-Deacons POV-
Her head rested on my stomach while her body laid limp between my legs. Her shakes and whimpers finally subsided as she fell asleep, I was surprised she actually fell asleep. It was early morning but the sun still lingered below the horizon.
I let my gaze follow the curvature of her soft bare body. Her flawless creamy skin reflected every ounce of moonlight pouring in from the night sky, while my coffee foam color absorbed it.
I was careful not to wake her while I tucked her silky hair to one side, exposing my icy mark. I marveled at the thought of Ellis being all mine forever.
She squirmed between my legs, while her body flooded with heat again. She buried her face in my abdomen and dug her nails into my waist.
I grabbed her from under her arms and pulled her high to my chest, trying to get as much of my skin on hers. Digging her nails into my shoulders she then filled the crook of my neck with her whimpers.
"I'm getting you in another bath." I told her, I was about to pick her up but she quickly sat up pressing her hands down on my chest. Her dark hair covered her tear soaked rosy cheeks. She sniffled and pulled her hair
from her face before speaking.
"That not what I need." She whispered. My erection grew with every moment that passed as she stared down at me. It was very new to see this kind of lust in her eyes. My wolf loved it, but refused to act on her in heat. I could feel him watching, listening, even touching her. But he stayed silent.
He himself was struggling with the fact that our mate was begging for us. That her small legs wrapped around my waist so perfectly, that she was unknowingly grinding her damp core into my abdomen. Everything she did seemed to please me perfectly.
I focused my gaze on the ceiling, trying desperately to avoid my stare from wandering her naked body.
She reached behind her and let her fingers graze my shaft. I shut my eyes tight, trying my damnedest to suppress my wolf from coming forth. He was done watching, he wanted to play, his dirty thoughts flashed behind my closed lids like a movie, only making my attempts at stopping him weakened.
~Ellis POV~
His eyes finally opened to the beautiful familiar bright yellow. He looked angry but I could tell the lust was overwhelming him as well. He quickly flipped us, pinning me to the bed under his weight. His breaths were deep and long as he stared down at me.
"You really want me inside you?" It was more of a statement than a question, I quickly nodded and went to touch his face but he grabbed my wrist and pinned it above my head.
"You don't touch me, I touch you." He corrected my behavior. My breaths were rapid and shallow compared to his. I spread my legs underneath him, letting him put his weight to my core.
He almost smirked at my slick movement to bring him closer to me. It didn't last long as he crawled off of me and sat to the edge of the bed.
"Come." He looked back at me and held his hand out for me to take. I took it without hesitation and let him pull me from the bed and place me in front of him. His stature was still taller than mine with him sitting and me standing. His eyes were so bright it felt as though they were illuminating the dark room.
"You want me inside you?" He asked again, more gently while his bright eyes wandered my face. I nodded and stepped closer to him. He shook his head and put me back a step.
"On your knees little one."he whispered it so sweetly I didn't think I heard him correctly, he pushed down on my waist causing my knees to buckle putting me just where he wanted me.
"Do you burn?" He asked, I nodded and he gently grabbed the back of my neck pulling me toward him, bringing me face to face with his large member.
I knew what he wanted from me, and I wanted to do it just as much as he wanted it, but I was scared. Scared of his size, scared I would be no good.
A searing pain shot through my body, the burning felt more like bolts of electricity now. This volt taking my worries with it. I placed one hand on Deacons thigh while the other picked him up, feeling the soft skin as I glided my hand to his head.
The heat started focusing in on my intimate parts. I didn't dare stop what I was doing. Deacon watched me Intently as I held him in my small hands.
"Put me inside you, take the heat away little one." He encouraged me. I closed my eyes and wrapped my lips around him. My tongue swirled around him like it knew exactly what it was doing, but it didn't, It was just dying to taste him.
My body cooled having him inside my mouth, I craved more of the sweet addicting taste that lingered inside him. I pushed him deeper, to the back of my throat. It wasn't until then that I finally heard his groans. I felt his hips push into me, forcing himself deeper. I knew I couldn't go any deeper so I pulled back and took a breath while my mouth was at his tip.
