to begin sucking and biting at a spot I knew to be more than below where my shorts fell.. yet another element for Sapphire to pick apart.. fuck her! She can taste my fist if it means Lauren slipping her tongue over my thighs..
Eventually her mouth grew closer.. hot laps of her tongue drifting closer towards my core shocking me as she bit down harshly into the very top of my leg.. it felt incredible.. Soon after however I was forced to forget as without warning a pair of lips sank to wrap around my begging clit.. sucking back with a harsh intent that more than made me bellow with furrowed pleasured brows
"Fuck! Ugh shit Lauren.."
I cried sending a hand down to meet the back of her head dragging her somehow closer against my body with a falling head back against the pillow.. as much as I loved to read nothing really beat the real thing.. the sensation of a tongue.. dancing over your clit.. forcing shards of electric pleasure into your body.. holy shit it was good!
She continued for a few mind blowing moments almost spelling out poems over my body before my legs began to shake.. I had this urge to have more.. I didn't know what just.. something? I opened my eyes feeling my fingertips clench into her hair.. pulling unintentionally enough to make her stare up at me.. something inside of me began to develop.. like this feeling of control? Energy I'd never before felt.. within seconds the grip in her hair pulled back roughly to separate our bodies.. she glared at me in shock.. confusion not saying a word as my body moved to sit up..
"Camila what are you-
"Shut up!"
I snapped quickly.. not expecting my mouth to react so quickly.. I relaxed my hand down against her shoulder turning her until she fell back into the bed.. her pretty eyes staring up at me as I lifted a thigh to hover her toned shoulders.. I wanted this.. control! Pleasure too.. she began to smirk knowingly, lifting her palms to meet my naked rear grabbing roughly to pull me forwards lifting her head to meet my now stupidly wet centre..
"Shit Lauren.. fuck.."
I whimpered staring down at her with a new sense of power I couldn't deny loving.. just watching her eyes close into the task filling me with the memory of her liking to be taken control of.. I could do that? I though I couldn't but I could.. I dropped my hand again sinking it back into her hair developing a grip that gave me the power to move her whenever I needed her.. she moaned against my body.. sending vibrations between my thighs only forcing me to smirk with a hungry red for release
"You like that Lauren? You like eating this pussy?"
"Mhmm fuck.. yes!"
She moaned with a deep rasp.. she liked it? I admit I wasn't experienced with the whole dirty talk thing so I was going off of instinct.. but somehow I felt confident.. like I could say or do anything and it would work.. I began rocking my hips gently manoeuvring myself over her tongue feeling the familiar sensation of warmth filling the bit of my stomach..
"Such a good girl.. that tongue! Fuck mami.. you're gonna make me cum so fucking hard!"
I growled snapping my grip tighter within her hair noting the way her eyes rolling closed to sink her tongue deeper around my clit.. her hands grabbing harder against my ass.. this shit really hit her.. I fucking loved it..
Lauren's POV
Whatever this new little game was Camila had going I more than fucking loved it.. the way she took control taking what she wanted it only left me majorly wet.. soaked in fact as she began to grind against my tongue with deep moaning whimpers of awe.. the firm hand in my hair too.. it was captivating.. dirty and demanding
"Just like that baby shit.. ugh my god!"
She groaned pulling me up higher into her body much to my satisfaction.. the sensation of two hot thighs pressed either side of my head so intense I swear I could have hit my high without even a hand against my clit.. she rocked harder.. moaned louder.. I knew she was ready..
"Oh m-my god.. yes Lauren! Yes!"
She now screamed.. trembling thighs and a sank back head more than encouraging me to go faster... circling laps of my tongue deep and hot.. her sweet taste gracing my tastebuds in a way I'd never experienced before.. she tasted fucking amazing!
"Holy shit.. I'm c-cumming!"
She hissed now slamming her other hand into my hair staring down at me with creased brows and a wide hung jaw.. grinding relentlessly over my tongue while she came confidently into mouth.. that sweet.. sweet taste.. overwhelmingly satisfying.. more than intense in pleasure..
Soon after the waves stopped and she timidity let go of my head, allowing it to drop back into the sheets with a small shuffle to drag back and lay down.. gasping breathlessly with closed eyes.. I rolled over just to stare.. feeling more satisfied than ever before..
"What was that about Cabello?"
"I d-don't know.." she began breathlessly
"I just had this urge to take control for some reason?"
"Well it was hot as shit.."
I laughed using my thumb to wipe at the corner of my lip before dragging my palm over her stomach to scratch deep lines into her silky soft caramel skin..
"You can have control whenever you want it if that's what I get to experience.."
"Noted.."
She smirked back with a wink, rolling her head towards me while her hand sank to grab at my own.. pushing it between her thighs before pulling it back up to meet her lips.. tasting her self with a mischievous smile over my own fingertips forcing me to laugh back in shock..
"Lauren likes to be a good girl.. got it!"