Jeon Jungkook---this name jimin can never forget---this name, this person who has , those persons whom jimin wanted to be with him, be in his life---and even after all this years, deep inside in his heart , he still wants to them...
He somewhere still wants to be part of taehyung's life---- in all this years , every night jimin thinks about them--- 'how's his daughter might look like? Maybe like taehyung ?' , 'does taehyung ever thought about him by any chance?' even though he knows the answer very well but he can't stop thinking.
Jimin flinched , breaking out of his trance of thoughts when he felt a warm hand hovering his hand, jimin side glaced , and find Yoongi giving him a assuring smile like he is saying through his rare smile 'be strong , everything will be alright'.
A simple gesture makes jimin's hundreds negative thoughts aside, I leaving jimin's hand Yoongi again get busy hearing his father blubbering about something as usual.
Jimin gaze over his brother , seeing him staring at Irene 'i think I should talk to hyung later , alone' jimin sighed deciding it's better if he keep quiet for now.
"...and my brother is a well know surgeon in Seoul , his name is Kim yugyeom you guys must have heard about him" Irene said like a proud sister she is
"Yes , my friend told me about Mr kim he is well known surgeon here and if I'm not wrong we'd attend one of his seminar in jimin's college____" Mayon halt when she remembered what exactly happened that day , her face fall thinking about one of her most horrible day in her whole life__
" Mayon ?" Seojoon look at his wife , knowing well what she is thinking about , Mayon shakes her head giving a slight smile to everyone
" Jimin was involved in car crash , that same day__" Seojoon said when he finds Irene looking at his wife's sudden behavior questioningly
"Okay everyone enough with all chit chat , can we peacefully have our dinner , we still have time to get to know Irene later she is not going anywhere---" yohan said looking at everyone , agreeing with yohan the rest of dinner time went peacefully---
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" Hyung I need to talk to you about something----" jimin said when he find bogum alone after dinner , everyone is now sitting in living room , talking to each other
"Jimin can we talk later I still have something important to discuss with mom and dad---" bogum cut off jimin
" But hyung it's really important too!" Jimin desperately said
"Okay okay just wait few minutes then we can talk hmm?" jimin was about to denied again but halt when he heard Irene's voice
" Yes babe?" Bogum asked looking at a worried Irene , he walked towards her asking what happened
Jimin was looking at couple desperately when he felt a hand over his shoulder , making him twirls around---
" Jimin calm down first , don't rush to talk to bogum , you can only explain things clearly to him when you are in your right mind"
" Yoongi I know I just__" jimin sighed knowing very well that yoongi is right "okay--" Yoongi break into a rare gummy smile
" Good , so let's join them?" Jimin nod giving a slightly smile to yoongi , they make their way toward the living room , and saw their presents talking
" So , any news of jin?" Seojoon asked , taejoon and Neyeon looks at each other before sighing softly
" Namjoon had told us that he is doing great but Jin didn't had contacted us after our last meeting___"
"__Six months ago" Neyeon cut off taejoon "he still hasn't forgive us"
" that's sad , but you guys deserve it" Yohan said shrugging "when you should have show your love and support to your child , you didn't then why you are expecting love and respect from him ?"
"because we're still his parents!!" Taejoon snapped looking at Yohan
" You call yourself parents when you disowned your own son?" Yohan said in disappointed "and why would jin talked to you guys when you never had listen to him before then why does it matter now huh ?"
" Dad---" yoongi tried to calm his father down
" Then why are you still friends with us ? If we are that bad then just break every relation with us! I can't handle your more taunting__"
" Because I'm not like you !" Yohan almost yelled "I care for my family and believe me or not however you are, you still will be my friend , my family , because deep down I know you are regret hurting taehyung and Jin but then why you are still trying to mask your feelings?"
" Yohan calm down , Irene and bogum is still here---" Seojoon tried to calm his friends , yohan clenched and unclenched his fist to control his anger
Their was pin dropped silence in living room , yohan might be cheerful person but when he get furious then pray to god , after calming himself down yohan look at jimin---who was looking down all the time
"Jimin my son , look at me--" jimin hesitantly looked up , yohan gives him a warm smile "Don't feel bad okay , you guys were young and made mistakes , and I proud of you because at least you accept your mistakes and change yourself for better hmm"
" It's just----- it's very disappointed that some people still thinks about society and status before their own happiness----" taejoon looked down , he couldn't bring himself to look at yohan anymore.
