**YOUR POV**
We got into the dressing room with Harry and laid him down on the couch.
„I'll be right back guys." I told Harry who was there with Zayn.
I got out of the door and panicked.
„What should I do? What the fuck should I do?" I whispered to myself while I nervously walked around in the hallway.
Tears filled my eyes. I just didn't know what t do anymore. The permanent pain he feels, shatteres my heart into peaces everytime I watch him barely walking.
„Hey, hey calm down luv, calm down." I heard Louis voice behind me when they came off stage.
„I don't know what to do..." I said crying.
He hugged me, rubbing my back.
„It's gonna be fine, we are here too. Come on let's get in to see him." he said.
I nodded and went back in. Harry was still laying on the couch, crying. He took his shirt off and a bruise in the middle of his back appeared.
I walked over to him and crouched down.
„Do you want me to call the doctor again?" I ask, my voice shivering as I tried to smile a little.
„You cried?" he asked.
„Mhm" I nodded.
„Why?"
„It's just heartbreaking for me to see you in so much pain. I want you to feel better." I expained.
He tried to get up. I saw the pain in his eyes.
„Stop...Don't move Harry." I said but he was already standing on his feet.
He hugged me. I put my hands around his back and gently rubbed it.
„I don't want you to worry about me...I'm gonna get through this okay?" he whispered into my ear.
„Okay." I answered, leaning my head on his shoulder.
„Do you want to go home?" I asked him.
„Yes please. But can we walk? It's not that far from home and I really can't take the pain now to sit in the car and get out of it again."
„Of course, it's good for your back anyway so let's go." I said.
We said goodbye to the boys and left.
Once again we walked hand in hand out of the arena and along the sidewalk.
It was alrrady hard for Harry to walk and since he got hit with that waterbottle, it was even harder.
After a few metres Harry stopped. We only got through the gate of the arena.
„What's wrong?" I asked him.
He put his hand on his back.
„Can we just stop for a minute, it really hurts."
„Of course." I said, rubbing his back.
We kept on walking after a minute when someone stopped us. It was a fan that just came out of the arena.
„Harry?" she asked.
He slowly turned around.
„I'm sorry I'm not really able to take pictures now, my back hurts a lot.." he explained.
The girl looked on the ground and started to cry.
„I know...I'm so sorry I threw the waterbottle at you...I really didn't want to hurt you, I didn't even want to hit you....I'm sorry." the girl said.
„What's your name?" Harry asked.
„Kayla.." she answered.
„Listen Kayla, it's okay but the thing is, it's pretty dangerous for us on stage when you guys throw things. Unfortunately I was already hurt and it caused more pain for me, that's why you all have to be careful with that or just stop throwing stuff. You know what I mean?" Harry explained, his voice shaking.
„I understand, really...I'm so sorry for hurting you more I feel so bad, I didn't want that to happen.." she said.
„It's okay." Harry said and tried to smile at her.
The girl then turned around and walked away.
Harry and I kept on walking after that.
„It was sweet that she apologized." I said.
„Yes it is and I think she learned a lesson today." Harry said.
We walked and walked until we arrived at Harry's driveway and got into the house.
„Are you feeling better?" I asked him as he managed to sit down on the couch.
„Actually yes, it hurts less."
„Good, that's a good sign. Now lay down I'm gonna massage your back with some gel on it." I said.
He laid down on his stomach and took off his shirt and the posture band.
I put the gel on his back and massaged it afterwards.
„Is it alright like that? Does it hurt?"
„No, it's fine." he said.
„Wow that bottle really left a mark there, right in the middle of your back." I said.
„Yeah, that really hit me hard."
„I was really worried about you when you were laying on the ground with everyone surrounding you." I said. „I didn't know what to do, I was so scared. First I thought you fainted because of the constant pain but then I realized it was this bottle."
„I was scared too. I felt something hitting me hard and then I just lost control of my body and collapsed. And when I was on the ground I couldn't move because of the massive pain." he said.
„Aaw honey, I'm so sorry."
I washed my hands in the kitchen and got back to Harry. I let myself down on the couch next to him. Luckily he had a big couch in that giant house he has.
He turned to his side to face me. All I could stare at was his torso.
„Did I ever tell you that I love your tattoos?" I asked.
He looked up surprisingly.
„Really? Nobody ever told me that." he said.
„I love them, espescially the butterfly." I said slowly touching it.
After a while laying there I realized he was shivering.
„You're not getting sick now, are you?" I asked feeling his forehead.
„I hope not, but I feel really cold." he said.
„Your forehead is warm, I'm gonna get the thermometer to measure your temperature." I told him.
I got up and grabbed a blanket that was laying around on a chair and covered him with it.
„Thank you." he said.
I put the thermometer into his mouth and after a few seconds it beeped. I looked at it.
„No fever, luckily. I'll make you a hot tea so you can warm up or do you want a heating pad?" I asked.
„A heating pad is just fine but I want you here with me."
He lifted up the blanket, tapping on the couch, showing me I had to lay down next to him.
„I'm right back, I'll get the pad for you first."
I walked over to the kitchen and heated up the pad.
„Do you want the tea or not? Or something to eat?" I asked while I was in the kitchen and typing in the time for the heatig process.
„Tea is fine, if you don't mind." I heard his response from the other side of the house.
I smiled at his politeness he always has and never loses, not even if he is angry or in a lot of pain like right now.
I heated up the water and took two teacups out of the cabinet.
„Oow shit!" I mumbled to myself when one of them fell and a shard cut my finger.
„What's wrong?" Harry called.
„Nothing, I dropped a teacup and it cut my finger, it's fine." I answered.
„Let me get a band aid." He said.
„No no no, stop, I'll get it myself, you lay down there." I told him. „Jeez Styles it's just a small cut." I laughed.
I got a band aid out of my purse and wrapped it around my finger. I always had some with me just in case.
I went back to the kitchen to clean up the mess that the shards caused.
After I cleaned up everything I poured the hot water in two cups and put teabags in them. The heating ped was finally hot so I took it out of the microwave and brought everything into the livingroom to Harry.
„What are you doing?" I asked shocked.
„Did you hurt yourself again?"