Vulnerable, is one of those feeling which jungkook despise and never wanted to feel it in any kind of situation again.
The first time he felt vulnerable was when he saw his father embracing death, and he couldn't do anything but saw him losing his breathe front of him--
even though the lack of time he provides jungkook and given importants to their legacy more but jungkook never doubted his father's love for him
Deep inside he knows his father adore him , proud of him and that's enough for him , because his father was not less than a super hero for him
he don't remember how his mother loved him, cause he was just a minor when she passed away but the warmness in his father's eyes was enough for jungkook to imagine how she mother must had loved him and cherishes him
And besides jieun was there too , who give him a better upbringing, she was also there when he cried for being so helpless when his father passed away, she helped him to move on in life.
The second time he felt so vulnerable and helpless was taeyeon's birth time , the most dreadful yet so precious night if his life , seeing taehyung unconscious and knowingly they either will survive or die was most heartbreaking situation for jungkook---and he can't do anything except just pray for them---
he was so close to lose his sanity, but like a shinning armor in dark night his family was always there to support him , to give him shoulder when he feels like he might fall apart. his family, those who can fight the world for him.
Unlike taehyung's family--- who disowned him at his most vulnerable time, the make him feel so useless and treat him like dust on ground , he begged , pleads them to hear him---
but they were too blind to see the unspoken truth in his eyes , they were too oblivious to sense his pain and deaf to hear his cries
They had break his innocent and pure soul to the core that he even was ready to end his and his unborn child's life, they make him lose his sanity--
Jungkook still shivers by thought of, what if he wasn't there to hold taehyung on right time-- to give him support , respect and most importantly love he deserves?
Not matter how much he wants to denies but he knows if it wasn't him--- then on that night, taehyung probably would have end his life.
The mere thought of losing taehyung force Jungkook to tighten his grip around taehyung's waist who was fast asleep after crying hours in jungkook's arms, feeling so exhausted.
he was hugging taeyeon closer to him--- as jungkook hugged him from behind, it's a simple, comfortable position but somehow it's also the same position which can define how their relationship works
Both , taehyung and taeyeon--they lean on jungkook either emotionally or physically , they need him to support them comfort them and held them in their vulnerable moments.
They are his responsibilities and if something is hurting them then he must stop the pain before it harm his family more--
Sighing exhaustedly, jungkook carefully detached himself from his husband's body , before covering taehyung and his daughter with the duvet cover---
he looks at them for few seconds just admiring his husband and daughter sleeping peacefully , tangling their bodies together--
He shakes his head with a small smile as he bend down placing a sweet kiss on taehyung's forehead before he went to bathroom, wanting to get ride of tiredness.
He sigh in ease when the cold water hits his sore body-- the lack of rest and sleepless nights really makes his body tensed.
It was merely ten minutes when he suddenly heard a soft knock on bathroom's door, it makes jungkook snapped towards the closed door as he heard taehyung's hoarse voice---
" Kookie ?" Jungkook immediately turn off the shower and response "yes baby ?" he frowned when he didn't heard but instead he saw the door being opened as taehyung dressed up in his silk night ware stepping inside the bathroom
His eyes were puffy ,bed hair , as a cute pout adoring his pinkish lips.
"Baby what are you doing here?" instead of getting response , jungkook startled quietly when his husband hugged his wet and bare body--
" Tae__" jungkook squealed "you'll get wet your clothes baby" he tried to free himself from taehyung's grip but other was too stubborn to let me go
"What's with you huh? Being all clingy in early morning?" he tilted his head down trying to see his husband's puffed face---
"Tae?" he again called out getting a annoyed groaned back in response , taehyung looked up glaring at him--
"Do you mind?" Not wanting to face his husband's grumpy mood , jungkook sighed softly "no honey not at all"
"Good" taehyung grumble resting his head on his husband's well build bare chest "I don't feel very well though" he mumbled
"Oh? Headache?" jungkook gets few nods in response , making him runs his hand over taehyung's scalp , massaging it carefully "wanna take a bath together?" he subconsciously muttered out
And that's how both love birds found themselves , bathtub large enough for them, in a warm water covering there tensed bodies, a sighed of satisfaction escaped from both's mouth, immediately embracing the comfort ness.
They fell in comfortable silence just enjoying each other's presence, until taehyung decided to break it "kookie?"
The said male hummed still closing his eyes as he leaned over the bathtub "I'm sorry..." jungkook heard taehyung mumbled before feeling his body stiffened against his , as he opened his eyes
"For what baby?" He frowned now giving all attention to his husband "for stressing you" taehyung sighed looking down at water "you were already dealing with business events and now with the all chaos with my past"
"I thought maybe my past left behind when i left the country but no , it keep chasing me__" unconsciously tears welled up in taehyung's eyes , his heart aches by just the thought of his past.