"Oh Ell." He moaned. I looked up to see him so fixated on me and everything I was doing. His precum coated my tongue and I greedily swallowed. He tasted so sweet and I couldn't help but feel like his fluid was putting out the fire inside me.
I soon found a rhythm, pushing him as deep as my body would let me and when he was wet enough I would greedily lick him where I couldn't fit him into my mouth. I wasn't doing this to please him, although it was a side effect, I was doing it because it felt amazing. His taste and the absence of heat had me so hungry for him.
I felt my own arousal dripping down my thighs, it wasn't till I tried touching myself that I realized Deacon was holding my arms tightly. He was shaking and breathing more quickly. I finally recognized the background noise as Deacon moans of pleasure.
I pulled my arms from his grasp and took him out of my mouth, I wiped my wet lips and pushed on his abdomen to get him to lie back.
"Relax. I don't burn anymore." I told him before lowering myself back down to his groin and continuing my sucking and licking, this time for Deacons pleasure. He felt his large hand to my head, running his strong fingers through my hair, making sure my mouth didn't leave where he wanted me.
"Oh god I love you." He groaned just as he grabbed a fist full of my hair and pushed himself deeper down my throat. I let my eyes flutter shut as I enjoyed the feeling of his body shaking underneath me, and his warm release filling my insides.
He held himself inside me for a moment before finally releasing my hair from his grasp. I caught my breath before a smile formed on my lips.
Deacon spent so much of his time pleasing me, it felt good to know that I could do the same for him.
He leaned down and picked me up from the floor, placing me on his lap. I finally took a sigh of relief as he hugged me. I was pain free and the sun was finally coming up, filling the room with its golden rays.
"Let's get you in some comfy clothes, you need you're sleep." Deacon whispered. I nodded and reluctantly left his lap to grab some clothes and clean myself up.
Deacon drew the blinds, darkening the room again and crawled into bed with me. I didn't realize how fatigued I was, and how sore my muscles were until I laid curled to Deacons chest. I easily fell asleep with every part of him filling my senses.
It has been 3 days since my heat, and I could tell some people were starting to get antsy. Deacon told me everything was fine. But I could see it all over every Lycans face. They were waiting for a date, anything that showed them I was moving forward as their Luna. The only person I didnt feel pressure from was Lenon, and I hate to say it but Sam has been extremely supportive, they both were weirdly a breath of fresh air.
I hadn't seen my family for a while but I messaged my mom everyday, Rachel seemed to be keeping her distance. It was beginning to bother me. When I asked Sam about her, he would always brush off my questions completely with a vague response and a change in subject.
Deacon was becoming more and more territorial, which only put the pressure on me even more. I saw an email invade my screen, clearing my mind of all lycan drama I clicked it.
It was from Audenzia, I almost forgot she existed. "Hey Ellis, my week randomly freed up. Lets pick a day for coffee!" I wondered why she didn't text me, but she probably knew I'd be working. I checked the time, I'm off in 15.
But Cornell annoyingly hasn't signed our safely treaty, so meeting Audenzia on that side of town is risky. I was contemplating my options when the front door opened.
In walked Sam with a bag of food in hand and a smile on his face. His dark hair reminded me
of Deacons, but Sam had a slightly lighter skin tone. He was dressed pretty nice in black jeans and a white shirt with his light sweater over his arm. Im assuming he didn't work today. If he were in the office he would have looked nicer, if he were on the field he would have looked disheveled.
"What are you doing here?" I asked less bitterly than usual, seeing as he was obviously carrying food.
"You're down a boundary man today, and I had the day off so I thought I'd come by, seeing as you're avoiding the office for some reason." He set the food down and smiled through his lashes.
My relationship with Sam has definitely changed, I actually quite like him, but there is this feeling that I can't quite put my finger on. My curiosity always got the best of me around him. Or maybe he was my only way of somehow being closer to Rachel.
"Smells yummy." I responded, avoiding his office statement. He handed me a burrito and sat next to me while I finished up my last ten minutes of work, when I was done we sat in silence and ate.
I found Sam staring at me while I ate, suddenly feeing insecure with how fast I had been chewing.
