Thought you were my person
Thought you were mine
Been through too much pain
Depression started at nine
Life's fucked it really is
U were my only escape
My bit of happiness
Seems as if though it's been stripped away
U don't feel it and I guess that hurts
My throat clenched
My breath slows down
Feels as if being strangled
as if buried underground
tears down my face
Never thought I'd let anyone in
Because this is what happens
You didn't try to hurt me
You never did
But maybe I'm too weak
I still have feelings
I aught to get rid
Your intentions pure
U don't want me
Maybe I'm overthinking to sad to be sure
U seem to care
It seems u love me
Or maybe u don't I guess u have time to spare
Not enough no matter how hard I try
Deep in my feels over thinking
But still hesitant to cry.
~H1