I Want It All | Spencer Reid...

By theunknownuser1980

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"You're not alone Y/N. We all have our moments, where we feel alone, scared, unwanted, and unloved. I've bee... More

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By theunknownuser1980

LIGHT SMUT AND FLUFF
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02/23/2018
Friday
5:31pm

The next day, you and Spencer stayed at your apartment in bed watching movies, documentaries, and shows. You introduced AHS to him and he loved it.

"If I would've known about this show sooner, I would've watched it a long time ago." Spencer said as he readjusted himself on the bed.

"Why didn't you know about it?" You asked curiously.

Spencer moved his legs so you could lay between them and he kissed the top of your head and said, "I'm a technophobe. I barely got an iPhone last year. I didn't watch movies, I watched  films in different languages."

You let out a gasp, "Well then I'm happy to be the one to introduce you to the one of many shows and movies  I enjoy watching." You say and look up at him and he looks down placing his lips on yours.

Spencer deepened the kiss and you let out a moan as he grabbed a fistful of your hair pulling your head back even more. "Fuck." You breathed out.

You grabbed onto one of his hands and brought it up to your throat and let it sit there, but Spencer applied a small amount of pressure.

Since you were still on your period, you were not about to have sex, but what's the harm in making out.

Spencer bit down on your lip, earning a low whine from you and you did the same too him, but his grip on your throat tightened.

You moved around and he pulled away and you went to straddle him, but before you could kiss him again, his phone rang.

You throw your head back and let out a groan as he reaches for his phone, and you roll off of him and place your head on his chest as he answers.

"Hey what's up?"
"Oh shit, um no I just got busy."
"How long have you been there."
"Ok, um I'll be there in 20 minutes."
"Alright then. Bye."

Before he ended the call, he looked down at you and gave you a smile.

"Do you have to go to work now?" You ask. "No I don't. I have to go home, but you can come with me though." He says and flashes you a big smile.

"Alright then lets go." You say getting off the bed and walking into your closet to change.

Spencer on the other hand sat on the bed, waiting for you to change. "I'll be quick." You yell out from your closet and you hear Spencer let out a chuckle.

You put on an oversized gray hoodie, a pair of black tights, black converse, and put on a few necklaces and rings.

Walking out of the closet, you went into the bathroom to put your hair up into a messy bun, Spencer walked in and looked at you through the mirror.

He didn't say anything, just gave you a smile and walked closer to you giving you a kiss on the cheek. You look at yourself in the mirror and see that you're blushing.

"All done. Lets go." You announce and walked out with Spencer. "Um do you want me to stay or are your gonna bring me back home?" You ask nervously.

"You can stay at my place." He tells you and you quickly grab a bag and put in extra clothes, toiletries, and your charger.

"Let's go." Spencer says as he sees that your ready.
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We got to his apartment building and as we were walking up, you heard the sounds of a man, a woman and a child.

You looked at Spencer and he gave you a smile. Once we got closer to his door we saw people standing outside of it and then this, "Uncle Spencer."

You looked at the little boy running towards Spencer, he was maybe around two years old, curly hair, light brown eyes, tan skin, and the most adorable voice.

"Hey buddy. How's it going?" Spencer asked the child as he picked him up and gave him the biggest hug, as if he hadn't seen him in years.

"Pretty boy, it's good to see you again." The tall tan skinned man said as he walked closer to us.

Pretty boy, huh that's a good one.

"Hey Derek. Hi Savannah." Spencer said and put the child down on the ground and gave the man who's name is Derek a hug and the woman named Savannah a hug.

You stood there awkwardly, until Derek spoke. "Hi I'm Derek. You must be Spencer's girlfriend?" You flash him a smile and extend your hand to shake it and say, "Yes that's me. Nice to meet you, I'm Y/N."

"Very nice to meet you too. This is my wife, Savannah and my son, Hank."

Spencer opened the door and let us all in and we all sat in the living room. "Y/N, Derek used to work for the BAU for almost 12 years, but he left a few years ago to be with his family." Spencer says.

You nod and then Derek starts bringing up old memories.
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All of you are laughing as Derek tells the story when he and Spencer got stuck in an elevator together and how Derek claims that he wasn't scared, but Spencer whispered into your ear saying, "He was fucking terrified."

"Remember that one time we had a prank war? Damn that shit was hilarious. I hate to admit it, but I definitely lost. Y/N if I were you don't start any prank wars with him." Derek says and you look over at Spencer and smile devilishly.

"Man there are so many stories to tell. Has Spencer told you any of these stories? Or shown you pictures of the team?" Derek ask you.

"I actually met two people from the team. Luke And David Rossi, but I've heard a few stories, but have not seen any pictures." You say and look at Spencer. "I wanna see some pictures." You say and Spencer looks at you then at Derek.

"Um sure. Let me go get them." He says and gets up and walks into his room.

