Wayo came from the exhausting practice from the studio. He entered the lift. He was so stressed due to sudden revelation that the only thing calm him down is to dance. He dance for hours. But still didn't felt any better. The guilt was consuming him. He felt like a horrible person. How could he say those words to their Beam? He was like brother to him. Knowing that his childhood was hard, they all were more attentive to him. Specially Phana. Wayo couldn't help but blame himself. No one blame him but he knew he was the one who triggered Phana to act harshly towards Beam that day. Why didn't he shut his mouth like others? Like ming, Kit and Lam. They all were hurt but they didn't react like he did. Phana was exception cause Beam and Phana's relationship was like true brothers, they were there for each other in past in their hard times. But he, he didn't have any right to say such harsh things to him. Now, his deed was hunting him. He was afraid, afraid of Beam and Phana not forgiving him. He remember how Phana looked at him harshly when the truth got reveled other day. He always seen love and care in Phana's eyes for him but this time it was something different. Hatred. Yes that's what he saw for himself in Phana's eyes.
But the thing happened, there is no going back now. He has to apologize to Phana, Forth, Beam and Forth's child. He knew it will be hard but he was willing to do anything for their forgiveness. He started to head to the apartment as the lift reach the floor. He was tired and wanted to sleep as soon as possible. He halt in his track when he saw the bags outside their apartment door. He felt irritated. They are really irresponsible. So he pick up the heavy bags and went inside, throwing the bags on couch he yelled at whoever left them there. Whoever would it be will now has to handle all yelling of Wayo who will possibly went out all his stress on the person.
Wayo: YAH YOU DOUCH BAGS, WHO THE HELL LEAVE THOSE BAGS OUTSIDE THE FREAKING DOOR?
Wayo yelled on top of his lungs, making sure his voice reach every corner of apartment. HE was about to throw a fit when he saw a kid, yelling and running at him. What the hell, did he enter wrong apartment. He backed a little, but the kid came running and hugged his leg tightly.
Hanie: I finally met you yoyo.
Wayo was frozen in his spot. He has met so many sasang fans in his life but this little one seems to get further inside than those. How the hell he enter the apartment. He looked down, looking at the small figure now hanging on his right leg, and looking at him.
Wayo: Who are yo- OH MY GOD!
He knew who it is. The hell, anyone could tell who he is. Those eyes and bunny smile was so familiar to him. He stare at the bunny smile of the kid. Maybe he was dreaming. His eyes playing games with him. There is no way Beam let his son back in this place.
Hanie: I am big fan of you yoyo.
Wayo: OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. DON'T TELL ME HE IS-
Wayo practically yelled trying to back away from kid, but the kid hugged his leg tightly, not even flinching at his sudden outburst. He is really here. In real. He was still in shock. When he saw Lam and Kit come out of the guest room.
Kit: Yeah. You are guessing it right.
Lam: He is big fan of yours Wayo. Right Cute Han?
Wayo followed Lam's gaze. He couldn't help but coo at the now hysterically nodding kid, smiling at him. He looks so cute. He was about to pick him but the thought how he called him names in past hold him back. He didn't deserve of his love. There was no right of his to be the fan of this cute little one. He looked at his band mates.
Wayo: B-but. How could he h-here? No one told me.
Hanie: Can you give me your platogragh. Pleaseeeeeeeeee
They all couldn't help but laugh at the weird word tactic of the little one.
Lam: Its Autograph baby.
Hanie: Yeah, that's what uncle lam said. Platograph.Pleaseeeeeeeee. Prettyyyyy pleaseeeeee
Wayo: Uhh okay.
Wayo: What are you doing?
Wayo asked the little one who now left his leg and opening the bags he has thrown earlier on couch.
Hanie: Uncle Sin gave me your Album once. It must be somewhere here.
Lam helped Hanie, not wanting him to mess all the thing in bag. He was taking everything out in excitement. While Wayo looked at Kit, with somewhat anger.
Wayo: Why didn't you guys told me he is coming here? I would have bought gift or something.
Kit: Not our fault. You were out of reach.
Wayo sighed. Kit is right. He was the one who locked himself in that damned studio.
Wayo: Is B-Beam also here?
Kit: Yeah. He is inside with Forth.
Wayo: I don't think I am ready to face him phi. I said horrible things to him.