"Hey.." jungkook straighten himself turning taehyung to himself as he grips his chin up "look at me tae"
Taehyung sniffed and looked up at his husband, making jungkook almost cooed loud at his cuteness , even after all these years , this big baby never failed to stunned jungkook by his innocence.
He can't believe this cry baby is the one who handles his whole family in his little finger, and helps him to dealing with tough and rough situation either it's personal or professional , business related, he makes every hard time bearable for jungkook
And oh, word can't explain how much jungkook loves this man full of wonders.
"Darling , stop wasting your precious tears, I can't afford to lose them---" jungkook muttered softly , and smiled in content when taehyung chuckled hitting his chest lightly
" Too sappiness" taehyung said with a pout adoring his lips "oh please, says the helplessly romantic one" jungkook playfully scoffed
" But it's not the right timing honey" taehyung rolled his eyes , but in the very next moment he gasp loudly when he get jerk forward as his husband give him mischievous smile and obviously a utterly teasing one.
" Romance time is always right time baby__" jungkook huskily whispered , running down his finger on taehyung's naked back, hearing his husband's breath hitches
"J-jungkook?" Taehyung stutter feeling jungkook's hands roaming his wet body--
It's not like he don't like those heavily touches but it that's mean he is ready to face everyone with hickies on his neck , limping around, in this resort away from his house, and specially when his daughter is sleeping outside of this freaking bathroom ? hell no.
"Kookie?" he again called out his men but after not getting any response it's finally start annoying taehyung.
"Okay you ask for it" jungkook yelp not so in manly voice , rubbing his forearm "tae! you bite pretty hard!" jungkook hissed seeing the clear teeth marks.
"I have to ! You were out of this damn world !" taehyung exclaimed averting his eyes somewhere else , jungkook pout slightly
"I was lost in you though"
Taehyung's cheeks redden upon hearing this, god this men's audacity--- he is pouting like he wasn't the one who give shivers down to his spine awhile ago.
Taehyung abruptly tries to get out of the bathtub, but get pulled back again.
"Where are you going?" jungkook asked holding his husband's hand "away from your horny ass!" taehyung responded
"Oh , it wasn't me who come inside bathroom knowing a hot men is showering there!"
Taehyung snickers "my bad, Mr hot men but I'm afraid our daughter might wake up and start finding us!"
Jungkook sighed softly releasing taehyung's hand "yeah right, go away!" he humphed looking down at water
But suddenly a pair of hands cupped his face , and instantly his lips get captured by his husband's pinkish one.
He couldn't help but break into a soft yet endearing smile , drowning into the love his beloved held for him--- only him.
" Be quick babe--" taehyung muttered after pulling out , as jungkook nods while giving him a smile.
Jungkook saw his husband wrapping robe around his curvy body heading out of the bathroom,
A soft sighed escape from his lips, leaning against the bathtub he smiled slightly, taehyung always give him ease feeling the morning of course started with so many messed up thoughts, but it didn't last long.
Because they have each other to take care of one another, even in bad days they definitely will find peace in each-other's arms.
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"Whom are you texting?" taehyung asked looking at jungkook through the mirror as he continues comb his hair
Jungkook who was still in bathrobe tilted his head up and looked at his stunning husband all dressed up "your in laws" he replied before throwing his phone on bed
Glancing at his daughter sleeping like star fish on bed "why?" jungkook snapped his head towards taehyung we he heard him---
Jungkook walked towards taehyung hugging him from behind as he rest his chin on his shoulder "You are telling them everything today"
Taehyung frowned upon hearing this, it was clear that jungkook want to short out everything quickly, even he wanted it though but it is not a that easy to bring his past front of his family
"I'm not pressuring you baby you know I'll be there with you__" jungkook muttered when he felt taehyung getting stiffened against him "I just want to end this before it damage you or our family in any way__"
Taehyung sighed softly turning to face his husband before he cupped his face lovingly "I know , and I'm ready too but I'm still worried about noona"
"I'm too but she deserves to know the truth more than anyone, I can't believe he kept my sister in dark !" Jungkook said clenching his jaw in anger
"Hey calm down , I know he did wrong but he loves noona kook we can't denies this" taehyung utter , sensing jungkook's anger and stressed he decided to change the topic "okay let's talk about it later hmm you go get ready are you going to talk with them like this?!"