"So Y/N are you still attending school or do you have a job?" Derek asks you.

"Um I'm a registered nurse at Bethesda General Hospital. I got my bachelors degree in nursing last year and have been working there for a few months now." You explain.

"Oh my god, I used to work there. Is Dr. Wilson still there?" Savannah says.

"Oh my god. Yeah he's still there. I'm always on his service." You say and just before she could say anything else, Spencer walks in with pictures.

He sits back down next to you and before he shows you the pictures he says, "I just want to tell you that I didn't used to look like this before, so-."

"Oh come on Spence, I wanna see them." You say and he hands you the pictures.


"Babe you lived up to the name pretty boy. You are the definition of aging like fine wine." You say and earning a laugh from everyone.

As you look through the pictures, you think to yourself, how the fuck is everyone on the team so fucking attractive?

"That's Hotch. He doesn't work in the BAU anymore , he left the beginning of last year. That is Elle. She left the BAU ten years ago. That is Gideon, he left almost ten years ago, but he died three years ago. This is Emily. She's been in the BAU for more than ten years now."

Damn Emily is hot.

"This is Jennifer. She's been in the BAU for 13 years, same as me and she's like a sister to me. That's David Rossi, who you have met and he was actually the one to start the BAU along with Gideon back in the 90s. This is Tara, she joined two years ago a little before Derek left. Then there is Matt, he just joined the team, but he's been in the FBI for years. That's Luke, who you have also met. He joined the team last year and he was in the fugitive task force before joining."

How could they get work done when they all look like that?

"That's Alex, she joined the team four years ago, but left a year later. That's Kate, she was on the team for a year, but she left shortly after something happened. That's Derek, who you know now." He points at a picture of him and another woman in what looks like a field.

"Best for last. That is Penelope Garcia. She is the technical analyst for the BAU and she is damn good at her job. She's been in the BAU for thirteen years now and she always amazes me on what she can do."

Spencer concludes and placed the pictures down on the table, since you went through all of them.

"You guys are all pretty close, huh?" You ask.

"Yeah, when you have a job like ours, it's hard to find people who understand what you go through everyday. I'm lucky that I was able to find Savannah and Pretty boy over here is lucky he found you." Derek says.

You lean your head on Spencer's shoulder and he kisses the top of your head. "Yes I am." He says underneath his breath, only you can hear.

"Mommy, are we gonna go see auntie Penelope now?" Hank asks Savannah.

She looks over at Derek and he nods and stands up. "Well it was nice seeing you pretty boy." Derek says and gives Spencer a hug. "And it was nice meeting you Y/N." He tells you and brings you in for a hug.

"It was nice meeting you as well."

"Thank you for letting us visit Spencer." Savannah says and gives Spencer a hug and she comes over to you giving you a hug. "It was nice meeting you Y/N. Do me a favor and tell Dr. Wilson, Savannah Morgan said Hi." You nod at what she told you.

"Bye Uncle Spencer."  Hank yells out.

"Bye buddy, I'll see you next time you come to visit." Spencer says to the little boy.

"Ok. Bye Y/N." He says to you.

"Bye Hank." You say and flash him a smile.

Spencer walks them to the door and you pick up all the cups and plates and take them into the kitchen. You start to wash the dishes and you hear the front door close.

You feel Spencer wrap his arms around your waist and rest his chin on your shoulder. He gives you a kiss on the cheek and makes his way down to your neck and sucks at the skin, leaving a dark hickey.

Placing the last plate in the dishwasher, you turn around and smash your lips onto his. Spencer brings his hands down from your waist to your ass and gives it a slap, earring a small moan from you.

He places his hands on the backs of your thighs and says in between the kiss, "Jump." You oblige and wrap your arms around his neck and he picks you up and sets you down on the counter.

You run your fingers through his hair and tug on it, earning a groan from him, but he does the same to you, only harder.

"Fuck."  You breathe out.

Spencer tilts your head and kisses your neck. You let out a whine as he nips the skin, but the pain goes away as he places a kiss there.

You place your hands on his shoulder and you get an idea.

Since you can't have sex because of your period, that doesn't mean you can't please Spencer.

You drop your hands from his shoulders to his belt and start to unbuckle it. "We can't baby, you're on your period." Spencer says as he grabs a hold of your wrists.

"Just because I'm on my period, that's not gonna stop me from pleasing you." You say and look him in the eyes.

He nods and you jump off the counter and grab onto his hand and walk him towards his bedroom.

Once in the room your pulled by the back of your neck, into a deep kiss, that instantly made your knees go weak. Spencer's tongue begged for entrance, which you let happen and all you can say is... Fuck.

You pull away and give him a smile and sink to your knees. Pulling off his belt, you throw it onto the bed and you unbutton his pants and pull them down along with his boxers.

