~ One Year Later
• Hayes POV •
"Baby, you look fine." I told Kaye, as she looked in the mirror.
It's crazy how I see her as the most beautifulest girl in the world and she sees herself literally as a piece of garbage. Usually her self confidence level from one to ten, ten being the highest is a hundred in one, so I have no idea what the problem is right now.
"Maybe we should just stay home and sleep." She said, taking her heels off. She threw them to the side and huffed, laying on the bed. I sighed and laid beside her.
I laid on my side and looked at her. "What's the matter?" I asked. She put her head in her pillow and I sat up. "Kalyn, why do you feel ugly?" I asked. She started talking into the pillow and all I heard was a lot of mumbling.
"You have to sit up." I said, pulling her up. She sat up and looked at me. "Now, tell me what's wrong." I said. She huffed and laid back. There was no more of the bed so she ended up falling back onto the floor.
I chuckled and she whimpered laying on the floor like a helpless dog. I looked at how cute she looked when she was upset, which soon stopped when she got up stomping out of the room.
She's hormonal just like she was when she was pregnant with the twins. One minute she's happy and the next she's throwing chairs or cursing me out. Not really, but that's what it seemed like.
No, she's not pregnant. We're sticking to the two are already have. Dallas and Alex had just turned one a few months ago and that's when Kaye started being bipolar and started having less confidence.
I walked out of our room and checked every room before finding her in the twins room. I don't know why that wasn't the first place I checked, I always find myself coming in here whenever Kaye randomly walks out of our room.
She was looking at Alex as he slept and I wrapped my arms around her from behind. I rested my head on my shoulder and she sighed. "Baby." I frowned. "Mhm?" She asked. I took her hand and pulled her back to our room.
I closed the door and walked her to the bathroom. "Look at yourself." I told her. She did as told and looked in the mirror. "What do you love about yourself?" I asked. "Well I guess I hate my-" I cut her off. "I said love." I said.
"Everything." She truthfully. Now that was my Kaye talking. "Why is it that every time we make plans to go out, you get dressed and don't feel like going out anymore?" I asked.
"It's stupid." She mumbled, walking away.
"If you don't get your cute ass back over here." I said. She stopped and I could feel her smiling. I grabbed her arm and pulled her close to me.
"I love so many things about you, but I hate one thing and it kills me." I said. "Is it my hips, because-" I cut her off for the second time, getting really frustrated with her.
I picked her up, sitting her on the counter. "I hate how you put yourself down. The Kaye I know knows she's hot as fuck and doesn't give a shit about anyways thinks." I said. She shook her head and I lifted her head up so that she was looking me directly in the eye.
"Say you're not beautiful and I'll leave you alone." I said. "I'm. Not. Beau-" for third time tonight, I was cutting her off. "Alright, I've had enough for tonight." I said. I threw her over my shoulder and of course, she started to fight back.
"Hayes you know I hate this." She shouted. "And you know I hate when you get like this." I said. We were pretty much even. She hates when I do something and I hate when she does something so it evens out.
I laid her on our bed and I laid beside her.
"Tomorrow I'm taking you out and you're not backing out of it." I told her. She nodded and started getting undressed. "I need to put my hair up." She said. She got out I bed and I stared at her butt as she walked.
"Stop staring." She called out as she walked in the bathroom. I laughed and took my shirt off, getting under the covers.
I texted Nash telling him we didn't need him to babysit because for the fourth time this month, Kaye didn't want to go out. I set my phone down and Kaye turned the lights off, getting in bed with me.
"Come cuddle with me." I said. She scooted over and once she was in reach, I pulled her close to me. She turned over so that we are basically spooning. "I love you." I said. She turned her head, sticking out her lips. I gave her a quick peck and she told me she loved me.
• Next Morning •
Kaye was laying down on my chest and I could hear her soft snores. I sat there running my hands through her hair, but soon stopped when I heard one of the boys crying.
I quietly and softly got out of bed, making sure I didn't wake Kaye. I walked to the boys room and I saw both boys awake. Dallas stopped crying as soon as I walked over to his crib and I chuckled, picking him up.
I did the same with Alex and walked downstairs with both boys in my arms. I set them down on the blanket that was never moved from yesterday morning. I turned the tv on putting on a random cartoon show, to keep them occupied.
I mean all they do is crawl around and get into stuff. I put the gate up that blocked off the stairs and the other ones were already up. I've tripped over these dumb gates about ten times and that's only this week.
I went to the kitchen and started making break. Yes, I do know how to cook, now anyways.
• Kaye POV •
I woke up to see Hayes wasn't in our bed anymore. I looked around and he wasn't even in our room. I got up, putting on shorts and I went to the twins room. They weren't in there so I'm guessing Hayes decided to make breakfast.
I walked to the stairs and saw Alex hanging onto the gate. I smiled walking downstairs and once he saw me he started getting excited. I stepped over the gate and picked him up. He started to laugh and I put him down on the blanket.
Dallas was too into the show to notice. I went to the kitchen and Hayes was making pancakes. I came up from behind and wrapped my arms tightly around his torso. "Good morning baby." I said. He turned around and kissed my forehead.
"How did you sleep?" He asked. I shrugged, mumbling out a 'good' as I sat down at the table. He sat down in front of me and I gave him a weird look.
I sneezed and he made a disgusted face. "Ew." He mumbled. I gave him a look and he chuckled.
"Finish cooking or the food will burn." I told him. He mimicked me as he got up doing so. "So, did you think about daycare?" Hayes asked me.
"Hayes. I'm not doing it." I said. Hayes used to refuse to daycare too, but after some girl told him good things about daycare his mind changed. My mind was never going to changes
"So where are they going today?" He asked folding his arms. I folded my arms and we stared at each other. He gave me a dirty look and I gave him a dirtier look.
"I think we should check it out at least." He said. I looked at the kitchen doorway and saw Dallas crawling into the kitchen. "Come here." I said holding my arms out.
I've been waiting for them to walk, but it's not happening. They stand up for two seconds and sit right back down.
I watched as Dallas tried to stand up, but like I said, they always end up sitting right back down.
"Hey Dallas." Hayes cooed, picking him up. "Hayes food." I said. He continued to play with Dallas and I stood up, finishing breakfast.
"Get Alex please." I told Hayes. He nodded and put Dallas in his seat. I got their baby food and opened it. Dallas never let's me feed him, so imagine how bad it is when Hayes isn't here.
"Can I feed you today?" I asked him. He just looked at me and I took a little of the apple sauce, holding it up to his mouth. He held out his arm trying to take the spoon but I moved it so it wasn't in reach.
He started crying and I set the spoon down, so Hayes could do it.
•
After breakfast, Hayes went to get ready for his morning classes and I got my lap top. I'm still doing online classes, because someone has to be here with the boys and I didn't mind.
"Dallas stop." I told Dallas as he started touching the CD's Hayes must've left out. He looked at me and smiled. He continued to do it and I took the CD's putting them away.
Hayes came downstairs and kissed me. "I'll be back by lunch." He said. "I might go to the studio earlier today." I told him. "Don't stay too late, I'm talking you out." He said.
I nodded and he said bye to the boys and left.
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and the journey begins!
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