"You remind me so much of your sister, then you do things like pound down half a burrito in 30 seconds." He chuckled. I smiled and stood to get a bottle of water.
"Rach and I are very different, but I think thats why we worked so well." I hollered from the kitchen.
"Worked? Why past tense?" He asked when I handed him a water. I shrugged my shoulders and sat down.
"She's been a little quiet lately. Honestly everyone has been a little quiet. I haven't had non Lycan company in a while. I chuckled to hide my sadness. Sam looked sympathetic and conflicted. He quickly put down his food.
"Ell, there's something I've been wanting to come out and say..." before Sam could finish his sentence Deacon got home, which silenced Sam completely. Deacon didn't look at all surprised to see Sam in the living room.
"Alpha." Sam nodded after standing up out of respect. Deacon looked between Sam and I as if he were going over the worst in his mind.
"Ell, can you give Samuel and I a moment alone please." Deacon looked toward me with a calm smile, I nodded knowing damn well that Deacon was not calm at all. I collected my things and walked past Sam giving him a sympathetic smile before walking past Deacon.
Deacon gently grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him. He slid his hand behind my neck and brought his mouth to mine in a slow passionate kiss. My mate bond was so taken by his action that I kissed him back with just as much passion, not realizing that this was just Deacon claiming his territory.
After he slowly pulled away he leaned his face close to my ear. "Tell me your mine." He asked me, I could feel his body tighten and his breath seize.
"I'm yours." I whispered back, his eyes met mine intensely before he let me go. I made my way upstairs and tried my best to hear their conversation from Deacons room.
After minutes of silence Deacon came upstairs, he was quiet and rigid. I let him have his peace while he undressed to take a shower. He was in just his underwear when he approached me. I couldn't help but flinch as I felt the heat and anger roll off of him.
"I don't want you alone with Samuel anymore." He spoke firmly. I furrowed my brows confused.
"He's your nephew, and my sisters mate. You think he's going to try something?" my question came off as a joke. Deacon didn't find it funny at all. His jaw tightened and his eyes glanced down to the floor before meeting mine again, returning with a tinge of yellow.
"Do you love me?" He asked almost desperately. I stood from the bed confused and worried.
"Of course Deacon, why would you even need to ask that?" He nodded and pulled my face close to his, placing a small soft kiss on my forehead.
"I want you to stop drinking the coffee, and the tea. Don't ask me why. I'll have Lydia get you more. Just stop drinking what we have and tell me when you know." He looked down at me very intensely. His forehead creased when I remained silent. I wanted so badly to ask him what was going on, but I knew Deacon and right now his demeanor was telling me he was not in the mood to dispute this with me.
"I thought you'd be more happy today, Cornell finally signed, you get to go to work." Lenon turned down the radio as he drove me over the border. I was happy that I could get back to my normal schedule, but something in me didn't feel right. I was on day two of not drinking the old coffee Deacon forbid me from, I was confused as ever and a tad homesick. My sister hasn't responded to any of my messages or phone calls. She is clearly avoiding me. My mother has been distant and barely responds, especially if it has anything to do with my sister.
"Earth to Ellis." Lenon snapped his fingers in front of me. I gave him a half smile and yawned, I wasn't used to not having my morning coffee out of Deacons nice espresso machine. Lydia has to order the coffee grounds for that kind of machine so for now I was caffeine-less.
"You look tired." Lenon raised a brow at me. I chuckled. Everyone treated me as if I were royalty and Lenon treated me like an annoying sister, it was comforting.
"I haven't had my usual coffee and I'm struggling." I told him while flipping down the mirror to fix my reflection.
"If I were living in the alphas house I'd be taking advantage of that espresso machine." Lenon raved.
"Yeah well, I'm forbidden from the coffee." I joked, I was trying to find humor in this confusing game that Deacon was playing with me.
"What? Forbidden from the coffee?" Lenon asked. He threw me weird glances as he drove.
"Deacon politely asked me to stop drinking the coffee and tea in the house, he's replacing it but it's specially ordered so it's taking a while." I huffed and flipped the mirror back up, realizing Lenon was shooting me very weird stares.
"Did he say why?" He asked abruptly. I shook my head.
"He asked me not to ask. And to let him know, when I know." I put air quotes around Deacon's ominous words. Lenons face glazed over as he stared back at the road.
I quickly leaned forward to look him in the eyes "Lenon if you know something, tell me." I grilled him. He pressed his lips in a firm line and was refusing to look at me.
"Lenon." I pressed again. He glanced over at me then back to the road. His face flooded with an emotion I couldn't pin down.
"What exactly happened before that?" He questioned me. I shook my head at him.
"I'm not saying anything until you tell me what you know." I crossed my arms and leaned back into the seat. Lenon was quiet before answering.
"If he asked you to stop drinking something that you drink on a regular basis, then my mind is jumping to some sort of magic. I don't understand why Deacon would have you under the influence of magic, but that's what I'm thinking. Thats all I know." I was surprised he answered honestly. Gazing out the window i tried my best not to spiral, I wondered what could have been in my coffee that Deacon wants to be honest about.
"Do you feel different?" Lenon asked in my state of shock. I shook my head.
"I'm just tired." I told him. I could tell Lenon felt bad about bringing my mood lower than what it was. I felt the car swerve and pull a u-turn.
"Just because you can't have coffee from home doesn't mean we can't get some from a stand." He tried brightening my mood. I gave him a half smile and remained quiet until he dropped me off at work.
"Weird seeing you without Alpha Vidar attached to your side." I glanced up and immediately recognized James. He leaned against my cubical door. He wore a sly smirk.
"Why did you lie? You knew who I was, why not say something?" I asked him. He chuckled and stood, stuffing his hands in his pant pockets.
"If I said something do you think Deacon would allow you to work here? You seemed pretty dead set on working here and I didn't want to stand in your way." He responded, taking a step closer. I moved my chair back slightly.
"Why do you work here?" I asked him cautiously. His eyes glimmered with humor.
"Why do you work here? Why does Deacon work in construction? Taxes are just as inevitable as death. My wolf gene doesn't change that." He made himself closer, leaning against my desk and crossing his arms over his chest.
"Deacon doesn't work in construction, he owns the company." I corrected him. His stare intensified.
"Not all of us are Alphas with a generational wealth to fall back on." His words were laced with hate. This time I smirked.
"What's your problem with Deacon?" I questioned him. There was a moment of silence before he stood tall and smiled, flipping emotions in less than a second.
"Nothing, I've known him a while. He knows my boy quite well too. I just don't love the idea of an alliance. We share different ideals." James explained. I reluctantly nodded.
"I don't have much knowledge in the way packs work, but from what I can see Cornell is a good Alpha, and I know Deacon is a good one as well. Their people respect them. I don't see much harm in an alliance." I opened up to James, feeling a tad more comfortable around him. He gazed down at me and gave me a genuine smile.
"You seem like you'll be a good Luna. But like you said, you have no knowledge in the way packs work. I'd let Deacon take control on this one." His words were bitter, I let him leave on a high note. I didn't have the energy for asshole Lycans as of now.
I took a few calming breaths before answering my ringing phone.
"Hey, someone is here to see you in the lobby." I heard Alice's chipper voice on the other end. I popped out of my chair and quickly made my way to the lobby, curious as to who was visiting me half way through my shift.
When I finally made it out to the lobby I saw Alice smiling and chatting with a tall blonde hovering over the front desk. They both looked over towards me and I immediately recognized Audenzia in her flawless form fitting dress.
"Ellis! I'm stealing you for coffee!" She squealed, I couldn't help but force a chuckle. I didn't understand why she was so adamant on getting to know me, I was a nobody to her.
"I'm not quite done working yet." I smiled toward Alice who shooed my words.
"Boss said anything for Mrs. Audenzia Aldrich." Alice beamed. They both giggled.
"Oh Alice, you should come too!" Audenzia insisted. This was the last thing I wanted. Here I was worrying about my significant other magically drugging me and now I'm going on a forced coffee date with two girls I barely knew.
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Okay so I need to start posting more... I'm really sorry...
There are lots of secrets brewing, I'm about to drop a bomb in the next chapter. But I really wanna know if you guys can guess what's going on?
Thanks for reading!