(Forth’s dream)
“Hey forth, meet my brother Beam.” forth looked at the most beautiful person in front of him. The moment his eyes landed on him, he fell in love with him. It’s like his beauty has bewitched him. He decided this man would be his forever.
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Beam: “I am sorry p'forth, I know you really like me, believe me I think I also like you too at some point but please you need to understand, we can’t be together. The difference between us is too much. You are an idol, you are rich, educated and you also have a loving family but I am totally opposite of you. I am orphan. A small waiter at some restaurant. I am not rich like you. I didn’t even finish high school. You parents will never welcome someone like me in their family, who don’t even know his own origin. And the world will never accept our rel-
Forth: I don’t care. I don’t care, what would my parents think or the world would. The only thing I know is that I love you. And you are the one for me. I promise you, you never have to worry about those things. Just be my boyfriend.
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“They were on a beach. The cold breeze was hitting their skin. The moon was shining with its full ability along with twinkling stars, making the moment more memorable. Beam was holding the flowers forth given to him smiling at forth. Suddenly forth kneeled down in front of beam, taking out something from his pocket.
“Will you marry me Beam?”
Forth said as he open the lead of small box, smiling at Beam. Beam was surprised, tears were flowing from his eyes, sliding down his cheeks. It was the best birthday gift he had ever received. He wiped his tears, which can’t seems to stop.
“yes”
The moment beam said yes, forth smiled and took a ring from box and placed it on beam’s….
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They were standing in front of their family and friend in the church. Taking their woes for their secret marriage. Both were dressed in white tuxedoes looking all gorges.
“Will you, forth Jaturaphoom take Beam Baramee as your husband?”
I do (forth said smiling)
“Will you, Beam Baramee take forth Jaturaphoom as your husband?”
I do
Forth leaned down to kiss Beam.
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They were in their bedroom. All room was decorated with roses and candles. Beam was sitting infront of forth on their bed. Suddenly beam take something from under their bed, which was wrapped in gift Paper. Beam handed it to forth with a big smile on his face.
Beam: p'forth, Here, Your anniversary gift from me.
Forth pecked beam's cheek and taken the gift from his hand. He looked as how beam’s smile was getting more wider as he was opening the gift, making forth more curious of what Beam could have get for him.
The moment forth open the box,he stand up abruptly on the side of bed and looked at beam with tear stained face.
"Really?"
Beam nodded with the biggest smile. And the next moment he knew he was in the air as forth has picked him up and swinging him up in his arms. Forth stoped in the midway, placing beam on the bed carefully.
Forth: We should be careful. We have our little baby with us now.
(Forth said placing a hand on beam’s flat stomach and kissing him.
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Forth: Mark my word Beamie. It is boy.
(Forth said as they both were on beams monthly checkup to the hospital. Making beam rolled his eyes
Beam: Yeah, Yeah. You feel it. And I could feel that it’s a girl and I will name her Aranya.
(Beam said with a smirk)
Forth: No. Its him. and I will name him Han. You will see. If I am right, I will name our second child.
(Forth said with a smirk)
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“Believe Me forth. He is not your child. You could not trust that Beam. You know he grew up in the orphanage. These things are normal for him.” forth’s mom said to angry looking forth.
“Mae,Why won’t you believe me. It is my child and I am sure of it. And beam is not like that. I trust him.” forth said nth time to his mother.
“If you trust him that then, why are you disagree for DNA test?” she said, smirking st her son.
“Okay, but promise me you will accept Beam after the test came positive and promise me beam will never know we are doing this test behind his back.” forth said.
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Mrs. Jaturaphoom: See, (She throws DNA test paper infront of him).I told you , you cant trust people like him. Now se what he had done behind your back. That bastard is not your son.
