April 19,2020
SABRINA'S POV
it's a few days since Daniel and I got into the fight and we're still not talking which sucks but at the same times I'm not trying to let it get to me too much because I have better things to focus on.
The boys have told me that he has a girlfriend now which I'm happy about but it's with someone I hate with every bone in my body, him and brynn are back together, I mean good for him.
But anyways, I'm currently getting ready to film an update on my life and the things that have happened since the last time I posted a YouTube video "are you filming?" Kian says as he looks at me with a smile "yes,now go" i says I laugh a little and he walks out
"hello sunshine's! It's been a minute and soo decided why not do a little video update on my life" I say as I smile "okay so i have many questions on my phone of things you guys want to know, and one of the questions that everyone has asked is how my relationship going" I say with a big smile as I look back up from my phone
"Kian and I have been dating for almost 3 months now and I've never been so happy in my life, he's amazing and I'm glad I have him" I say as I smile "next one is how many kids do you want?" I say as I read the question
"um I think I want at least 3" I say as I smile a little "I think having kids is amazing but right now I'm okay with just being Layla and I" I say as I smile a little "how's it like coparenting?" I say as I look at the question and then put my phone down
"it's good, I think it's something really important to me, but right now it's a little confusing and difficult" i say looks a bit serious "that's all I will say about that so moving on" I say as I giggle a little.
{ after the video }
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Sabrinaxharris: filmed a new video today 😝
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Jonahmarais: FINALLY
Beautychickee: BITCH YOU FINE ASF
Beautychickee: are you single?😏
Kianlawley: you look wow😍
Fan1: Christina and Sabrina need to Collab soon
Corbynbesson: did you get a dog?!
Fan2: I LOVE U
Hater:1: I don't see the hype tbh
Fan3: Kians so lucky
Seaveydaniel: beautiful as always :)
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I finished putting my filming equipment and headed my way downstairs to see what Kian and Layla were up too "hey babe" I say as I walk over to him sitting on the piano "hey, how did it go?" He says as he looks at me and hold my hands
"good, it was fun" I tell him as he gives me a big smile "well while you were doing that, I was filming some video of me singing" he says as he laughs a bit "is there anything you can't do?" I tell him as I laugh and sit next to him
"it's not even good" he says as he laughs a little "yea right, you got pipes man" I say as I playfully push him a little , he just laughs and shakes his head. Kian and I are just playing around on the piano when we hear the doorbell
"I'll get it" he says as he gets up and walk over to the door "babe who is it?" I say as I walk over to him and see daniel "what are you doing here?" I say as I cross my arms looking down and then back at him "can we talk?" He says as he put his hand in his front pocket
"um yea sure" I say as I let him in "I'll be with Layla" Kian as he walks away "so what's up?" I say as I walk over to the family room where we both sit "look, I just wanted to apologize for the other day" he says as he looks at me "I was meaning to tell you about brynn but I totally forgot-" before he could finish I cut him off
"wait, you think I'm mad because your little girlfriend?" I say as I look at him as he nods "Daniel I'm mad because I left my daughter with you so she could spend time with her dad but instead you chose her over a fucking girl!" I say as I get up all furious
"okay but at least I didn't move in with my girlfriend !" He say as he yells back "omg Daniel I don't get it!" I yell back "I don't get why you keep saying things about Kian when you don't even know him !!" I yell
"okay and you didn't wait for me to get back from tour so we can work things out !" He yells back as he put his hands through his hat all frustrated " why would you care?! We broke up because of you remember because you-" before I can finish he interrupts me
"because I still fucking love you okay!" He says as he sits down and puts his head in his hands. At that point I didn't know what to say, I sit down next to him and it's quiet for a while "then why did you cheat?" I speak out finally after a few minutes
"because I was stupid and made a mistake" he says as looks down at the ground "Daniel you really hurt me you know that" I say as my eyes start to water "and you don't think I know that?" He says looking up at me
"I think about that everyday, and it kills me because I hurt the only person who did nothing but love me" he continues as I wipe my tear "look, I'm sorry for everything" I say as I look at him
"no I'm sorry, I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for what I did a few days ago, I'm sorry for just everything" he says as he looks at me straight in the eyes
"I'm sorry for freaking out on you, we good?" I ask him and he nods and we hug "so I'll see you around okay?" He tells me as I nod and walk him out "see you later" he says once again and walk off
I close the door and just stand there remembering everything I had with him, in that moment I tell myself I miss him but then snap back into reality and tel myself how I don't miss him and that I'm happy with Kian, But I don't even know anymore.
I walk over to kian and I sit down next to him on the piano and just sit there "you okay?" He says as he grabs my hand "yea, Daniel and I just argued but we're all good I guess" I tell him and I stare at my hands
"so why are you upset?" He asks as I look up at him "I'm not, I'm all good" I say as I fake a smile "okay then" he says as he turn his head back to the piano and begins to play.
He starts to play "Hallelujah" and that's when every single little memory of Daniel came to my head, from the moment that we met to the moment when I saw them perform this exact song at one of the shows and how much he would always love to play this song on the piano.
I was snapped back into reality when Kian stopped playing "wow you did amazing" I tell him as I smile "thanks" he says as he gives me a kiss "I love you" he says as he stares at right in the eyes "me too" I smile and lean my head on his shoulder.
At that point I didn't know how to feel, I love Kian a lot and he makes me so so happy, I want him to be in my future but, I think I'm still in love with Daniel.
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Sabrinaxharris: this song🥺🖤
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Corbynbesson: DAMN HE KILLED THIS
Jonahmarais: he killed it
Beautychickee: He snapped
Fan1: wait kian is so good!!
Kianlawley: I love you🥺
Fan2: she's into guys who sing
Hater1: ...so he's singing this song when we all
know daniel did too
Seaveydaniel: wow..he did good
Hater2: at this point he just wants to be Daniel lmao
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a/n
Hope you all enjoyed this chapter!
So much has happened and ahhh Sabrina still be in love with Daniel!
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