Silence again engulfed the living room , they wanted to end this tensed silence but no one knows how----
" Uhmm--why no one is talking?" Their head snapped toward the voice and saw bogum and Irene looking at them
"Nothing---" Mayon shakes her head telling them to sit down "so what's the matter you both took quite long time huh? "
Bogum chuckled shaking his head "Nothing like that whatever you're thinking mom--"
"____and we have something to discuss with you guys" bogum glanced at Irene intertwining their hands "so----first of all we are genuinely apologies for not informing you about our relationship"
" Yeah , we were insecure and thought whatever we are doing is right for our relationship but in this we forgot family's permission is important too---" Irene said
" I'm glad you both realize this___" Neyeon smiled at them
" Yes and we decided it's right time to meet each other's family___"
"You mean Irene's family and we__" Mayon asked "yes Mom it's better if y'all meet each other_" there was hint of worry in bogum's voice
"And we actually planned something__" Irene nervously state looking at them "we planned a trip-- uhm more like a family vacation to jeju island, in good environment , make our new relation blossom more beautiful--"
" And we will have enough time to understand each other's family better__" bogum said looking at his parents , no one utter a word as they keep staring at the said couple making them anxious.
" That's a great idea bogum!!" Yohan as usual chimes , making mood lighten up "I mean we seriously need a break from work guys and it's a great opportunity to have fun with our families!! I'm in bogum----- with my dear sons!" He draped his hand over yoongi's shoulder making his son groan by his clinginess---
" Dad calm down or else I'm not going anywhere---" yoongi huffed sitting beside jimin away from his father
" Are you okay?" Yoongi whispered looking at frightened looking jimin "this is really bad yoongi I have to talk to hyung I have tell him-----" jimin whispered back his voice was shaking due the anxiousness he was feeling.
"I know but we have to wait" Yoongi worriedly look at jimin this all situation is very dreadful for them--- their families are oblivious that whom they will meet if they ever met Irene's family
"I agree too---" Neyeon and Mayon said at the same time , bursting in fist of laughs "__we agree!" They turned to their husbands with hopeful and shinny eyes making their cold husbands heart melt
Seojoon and taejoon groaned "geez fine don't look at us like that" taejoon said "okay then when Irene will talk to her family?" Seojoon asked
" Actually I have to take flight for New York tommorow morning__" "what?!" Mayon cut off Irene , Irene look at them with small smile "I enjoy my time with all of you but I got call from hospital they need me their for a critical case and I have to leave urgently but their isn't any flights for America before earlier morning"
" That's sad sweetie we wish you could stay longer" Neyeon muttered "but we understand and we are looking forward to meeting your family , right Mayon?" She asked "absolutely right Neyeon" Mayon said with a massive smile.
"Thank you so much for understanding me" Irene smiled getting up from couch "I think we should go , I have to do packing too" she smiled , she hugged Mayon and Neyeon bidding them goodbye
"hyung?" Jimin called bogum when he was about to leave "oh I'm sorry Jimin but I don't think we can talk tonight how about we talk tomorrow ? I'll come home after seeing off Irene to airport anyway, okay see you later" with that bogum leaved jimin behind all frustrated and tensed.
Jimin clenched his fist as he stormed toward his bedroom leaving his family confused "what's wrong with him?" Seojoon frowned "uhmm I'll see him-----" yoongi said as he run upstairs toward jimin's bedroom
" Jimin ?" He called once after getting no response for long , yoongi decided to open the door , he saw jimin sitting on bed with hiding his face with his hands--- "hey? look at me" yoongi said sitting beside jimin
Slowly but lastly jimin look at yoongi , yoongi's eyes soften when he saw jimin's teary face , he looks so tired and vulnerable--- sometimes it's unbelievable to see Jimin broken who used to be egoistic and arrogant--- indeed it's true life changes people unexpectedly.
"Why-y?" his voice broke "why-y after all this-s years?" jimin asked looking at yoongi "I don't-t know what to do--- I don't know how to react, happy? sad? scared? I don't know yoongi I don't know--"
" Jimin I also don't know how and why all this happening but---" yoongi paused and hold jimin's hand "everything happens for a reason"
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" So....you wanted to talk to me about something.... important?" Bogum said , as he'd said indeed he came their house after seeing off Irene, even though bogum seems calm but inside he is having hundreds of thoughts , he is having a strong feeling that it's related to yesterday's meeting with Irene---
"Uhm hyung " jimin nervously spoke "do you--do you'd met Irene-shi's family before?" instantly bogum froze in his seat he frighteningly look at jimin "why-y?"
