05.31.21
11:59 pm
I've been thinking and honestly, I wanna be in love. Someday I want to look at my person, at my soul mate, and realize how lucky I am. I want to just stare at him for hours. I don't know who my soulmate is. I don't know if I've already met them or will meet them. But I want to love them unconditionally.
I want to love them for their flaws. I want to love them for their mistakes. I want to love them for their imperfections. I want to love them for who they truly are. I will love all the good and bad.
And I want them to love me equally the same. I want to feel a love so powerful that my heart aches in all the right places. That I have to sit there and really comprehend how lucky I am. How truly blessed I am.
And I know God willing one day this will happen. I'll find someone that I'll grow old with. Someone that I'll make a family with. Someone that will love me for all of my flaws. For all of my mistakes. For all of my imperfections.
And I'll wait for that day to come. I'll wait for my moment to walk down the aisle. My moment to find out I'm pregnant. My moment to give birth. My moment to tell my best friend she's the god mother of my child. My moment to finally make love to the person I know is right.
I'll wait as long as it takes because what God does is always perfect. God knows when I'll be ready for this and I honestly can't wait. (: