𝐂𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐆𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬, 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚
𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐲𝐚 𝐋𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐚 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐬
I cried as I laid in bed with my hands around my stomach. I was just having one of those days and today was probably the worst! I wished that my baby didn't have to die. I wish I could've kept her.
I say her because I wanted it to be a girl. I've always wanted my first child to be a girl. It has been 2 months since the whole incident with the surgery and everything and I've just been so sad.
I'm almost done with school and it's almost my birthday but I was still sad and I just didn't know why.
"Mama.." I heard, I kept my head under the cover and quickly wiped my eyes and sniffed as quiet as possible. I didn't want her to catch me crying again.
"Hm?" I answered.
"What you doing in here? Why you laying in the bed like that?" She asked before snatching the covers off of me, I whined with a frown before closing my eyes.
"I'm tired.." I whined.
"No you in here crying. Why are you crying Mama?" She asked folding her arms looking at me. "Is this about the baby?" She asked with her eyebrows raised.
"Uh, yes this is about my dead baby.." I replied.
"Mama dont say it like that.." She said shaking her head before sitting next to me. "This is all apart of your plan to make you stronger.."
"Can't tell." I replied.
I feel pretty weak right now if you ask me.
"You wanna get dolled up and stuff?" She asked with a small pout, I wrinkled my nose at her.
"Don't threaten me with a good time.." I said sitting up some, she started laughing as I sat there confused. As always.
"Girl, that's not how you use that.." She said with a laugh, I looked at her confused. I wasn't understanding how that's not how you use that. Girl it's a whole phrase. Everybody says it all the time.
"What?"
"Your supposed to use that when somebody is actually threatening you.." She said. I huffed and folded my arms as I looked at her because I was really wondering, when have I ever got threatened?
Who walked up to me and told me they would do something to me? Like that's never happen to me. Well I atleast don't remember anything like that happening to me.
"I don't think anyone had ever threatened me before.." I said, Treasure swiped her neck.
"As they shouldn't cause anybody come up to you we fighting. Automatically!" She said as she stood up off of the bed, I watched as she opened the door to where Gleesh was standing mugging.
"Uh-" She said bumping into him. "Save the drama
fa yo baldheaded ass momma.."
She walked off as I laughed at his facial expression. I'm gonna use that because that was funny, like what? Bald? These people are full of comics.
"Yo, You good?" Gleesh asked, I nodded slowly.
"Just fine. I'm going to get dressed so can you close the door for me.." I said, he shut the door and I stood up from the bed. I looked down at the sheets to make sure it wasn't any blood but there was.
My eyes widened and I couldn't help but to blink twice. When I looked down at the sheets again, their wasn't any blood.
"What the freak?" I mumbled in shock.
I was having hallucinations and stuff. Am I crazy? Now, I'm scared because what's going on with me? I've never ever ever had anything like that happen to me AT ALL. I'm so lost. I'm so confused.
I sniffed as tears grew in my eyes. I didn't know what was wrong with me but I could cry in a snap of a finger and that shit was so tiring for me like girl get it together.
I started getting dressed. I usually get up pretty early and take a shower and stuff and then get under the cover, do my daily cry and then get ready for my day.
I'm usually at home during this time but since I was with Treasure last night, I just ended up sleeping over since I didn't want to drive home. I don't like driving in the dark, it gives me really bad anxiety.
Most fatal car accidents happen at night so I'm always a careful driver but everybody thinks different. They say I drive too fast or I drive too dangerous but I learned how to drive from the main person with these complaints.
Dejhari is always talking trash about the way I drive and I'm just like, who asked you? Like literally. Did I ask for your reviews? I don't remember asking for feedback so keep it to yourself.
I feel safe whenever I drive this way so mind it and find it or whatever Treasure says.
"Mama! Get dressed!" I heard, I huffed.
"Where are we going?" I asked with a frown.
"Don't worry about it! Just get dressed!" She yelled, I smacked my lips but started actually getting dressed. As I put my clothing on, I eyed the small incision scar that I had and pouted a little.
I sniffed and wiped the lone tear that fell. "I hope it was a girl.." I mumbled more-so to myself.
Would it be delusional if I named her?
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"Dejhari, I miss you.." I said into the phone with a pout as I sat in my car. I was supposed to be getting my nails done right now but the lady isn't here so I have to wait till she gets back.
I was sittng in my car eating some Mcdonald's French Fries when Dejhari called me all in my biz-wax. I had left from Treasure's house because I didn't feel like being around all of them today.
"I miss you too. Where you at?" He asked, I smiled at him. He looked so attractive. He had his hair all out and stuff and he wore a jacket with a fitted.
"I'm at the girl house waiting for her to come so she can do my nails.." I said sticking some more fries in my mouth as he stared at me. I started chewing before showing him my food with a mug.
He smacked his lips as he frowned at me. "You always on some nasty shit.." He said as I laughed.
"Get the freak out of my face then.." I said rolling my neck before laughing a little more because that was funny.
"You coming with me tonight?" He asked, I shook my head quickly. I wanted to go home and spend some time with Laila because since Raul, my moms dog died she's been very sad.
"I'm going home to Laila.." I said.
"How you miss me but aint tryna be with me?" He asked, I shrugged before laughing a little. "Bring Laila over here.." He pushed.
"Whyyy? Why do you want me to come over so bad?" I asked with a frown, he smiled.
"I already told you. I miss you.." He said.
"Whatever.." I couldn't help but smile at him. "What time are you coming to get me?"
"You want me come get you?" He asked, I nodded.
"I don't really feel like driving.." I said.
"Ok, I'a come get you from your house. What time?"
"Um, I don't know.." I said with a small shrug. "I'm going to text you when I leave this nail salon.."
"Ok, look at what I'm finna send you.."
stinkypants🤣💕
"When you take that?" He asked.
"It was a video but I screenshot it when you were talking to me the other day.." I said blushing at the picture, he chuckled.
He is so daggon fine.
I looked at the phone and noticed he was driving but I didn't know where he was going. "Where are you going?" I asked propping my phone up again.
He didn't reply. I watched as he turned somewhere and then started parking, he parked his car and then hung up on me. "Uh.." I said before folding my arms as a pout flew on my face.
"Why would he hang up on me?" I whined.
I heard a hard knock on my window that made me jump, I looked at the window and eyed it before grabbing my mace out of the arm rest.
Whoever this is, is going to be blind.
I rolled the window down and Dejhari smiled in my face, I mugged him. "Unlock da door.." He said.
"I almost mace'd you.." I said unlocking the car door. He opened the door and I got out because I didn't wanna sit in the car anymore. He closed the door and pulled me in his arms.
As he wrapped his arms around my waist, I laid my head on his chest. He didn't know how much I really needed this hug. I was having one of those days.
And today was a VERY bad day.
The whole situation with the baby and then him getting shot and stuff, its really been affecting me more and more the time goes on. And I know it's supposed to be easier but it isn't.
"Why you crying?" I heard, I looked up at him and noticed that tears were coming out of my eyes and onto his shirt. I didn't even notice that I was crying.
"I'm sad.." I said with a sniff. He started wiping my eyes as always but I just kept crying.
"Why you sad Muga?" He asked kissing on my face, I sniffed. "What's wrong witchu?"
"I don't know. I had a dead baby removed from my body and then you were dead too.." I said, he smacked his lips.
"I wasn't dead Muga, I'm right here.." He said.
"Still.." I don't know why but it came out as a whine.
"Still what? You good. I'm good, everything good.." He started off rubbing on me, I pouted. "And it wasn't time fa us to have a baby. We just gotta wait for our time, ok?"
I nodded. "Ok.." I said, he started laughing. "What?"
"Talkin bout I was dead.." He said between his laughs. "I ain't ever leaving you girl.."
"It's not funny, I was really scared.." I said. I couldn't help but to smile at the sight of him. He was so pretty and his smile was contagious. How could you not smile around him?
"I know you was, cry baby ass.." I rolled my eyes playfully as he laid his hand on my butt.
"I wanna name the baby.." I said, his eyebrows furrowed as he eyed me.
"How? We don't even know what it is.."
"Ok? We can do a unisex name. I think it'll help with my healing." I started off, he didn't say anything but his eyes said it all. He looked VERY confused.
"The whole situation was traumatic and I really just wanna do anything that I think can help me move past it.." I said, he tilted his head a little.
"Ight.." He said nodding his head reluctantly.
"Ok, so give me a name and I'll tell you if it's ugly.." I said, he laughed a little as I stared at him waiting.
I am very impatient but this shouldn't take as long as it's talking. He's literally just standing here staring at the sky. I hope a bird doesn't fly by and poop on his face because that'll be distasteful.
"Are you talking to god?" I asked, he looked at me.
"Huh?"
"Are you waiting for god to give you your answer?"
He started laughing but I didn't see what I said that could be seen as funny. "What's funny?"
"You funny as hell Muga.." He said with a smile.
"I-I didn't even say anything.." I said shaking my head with a pout as he laughed in my neck. My phone dinged so I unlocked it and laid my head against his chest to see my nail tech texted me.
Ok, I'm back. You can come in boo. Nail Woman
"Ok, My nail technician is back.." I said, he leaned off of the car and I moved away from him so I could grab my purse and keys out of the car.
I opened the door and bent over and started getting my thing together so I could go inside. As I got my things, I noticed that Dejhari was rubbing on my vagina from the back, outside of my jeans.
"Dooda, stop.." I said throwing my keys in my purse.
"Come to the truck wimme.." He said, I laughed.
"I am not doing that.." I replied shaking my head. He started moving his fingers in a circular motion so I quickly got out of the car, grabbed my purse and closed the door.
I turned around and squinted my eyes at him as he looked at me with a wide smile. "Come on.."
His deep voice caused my body to shiver and my clitoris to thump just from the sight of him. "No, I'm gonna be late.." I said with a pout. He leaned down and pecked my lips repeatedly before sneaking his tongue into my mouth.
The truck he says? Ok..
"Come on.." He said pulling away.
"Dejhari, I really need to get to my appointment.." I said as he pulled me away from my car and towards his truck. As we walked, I watched his demeanor.
He looked around cautiously as he walked towards his Cadillac Truck. He ended giving the one from the shooting to Ja'Marcus and buying a whole new one.
He had the whole truck black and the windows were dark. You couldn't see inside of them even if you tried. He opened the trunk and I saw that the seats were down. "Get in.." He said.
"Help me.." I replied throwing my purse inside, he picked her up and helped her inside before climbing inside himself. He tapped the button and I watched the trunk door close.
I kicked my shoes off and looked around. "This is nice and spacious.." I said with a smile, he laughed.
"Come here yo.." He said grabbing my face. As we kissed, he unbuckled my pants and began rubbing on my vagina through my underwear. He pushed them to the side and stuck his fingers into my juices.
I let out a moan, I didn't even know I was holding back. As he plunged his fingers in and out of me, he kissed and sucked on my neck passionately.
"Uh.." I moaned out feeling him add his thumb to my clitoris. He moved his thumb around in a circular motion as I moaned, I started feeling that familiar feeling at the pit of my stomach.
Before I could release, he removed his fingers from inside of me and stuck his fingers in his mouth. Sucking all of my juices off of his finger, I was a little jealous because I wanted to taste it too. He then pulled my jeans off.
"Turn over.." He said. I did as told and felt him started rubbing his penis against my coonchie. He slid himself inside slowly as I laid there with my back arched and my butt in the air.
He quickly began because he knew I was running on a small amount of time so he did everything he could to make himself and I finish. I had no problem finishing, I finished probably around the seventh minute but he didn't finish until fifteen whole minutes later.
He laid down next to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He laid his head in my neck causing me to shake my head. "Your clingy.." I said with a smile, he smacked his lips.
"No I ain't.." He said shaking his head.
"You are.." I replied before grabbing my phone and looking at the time. I noticed that I had a text from my Nail Tech asking where I was so I grabbed it and quickly texted her back letting her know I was stuck in traffic.
I don't know why but I've been having this lying thing down pack lately. I don't lie often but when I need to, I definitely do. "What you getting done to yo nails?"
"I don't know. Maybe a blue?" He rubbed on my bottom as I laid there playing in his hair. He had it out since his hair stylist cancelled on him last minute. He was angry at first but ended up just having to book another appointment for a later day.
"Light blue.."
"Ok.." I said. "I need to get in there. Where are the wipes?" I asked looking around. He got up and looked around not seeing them anywhere.
"You got sum in your purse?" He asked, I reached into my purse looking around for some. Once I found them, I pulled them out and started cleaning myself up. I then put my clothes back on and began getting my stuff together so I could get out of the car.
"How much you think yo nails gonna be?" He asked, I shrugged lightly as I climbed out of the trunk.
"I don't know, why?" I asked. He jumped down and closed the trunk before grabbing my hand and pulling me towards the front of the truck. He opened the car door and went into the arm rest and handed me a stack of money.
"Hm.." He said, I grabbed it and eyed him suspiciously. "That's fa yo nails not cause of what we just did so don't even get the trippin like that. Ion even kick it like that anyway.."
"Ok, Thank you.." I said putting the money in my purse, he leaned down and started kissing on me before sucking my bottom lip into his mouth.
He pulled away and got into his truck. He grabbed his phone and eyed it as his eyebrows furrowed. "How come we never record?" I asked, his eyes shifted towards me.
"What?" He asked.
"How come we don't have any videos?"
"Because we never talked about that.." He responded shaking his head. "Why? Why you wanna record?"
"For memories.." I said, he laughed a little.
"Go get yo nails done. We gonna talk about it later.." He said, I pouted a little as I looked at him.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"Mario house. Him and Meena arguing again.."
"Ok.." I said softly. "See you later.."
"Fix ya face, I'm coming to get you later.."
I watched as he fully got into his truck and went to close the door but he puckered his lips for a kiss so I gave him one and then walked off towards the nail salon. Once I reached it, I fixed my mask up, walked inside and signed in.
I miss him already.
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"Girl, whats them hickies about?" My mom asked as I sat on her bed with Laila on my lap. I was getting ready to go so I came in and started talking to her.
I was happy to see my mom because she was less paralyzed now. Her top half of her body had FULL function! Now we were just waiting for the second half to get better but as long as she kept working on it, it'll get better.
"Dejhari came to the nail salon while I was waiting on the lady to come back.." I said, she shook her head at me before laughing.
"I really hope you guys are being careful.."
"Definitely. I'm on Birth control still.." I replied.
"And what does that mean?" She asked.
"That we're being careful.."
"Mhm.." She said with a sly smirk. "When are you going to see your sister? She's getting big.."
"She's still alive?" I asked in shock, she frowned.
"Yes she's still alive.."
"That's very good.." I said nodding my head.
"Right?!" She said. "Watch, by the time she comes home I'm gonna be walking. Mark my words!"
"I believe in you baldhead.." I said with a laugh.
"My hair is growing back.." She bucked. "Peaches came to see me earlier. Y'all are really graduating soon.." She cooed, I sighed.
"Yeah, I still have to finish registering at FAMU for the fall semester. I'm kind of nervous about that college stuff.." I said, she smacked her lips.
"You will be fine." She said. "Trust me, Your bright and beautiful. You're gonna get through. It's gonna get hard but it's gonna be worth it.."
"I hope so.." I said with a sigh.
I didn't want to fail anyone.
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Chapter 1 cracked off nasty yall 😂.
but Dejhari ain't dead I was just fucking with y'all.
but we back yall & im dropping another chapter soon.
Thoughts so far?
Kataleya's going to college!
Polo is so cute 🥺 like yesssss