"Hyung.." jimin gulps , his hands Star sweating because he is going to reveal that secret whom he'd hidden from his whole family since six years, never in his wildest dreams he ever thought of revealing this secret for sake of only one person-----taehyung.
"..I---I don't know how you will react after hearing this---but hyung..... Taehyung is alive hyung and he is____"
"_____In New York " jimin look at bogum in shocked and confusion unbelievable to say anything "... m- means.. you knew-w?" he utter in shock
" Yes I knew taehyung is alive and he is in New York with Irene's family__" bogum said , still confused how jimin new about taehyung "I come to know about him after dating Irene for a month but how you?----"
" Remember when me and Dad had went for a business event by Jeons? I'd saw taehyung there-e--" jimin looked down when he felt like tearing up "I--I stayed there a month to find taehyung--"
" Then why you didn't to told any of us about him ?" Bogum asked , jimin laugh bitterly looking at his brother "why you didn't told us about him hyung?" bogum couldn't reply jimin's question "I......"
" Because you knew taehyung despise us , don't you hyung?" Jimin asked looking at bogum "but I don't understand if you knew everything then why you still dated Irene and wants to take this relationship next level , does taehyung even knew about your relationship with Irene shi?__" jimin halt when realization hit him, he looked at his brother in disbelief
"___That's why you hide your relationship" jimin whispered "that's why you both hide your relationship......" jimin breath shakes as his heart sunk down "hyung-g? does... Irene shi know about me-e and taehyung?"
" No--" bogum breath out, there is nothing to hide now "Irene and taehyung both of them don't know about you-- taehyung--- he doesn't even know I'm Irene's boyfriend , when-n I found out taehyung is Irene's brother in law I was shocked at first I thought I should meet him talk to him , apologize be half of my family___" bogum look at jimin
" But then I realized how foolish I was , taehyung whom I used to knew , who can't even stay away from his family , his hyung!--- He... He didn't even once called his family or try to contact them in all this years !! it was too obvious that he don't want us in his life----"
" Aren't you being foolish now hyung?" Jimin asked "----- do you have any idea how taehyung will react if he knew about your relationship with Irene shi?!!"
" Maybe I'm being foolish jimin!" Bogum snapped suddenly "Or maybe I'm just being selfish , selfish for my love I tried to stay away from Irene when I knew it almost impossible us being together but I can't!"
" I always find myself going back to her , I crave for her love jimin ! You knew how's my past relationships went but then I meet Irene who changed my life in blink I can't just let go of her, that's why I decided to take a risk_____"
" But it's wrong hyung !! you are not only hiding things from taehyung but Irene and our family !"
" You hide about taehyung too jimin___"
" Yes I did! I did it for taehyung , I did it for taehyung's happiness hyung" jimin cut off bogum "why don't you understand hyung___"
" Why don't you understand me Jimin?! I'm not some teenager who went fucking around---" even though bogum didn't said it directly but jimin did understand bogum was referring him
"Hyung-g---" tear rolled down from Jimin eyes as he stare at his brother "I knew I did lots of mistakes___"
"Yes jimin it was your mistake---- it was our families mistake---then why I have to pay prize for your deeds? I was not even here I wish I was , I wish I could be here for taehyung that time---" bogum breath out he went towards jimin ,who silently crying looking at his brother, he grabbed his younger brother's shoulder softly
"Jimin you also know I love Mom Dad and you alot , I always tried to make dad proud , be a perfect son , a perfect brother but please---- please for once let me choose my happiness---"
" Do you think everything will be alright?" Jimin asked , letting go of jimin's shoulder bogum sighed sadly turning
"I don't know , I don't know what will happen but I can't hide my relationship with Irene anymore---i don't want because we did nothing wrong , it wasn't my fault I'm your brother it wasn't her fault that she fell in love with me--" he paused , thinking about one of best moments of his life with Irene.
"__after long time jimin" he twirls around "after long time I get courage to tell our family about my relationship do you know why?"
" Because I decided to instead of running away from My fear of losing Irene---i should face it-- cause if she really belongs to me then nothing can keep us apart from each other--- I know I hide things from her but I have faith in my love she will understand I know" he whispered more likely to himself , like he somehow convincing himself everything will be fine.
"And about taehyung---- whatever you did , and his family did is not forgiven--- and I don't expect him to forgive any of you-- but that taehyung whom I know, will put his family before his happiness--- maybe for not me but he will give me at least one chance to prove myself because of Irene."
"__ he will not judge me because of my family's mistakes, he is not like that jimin--"
" I know hyung--" jimin whispered with a bitter smile
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Again no taekook moment ...