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SHUT THE FUCK UP. THERE IS NO TRAP. IT WAS YOU ALL ALONG. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO WHORE AROUND BEHIND MY BACK. WHAT WERE YOU LACKING BEAM? I PROVIDE YOU HOME. I PROVIDE YOU MONEY, COMFORT, EVERYTHING. FUCKING I WOULD HAVE GIVEN MY LIFE IF YOU WANT. BUT YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE DONE THAT BEAM. YOU PLAYED WITH ME FOR MONTHS. YOU MADE ME FOOL INFRONT OF THE WORLD. I FEEL LIKE A FOOL WHO WAS TAKING CARE OF YOU ALL THESE MONTHS, FOR WHO, THIS BASTARD.
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Beam: DON’T CALL HIM THAT. HE IS YOUR SON. Please. (SOB) Believe me. (Sob) for once, look at him, hold him in your hands. (Sob) Everyone calling him names p'forth, from the moment he is born.(sob) Tell them he is not bastard. He is your son. Please. For once.
(Beam said between his cries. His son was also crying by constant yelling)
Forth: I DON’T WANT TO SEE THAT BASTARDS FACE IN MY LIFE.
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. “EVERYONE, MEET MY WHORE HUSBAND, AND HIS BASTARD CHILD, WHO I WAS THINKING WAS MINE. REMEMBER THIS SLUT’S FACE. NEVER FALL FOR SOMEONE LIKE HIM”
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Forth: I will come. But I have condition.
Beam: what?
Forth: put your head on the shoes of my driver.
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Dr.: Oh really. But Mr. Forth. I am sure he is your son, because the test won’t be 100% percent compatible unless you are his biological father.
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“Oh looks this is that Beam. Whore husband of our p'forth.”
“How could people like you even exist?’’
“Bitch”
“Whore”
“He should die.’’
“Where is that bastard son of yours you whore?”
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You were the one who declare me as whore in front of whole world. You were the one who bring this misery to me and my son.
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I am sorry beam. Please forgive me, Beam please.
Beam, please once.
BEAM
BEAM
BEAM
BEAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM………………………
Forth wake up frantically from his dream, with heavy breathing, sweating everywhere and tears continuously flowing from his eyes. He could feel someone was comforting him. He looked around. He was in living room of their apartment that he shared with other members. He didn’t remember how he came here. The last thing he remembered was dashing out of hospital and went to bar.
“forth?” he looked at the person who was calling him. It was Phana. In fact all of them looking at him in worry. He looked at phana, but quickly divert his gaze. How could he met his eyes with phana and tell him it was all lie? The DNA test was fake? The baby was his? How could he tell phana that the brother he declared as dead for him was actually innocent? How could he tell them that the person he called whore in front of whole world was actually a purest and innocent? How could he told them that the baby they call bastard and didn’t wanted to his face once was actually his child? How could he meet his eyes with them when he himself was ashamed of his own calling his only son bastard for years?
“Forth? Why are you crying?, what is it? Why did you drink this much forth until you passed out like this? “They were asking questions continuously. But forth got up abruptly and went inside his room and closed the door behind before anyone could enter. He started to scream and crying while smashing everything on wall that came in his hand out of anger. Scaring others who were still in living room. They all dashed towards forth’s room, hearing those loud noises and forth’s screaming and crying.
Wayo: P'FORTH OPEN THE DOOR.
(Wayo screamed while banging loudly on forth’s door. Others were doing same also but forth was not listening anything.)
Phana: FORTH, OPEN THE DOOR AND I WILL OPEN THE DOOR WITH KEY. FORTH
(Phana yelled on top of his lungs, startling every person present there.)
(Hearing phana’s voice, forth stopped. And slide down along the wall, crying while holding his hair in anger. He was not ready to face phana. He was not ready to face anyone. He took phone from his pocket and dialed Lam’s number.)
Forth: I WANT TO BE ALONE. DON’T DISTURB ME.
He said before lam could say hello and cut the call immediately. Crying hysterically remembering everything he had done to beam and his son.