Y/n POV
I let out a small groan when my alarm go's off
You: fuck!
You: Mattia wake up
You: babe wake up
Tia: huh?
I see him sit up in the bed and I smiled at him
You: we have school come on
Tia: oh I'll go wake up everyone else
I just nodded while walking to the bathroom to take a shower.......after my shower I put on
You: ehh it's ok
Q: y/n you good bro
Vic: wdym "ok" bitch you look good
I turned around to see queen and Vic standing by my doorway
You: yeah I'm good
Q: nahh I know when your fucking lying
Vic: what's wrong talk to us
You: fine I just feel disgusting
Vic: why
Q: is this about you being raped
You: I've been raped before that's literally how I had Elijah but I was just being raped by him and this time I was raped by to many guys to count like I just feel disgusted
Vic: in your own body.....
You: it doesn't matter I'm going to therapy anyways
Q: it does matter y/n! You matter to every single one of us when your hurt we hurt
Vic: queens right y/n
I go and give them a hug but then the tears started to fucking come
Q: it's ok y/n let it all out
Vic: let the tears come out
E: mommy?
I quickly wipe my tears and kneel down in front of him
You: yes baby
E: can I go with grandma and grandpa for the weekend please
You: yeah but are you sure
E: yeah I want to see them
You: ok did you pack your bags
E: yeah uncle Ale and uncle Alvaro helped me
You: ok let's go
I turn over to queen and Vic then give them the "we will talk about this later" look yk? Anyways I grab Elijah hand then walk him downstairs to see the boys being fatass
Rob: where you going
You: I'm dropping off E at my parents house
Ro: oooo can I come
You: if you want
Tia: alright be safe
You: I will
Kai: Elijah come say bye
Elijah said bye to everyone and we headed off to drop him off
Mom: hey y/n!
You: hey ma where's dad
Mom: he's at work but what happened you have school right now
You: Elijah said he wanted to spend the week with you
Mom: ahhh he told you
E: yup I did
Mom: well come on Elijah
E: bye mommy I love you
You: bye E I love you to
Mom: bye mija love you
You: bye mami love you to
I give Elijah and my mom a quick hug then got back in the car with Roshuan
Ro: he's gonna be ok
You: huh?
Ro: he will be fine
You: yeah Ik
Ro: you wanna tell me what happened over there
You: Roshuan....
Ro: I'm just playing tell me when your ready ok
You: I will
Me and Roshuan okay music till we get back home then we all went to school
T: wow look who showed up y/n and her little group
You: can you not today I literally been having the worst days ever so just shut the fuck up please
T: excuse me
Vic: look Miss it's not the day today
T: just sit down now
I rolled my eyes and walked over to my desk.....
Time skip
Rob: how you gonna go to therapy
You: imma walk
Ro: you sure you don't want none of us to drive you
You: nahh I'm fine
All: ok then
I gave them all hugs and walked over to the therapy place and saw Sarah
S: hey y/n just on time!
You: hey Sarah
S: so let's go
I nodded and walked over to her office then sat on my chair while she grabbed my folder
S: alright so are you ready yet
You: I'm ready to talk about what happened
S: have you talked to anyone else
You: I um talked to my boyfriend Mattia
S: that's great! So it's better to talk about it so you get less nightmares ok
You: after therapy today I decided to talk to my friend group about what happened
S: that's awesome y/n so let's get started
You: so the first day I um was kidnapped and taken I was already raped by this one guy....
S: do you know the name
You: yes his name is um Anthony
S: ok....
Everything I had said she wrote down on her notepad and when we finished I looked over to the mirror to see tears
S: I just want to let you know crying is ok
You: I k-know but it's h-hard
S: I understand...
You: I should go
S: I'll see you tomorrow y/n have a good rest of your day
You: you to Sarah
I smiled at her then walked out of the office and finally walked all the way home and opened the door to see them all sleeping, I smiled at myself and looked at the time......damn it's 6:30
You: WAKE UP BITCHES
There eyes shot up quick while I laughed
Rob: that's not fucking funny
Ro: I was having a good ass dream
Vic: I was pregnant
Q: bitch I bet you are
Alv: I wouldn't doubt that
Ale: Chile please her pregnant
Tia: how was it
Kai: can you talk to us now
There eyes all landed on me when Kairi asked the question so I walked slowly over to Mattia and Kairi then sat in the middle of them
You: I'm ready
All: really
You: yes I'm ready so shut up all of you
You: um the first day I
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Q: omg y/n
Vic: I will kill every single one of them
Rob: we are gonna fucking kill Anthony
Ro: I will hurt every single one of them if it's the last thing I fucking do
Alv: all of them are gonna go to hell
Kai: what the fuck y/n why didn't you tell us
Tia: she wasn't ready damn
Rob: why aren't you surprised
Tia: I-
You: I told him because I was having a bad day ok I'm sorry I didn't tell any of you it just came out
Kai: y/n it's fine
We were all just talking about everything and honestly it's made me feel much better then we ate and finally we all went to bed
A: I need ideas please