Kit: But you have to Wayo. Sooner or later, you can't avoid it. And beside you have to think of Phana also. He has shut himself out. You know it's only either you or Beam, who could handle him like that. As Beam, I am sure, he don't want to have anything with him now.
Hanie: Here Dimini. I will show it to Aunt Jena. She is also fan of SOTUS.
Hanie said handling Wayo their old album. Which also looked used more than enough times. Wayo looked at the little one who forcefully make himself comfortable in his lap. Giving him bunny smile. He could tell Forth's son is as lively as him.
Wayo: But its old one. You want new one.
Wayo asked but Hanie's expression turn into sad, making Wayo frown.
Hanie: No. Uncle Sin said we can't afford it and papa don't like anything related to sotus in home.
It sadden Wayo. How could Beam will like to have anything related to them after what they did to him?
Wayo: I will get you a new one. Come with me. It's in my room.
Hanie: HeHe Aunt Jena will be so jealous, when she will know I got two plotoglaphs.
Hanie said with mischievous smile, while walking with Wayo, holding his hand. HE said it in low voice but they still heard it. Well their little bun could be little devil also. But it didn't surprise them. At last he was Forth's child.
(In Guest Room with Forth and Beam)
Forth went closer to the unconscious figure of Beam. And sit at the edge of bed.
Forth: I know you are awake. But please don't open your eyes. I don't think I would able to face eye to eye with you.
(Forth said in low voice. On the other hand Beam turn his body, now facing opposite side of Forth. Now Forth was facing the back of Beam)
Forth: (Sob) It must have hurt right? The b-battle Scar. (Sob) I am so s-sorry Beam.(Sob) You have to go through all that because of me. (Sob)I promised you to make your life better but I (Sob) made it worst. (Sob) I am sorry. (Sob) I am sorry. (sob) I didn't meant to shove you like that in front of the crowd. (sob)I really didn't meant to. (Sob) But I was blinded by rage. (Sob)I am sorry Beam. (Sob) I am sorry for breaking our promises. (Sob) I am sorry for causing you pain. (Sob)I wasn't thinking straight. I am sorry. (Sob) I am sorry for calling Han names. (Sob) I am sorry for doing all those horrible things to you. (Sob) I am sorry. (Sob) I am sorry (sob) I am sorry.
(Forth cried holding Beam's thin legs. Beam could feel the tears on his skin but he could care less. His heart is numb due to all the suffering. Those apologize meant nothing to him now.)
Forth: I don't know how to compensate you now. (Sob) I am sorry. (Sob) I feel really horrible person Beam. (sob) I feel like monster. (Sob) I regret the moment I shoved you in front of crowd that day. (Sob) I (Deep breath) went back to take you away from there, b-but I was late. (Sob) You were already gone. (Sob)I lost you that day. (Sob) But I lost myself also. (Sob) I searched for you whole year but I didn't find you. (sob) I searched every place you could have gone, (sob) but there was no sign of you. (Sob) I know, me telling you all these things, don't hold meaning now. (sob) But please. Please Beamnie. (sob) Just this once. (Sob)Please give me a chance. (Sob) I promise I won't let you down this time. (Sob)Please Beamnie, please.
Beam: You have lost the right to call my by that name Mr. Jaturapoom.(Beam said in cold voice still not facing Forth)
Forth: Please. Just this once. Please. (Sob) I am ready to do anything, but please give me a chance. Please for Hanie. For you. Please.
Beam: Just help my son Mr. Jaturapoom. We don't need anything. And I am sure you and your close ones don't want whore like me and my son close to you.
Forth: I am sorry please.(Sob) You are not that. (Sob) You are the purest Beam. (Sob) You can beat me, punch me. Anything but please give me a chance please-please.
(Forth cried hysterically. He feel a moment from Beam. He looked up. Beam was now sitting in bed, looking at him with cold gaze. Which shows nothing but hatred towards him. Those eyes which once filled with life now seems empty for Forth, making him crying more.)
Beam: Your sorry doesn't mean anything to me Mr. Jaturapoom. My heart has experience worst. Your cries and pleading won't be able to soften this harden heart. The damage has done and it's beyond repair. The Beam, you asking a chance for, is dead years ago. You want to know what happened to your Beam and his son when you throw us out like a garbage. You want to know how your Beam turn into this Beam, who is now standing on the verge of death along with his son.