**YOUR POV**
„I hope you get to see her soon." she took my hand and gave it a squeeze.
„I think the last time I saw her and my dad was two years ago. They saw Harry only on Skype calls but never met him personally. My mother is everything to me and she never saw me when I was pregnant and what I'm most sad about is, that she never got to meet Emma."
Tears started to fill my eyes as I talked about my parents. I just miss them so much.
„Aw sweetie, I'm sure you will get to see them soon and they're gonna love Harry and Emma. Don't be sad, the opportunity will come." Gemma told me smiling at me.
„I guess." Imagining how Harry would meet my parents made me happy somehow. I knew for a fact they would love him and care about him like it was their son. They talk with him for hours on our phonecalls and when he showed them Emma, they immediately started to cry and took her into their heart.
„Hey it's almost time to go to the arena, let's go home to get ready, I'll pick you up when you're ready. Alright?" Gemma interrupted my thoughts.
„Yes, let's do that, I'm sure Anne is coming soon too."
„Look who just woke up, my little angel." I said with a high pitched voice as I stroke with my finger over her tiny nosetip when Gemma gave Emma to me.
She laughed at me and made these cute squeaky babynoises.
„Oh how I love you. That's right sweetie, mommy loves you so much."
Her brown curly hair started to grow and they get longer and longer, just like Harry's.
I laid Emma in her stroller, we paid our coffees and both got home.
I had to get ready quickly since Gemma is picking me up later.
The cafe was not far from our house so I walked together with Emma.
I just got home and put my keys into the front door to unlock it when I saw Anne's car pulling up in the driveway.
„Hey Y/n, how are you darling?" she smiled at me when she walked to the door taking off her sunglasses.
„Hii, I'm doing great, how are you?" I hugged her.
„I'm good, and how are you my little munchkin?" she bent down and gave Emma a kiss on her cheek.
„Thank you so much that you came to watch her. You don't know how much this means to me." I told her letting her into the house.
„Oh don't worry. You two need some time alone and I love spending time with Em. You just go out and have fun. Emma and I are gonna be fine here."
„Thanks. Can I get you something to drink?" I asked her as I sat Emma into her child seat in the livingroom. She loved it and laughed the whole time as soon as I placed her in there.
„No thank you, go get ready now, I know you have to leave soon." she almost pushed me up the stairs to make me go.
„Alright, if you need something, make yourself comfortable, feel like you're at home." I called as I made my way upstairs.
I went to the bathroom and took a long, hot shower. The bathroom was already filled with steam when I got out of the shower to wrap my towel around my body. I dried my hair with the hairdryer while I thought what outfit I should wear tonight. I decided to go with black pants, a white t-shirt and a light blue beautiful blazer.
I did my make up and finished my hair. I can't remember when I did such an effort to look good for a night out but it felt really good for once to make myself pretty and ready to go out.
I got dressed in the bedroom and put my necklace and rings on. I decided to put my white converse on since they are the most comfortable ones I have and didn't wear heels in ages.
I grabbed my little purse that matched my blazer perfectly and got downstairs.
„Wow, you look gorgeous Y/n." Anne said before I could even reach the floor.
„Aw thanks. So Gemma is gonna be here to pick me up any minute, if something's wrong or you need anything just call me or Harry."
„Everything is gonna be fine, don't worry sweetie, we're gonna have lots of fun here." she said with Emma sitting on her hip.
„Okay. Bye my little angel, I love you." I said to Emma who was smiling at me with her cute little black eyes. I spread my kissed everywhere on her face.
„Go now, go, go." Anne said laughing and literally pushed me out of the door.
As I expected Gemma was already waiting on the side of the street. I got through the gate and hopped into her car.
„Hey, are you ready?" she asked when I closed the door.
„I'm more than ready." I said fastening my seatbelt.
She put the gearstick in drive and we geaded to the arena.
We arrived a few moments later and got in. We were backstage walking through the corridors searching for the boys.
I got into Harry's dressing room assuming he would be there while Gemma walked towards the room where the others were.
„Good evening honey." I said when I saw him sitting on the couch changing his shoes.
„Hey sweet-, wow you look incredible!" He got up to kiss me. He smiled at me and gave me an up and down look.
„Thank you. Ugh I missed this." I placed myself on the couch and put my purse on the side table next to it.
„What did you miss?" he took off his black and white floral shirt and changed it into a basic grey t-shirt.
„Just being here in the arena and hanging out with you guys backstage and then watching your show. It makes me so happy and I really missed it.
„Well we all missed you too around here. Hey did you already see the boys?"
„No I came straight to see you." I told him after he finished changing.
„Let's go see them the show starts in a few minutes." he said as I stood up and walked towards the door.
We got out and headed right behind the stage where they got ready. I guess Gemma already got to the VIP section seeing she wasn't there.
„Heeey Y/n, how are you?"
They all smiled at me and came over to hug me.
„Great thanks, I'm excited to see you on stage again soon. I haven't heard you live in moths." I told them after I hugged the last one of them.
„Well we're on stage in five minutes, go to your seat before you miss the beginning." Louis said as they put their earpieces in their ears.
„See you after the show, love you." Harry said and kissed me on my lips.
I immediately got to my seat next to Gemma in the front row, right on the side of the stage and sat down.
Shortly after I sat down, they appeared on stage and on the giant screen behind them.
I was so proud of him seeing of how much he achieved since he went to the X-factor. He has a daughter now and is a world wide known singer in a successful band. He worked so hard for this and it was worth it. It really was. I couldn't be prouder of this man.
The show was already halfway through, the time passed fast. They just started singing best song ever. Zayn was hitting the high notes and they harmonized so good. Harry walked to the edge of the stage interacting with the fans when suddenly the smoke machines spat smoke in the air. Harry was standing right over one of the machines and the smoke hit him right in the face. He instantly backed up but it was too late.
He started coughing and couldn't stop. He turned around and walked back to the main stage. Harry held onto his chest shutting his eyes. He must have been in pain. The coughing didn't stop, it got worse instead. The boys didn't realize that he was struggling to breathe because Harry came running to the side of the stage where Gemma and I were. He bent down at the edge with his hands resting on his thighs and waved to us.
We immediately jumped up. I got through the barrier right to the wall of the stage where Harry was coughing his lungs out.
„What's wrong Harry?"
„I- I- can't-......breathe-....in-...in-...haler...my chest....it hurts...." he tried to say while he was coughing, his hand hitting his chest to try and make it better.
„Shit, you have an Astham attack, I'll get your inhaler, just try to breathe slowly. I'll be right back baby."
He nodded and I got back to Gemma to find my purse.
„Where the hell is my purse?! Fuck I left it backstage.." I realized and ran as fast as I could through the arena, up the stairs and backstage through the corridor until I arrived in his dressing room where my purse still laid on the table. I searched for his inhaler and immediately ran back. I arrived at the arena again. I didn't care and just got up the stairs on stage where Harry was still trying to fill his lungs with air.
„Here take it and breathe." I told him when I handed him over his inhaler.
He breathed in and let out a deep breath after he put the inhaler out of his mouth.
He was still coughing and trying to catch his breath.
„Breathe slowly in and out, it's getting better soon."
„Is it better now?" I asked him my hand rubbing his back.
„Yeah...it get's better...thank you." he still caughed a bit and was out of breath but he sat down on the floor of the stage resting his head between his legs.