Leaning forward, you swirl your tongue around the tip of his dick and Spencer brings his left hand down to your hair and pulls you away from his dick and says, "No teasing little girl."

You look up at him with your best doe eyes and say, "I'm sorry daddy."

Taking his tip into your mouth, you let out a small laugh as you hear Spencer groan. You slowly push him deeper into your mouth, your tongue is pressed flat against his dick. Spencers grip on your hair tightens and you lift your eyes up at him and moan against his dick.

You start to bob your head up and down against his dick, pushing him deeper every time you go down. He hits the back of your throat, and you let out a small gag.

Moans are spilling out of Spencer's mouth.

"Fuck, you take my dick so well baby." His voice is breathy, but as you continue to suck his dick, his breathing deepens.

You give a moan in response to his praise, and the sound vibrates his tip, causing Spencer to give a loud moan. You start to pick up your pace, and you gag every so often as he hits the back of your throat. You hallow your cheeks and you look up at Spencer and see his eyes are shut.

He throws his head back, his grip on your hair tightens even more, and you let him control your speed.

A low moan leaves his mouth as you dig your nails into his thighs. He opens his eyes and locks them with yours and you can tell that he's close.

"I'm gonna cum down that pretty little throat of yours, and you're gonna swallow, like the good girl you are." He groans and his breath deepens.

You let out a moan in response, he looks down at you and holds your head in place, and you feel his dick twitch in your mouth as he shoots his cum down your throat. A string of moans leaves his mouth, his eyes flutter shut as he finishes.

After a few seconds, he pulls your head off his dick, and you open your mouth and show him his cum and look into his eyes and swallow. His breath hitches at your action.

He pulls up his boxers, and then pulls you up by the arms and faces you and says, "Good girl." and pulls you in for a kiss.

You moan into his mouth at his praise and you feel yourself hit the bed and he pushes you down and hovers over you, never breaking the kiss.

Spencer pulls away and places one last kiss to your lips and lays next to you. "I will never get tired of seeing you like that." He says and you let out a small giggle.

"And I will never get tired of seeing you like that." You say. He pulls you closer to him and kisses your forehead and says, "So how did you feel officially meeting one of my close friends."

"Honestly I loved it. He and his wife were so nice and their son is adorable. Oh my god the way he reacted when you did that magic trick, so cute." You say.

"Well I'm glad you liked them and I'll let you meet everyone else when we all decide to get together." He says and you nod against his chest.

You both lay there for a few minutes before you get up and walk into the bathroom to change.

Once you're out, you see Spencer already pulled the covers and was already laying down reading a small book.

You crawl in next to him and he opens his arms for you to get closer. "What are you reading?" You ask him as you place a kiss to his jawline.

"Um it's The Tell- Tale Heart by Edgar Allen Poe."

You heart basically stops, "Oh my god I love it. I've read it over twenty times already."

"Really?" Spencer asks in shock.

You nod your head eagerly and tell him, "Read it to me."

He smiles at you and gives you a chaste kiss before starting.

"It's true! Yes, I have been very ill, very ill. But why do you say that I have lost control of my mind, why do you say that I am mad? Can you not see that I have full control of my mind? Is it not clear that I am not mad? Indeed, the illness only made my mind, my feelings, my senses stronger, more powerful. I could hear sound I had never heard before. I heard sounds from heaven; and I heard sounds from hell!

Listen! Listen, and I will tell you how it happened. You will see, you will hear how healthy my mind is.

It is impossible to say how the idea first entered my head. There was no reason for what I did. I did not hate the old man; I even loved him. He had never hurt me. I did not want his money. I think it was his eye. His eye was like the eye of a vulture, the eye of one of those terrible birds that watch and wait while an animal dies, and then fall upon the dead body and pull it to pieces to eat it. When the old man looked at me with his vulture eye a cold feeling went up and down my back; even my blood became cold. And so, I finally decided I had to kill the old man and close that eye forever."
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Spencer finished reading A Tell- Tale Heart and you fell asleep seconds after he had finished. Spencer on the other hand laid awake holding onto you as if you'd disappear.

He noticed the way your body would shake once you had been asleep for an hour. He thought it was because you were cold, but that wasn't it, because you were covered up. He also took notice on how you'd start to cry in your sleep.

Spencer knew this all to well. He's seen it before. He's been through it before.

She's hurting.

He doesn't know from what. He wants to ask her but he's worried what she'll say and how she'll react. He wants to be there for her, but he can't do that if he doesn't know what or how she's feeling.
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Authors Note <3
Hey so this chapter was already written and ready to go, so I just want to say that there will be a 2 month time jump in the next chapter. I think this was my favorite chapter so far. Also I put A Tale- Tell Heart because I was listening to Matthew reading it on Spotify, so I thought it'd be cute to put in here. Anyway thank you all for reading and commenting. Hope you're enjoying this fic and that you like the small smut scene. BYEEEE

- Destiny 🤍

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