He tugged the bathrobe making jungkook sighed "yeah I should__" he get cut off by a loud whine coming from taeyeon
They both chuckled seeing their daughter rolling and stretching her body on bed "go get her before she gets in grumpy mood baby" jungkook laughed
" Will do Mr jeon" taehyung giggles skipping towards taeyeon and immediately scooping her in his arms,
"Oh my look at my princess hair!" he exclaimed dramatically pointing on taeyeon's messed up bed hair which makes taeyeon snickers and jungkook laugh loud
"Oh my looks like someone won the battle against the tornado!" jungkook gushed as taeyeon whined, pretending to be offend.
"Dada!papa!"
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" What happened jungkook ?" that's the first thing jieun asked when they all meet up in one of resort garden area.
Jieun, yugyeom, John was present there with the young Jeon couple, they had told Mark to take care of taeyeon for awhile , they have decided it already , it's now or never.
"I wanted to tell you guys something really important__" jungkook utter
"Is it about last night? See kook-ah I'm really sorry you have to see that , and whatever you did was right I myself highly despise this kind of behavior" John said frowning a little and indeed he hates to see someone disrespecting his family
"How is yeonie ?" Yugyeom asked looking worriedly
"She is fine hyung and thankfully she seems to forget everything quickly" taehyung said
"Yes but this is not about the last night__" jungkook added as he glanced at taehyung
"Then?"
"We will tell you guys when noona join us--" jungkook muttered looking around , he had text Irene as well, but there she didn't response nor she is present
"Did she read your text?" taehyung worriedly asked earning a nod back "she did but she didn't reply"
The unsettled feeling start growing in taehyung's heart , he don't but there is something bad , he can feel it , he glanced at jungkook eyes filled with uneasiness
"I think I should check her out" he abruptly stood up from chair, making jungkook worried
"I'll come with you" he said then nod at his family telling them they will be right back as they marches inside the resort
They were on the way towards the Irene's room when they suddenly halt on their steps looking at certain person who is coming inside the resort
"Hyung-g" taehyung stutter looking at bogum in panicked, he looks at others up to down, taehyung was dumbfounded to see his state
"Bogum hyung what-t happened?" he asked worriedly looking at other's tears strained face, bloodshot eyes and crumble clothes, the send dusted all over the clothes , it was clear bogum was a messed
It clenched taehyung's heart badly when bogum looked up to him and give him a awfully bitter smile "I did it tae" he utter in a broken voice
"I told her everything--" jungkook frowned looking at bogum "what do you mean?" He asked
But bogum didn't reply him , instead he looks at taehyung as subconsciously tears rolled down from his eyes "I told her truth tae-e , she looks so broken and it all because of me!"
The bitterness , the hate for himself was obvious in bogum's voice , making taehyung hard to breathe
"Hyung-g where is noona-a" taehyung's voice broke by even thinking about his noona's state
"I don't know-w" bogum choked out , remembering about how Irene left him alone on the beach without even uttering a word to him but her eyes were speaking louder than words---
"What do mean by you don't know!?" Jungkook snapped pulling bogum's collar "where is my sister ?!"
But it was useless, bogum was too shattered from inside to get affect by any force , he was lost---
"Jungkook!" Taehyung held jungkook's hand prying bogum's collar "babe calm down he is not in his right mind"
Jungkook shoved away bogum harshly , making him stable back "how fucking he can just say he don't know ?! She was with him last night!" he yelled
"she runs away--" bogum murmured glancing up at them "she runs away from me ! She didn't want to see me , I tried to not let her go! I always have been trying to not let her go but last night I couldn't!" bogum snapped pouring out his feelings
"I couldn't stopped her because she was running away from me!" He sobbed out "I lost her-r I lost her tae-e"
" You don't deserve noona--- you fucking don't deserve my sister!" jungkook spat
"Jungkook please, we need to find where is noona---" taehyung said trying to calm his husband
Jungkook pry himself away from taehyung, glaring at bogum down , who was on floor looking miserably devastated
"If anything wrong happens to her I swear Park bogum I'll kill you--"
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Happy birthday to you , happy birthday day dear XoXo00009 happy birthday to youuuu *clapping*
Ah I really hope you are happy ! I don't know about your country but in my country it still 26th May :) and before thanking me , you definitely should thanks your taekook_00_lover for this , you have a great best friend who cares about your happiness ❤️ god bless you both.
Anyway my fellows readers since destiny is very close to it's end so I'm publishing my new book "My Omega" soon with the next chapter I know I suppose to publish it with this today but well :") things doesn't work out as we plan *sigh*