✨~ooooo~ this is continuing on from last chapter!!annnnddd shorter chapter~✨
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"how was the fuck session?" a thai male asked as haechan and mark walked into class.
mark chuckled and haechan smirked.
"wouldn't you like to know" haechan said sassily before pulling out his books.
"you both look like a mess!" shotaro laughed.
"hey! i still look beautiful thank you" haechan said.
"yes hyuckie" shotaro said.
"don't worry, he'll never be as sexy as you, taro" ten said.
"hey! i heard that!" haechan said before the teacher shut them up.
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class had ended and before they knew it, it was lunch already.
finally, a thirty minute break.
shotaro skipped over to the table, his skirt bouncing lightly as he did so.
mark and haechan followed behind him, wondering why he always had so much energy.
"hey nana" he said before hugging his friend and sitting on him, as he was the only one there.
"hey, i have two boyfriends" he said.
"and yet, your boyfriend lets me sit on him," shotaro smirked at jaemin's an annoyed face.
"oohhh, jaemin, i thought you said you wouldn't let shotaro sit on you," jaehyun said, appearing out of nowhere.
soon the others arrived, "oh, i see you found someone else to sit on?" lucas said to shotaro.
"eh, he doesn't like me though" he pouted, pointing to jaemin.
"yeah, because you're annoying and kiss my boyfriend!" he said bitterly.
"hey, don't fight now" donghyuck said.
"fine!" shotaro huffed, getting off jaemin and sitting in between haechan and sungchan.
"haechannie?" he gave the other puppy eyes but mark grabbed him and glared at shotaro.
"i— he's my friend!" he hissed.
"go sit on sungchan or something!" haechan sneered.
"i will then!" he said annoyedly before giving the other puppy eyes, "can i?"
"sure" he replied, moving back so he could sit.
he smiled and climbed onto him once again, he was warm and comfy.
sungchan wrapped his arms around his waist to get comfortable and it made shotaro feel safe.
he smiled and looked at jaemin, he was awing at him.
"don't look at me like that, nana," he giggled.
"what? you're just cute, i can't help but awe!" he pouted, "you both are cute!"
"sush!" shotaro hissed before looking at his bestie.
"you happy now hyuck?" he asked.
"very."
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"we have to talk about something!" mark said before pushing himself into their apartment.
"okay then" sungchan said before closing the door and sitting next to mark, "you could've opened the door yourself."
"i forgot my keys." mark deadpanned.
"so what was it?" he asked, looking at the latter.
it was quiet, mark looked like he was trying to figure out what to say, or how to say it.
"me and haechan.. did something.. and i regret it.." he said slowly.
"i know you did something, you looked like it," he chuckled, "why do you regret it?"
"i don't think i like him in that way.." he said, looking down at his feet, " i'm straight?"
"mark, you're not straight, at least not for donghyuck, have you seen the way you look and talk to him? or treat him?" sungchan said.
"not that different from the way i look at you guys, right?" he asked, unsure.
"no mark, you literally give him heart eyes," he said slowly.
"do i like him?" mark asked.
"i don't know, do you?" he said, how stupid was mark?
"i- maybe i do then" he said, sounding happy.
"good, i'm glad you realised that, now leave" he said simply.
"bro? you gonna kick me out that soon?" he asked, looking hurt.
"yes now leave, bye~" he said before pushing mark out the door with a sigh.
"i live here!" mark yelled before sungchan pushed him out.
"god how fucking stupid is he?" he asked himself before walking into his kitchen and making him something to eat.
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shotaro groggily got up and rubbed his eyes, yawning cutely as he stretched and walked into his bathroom.
he took off his clothes and turned on the shower, hopping in when it warmed up to his liking.
after showering he walked into his closet, staring at his piles of clothes.
"i have nothing to wear!" he whined.
yet, there was at least 30 outfits in his closet, isn't this how women feel? he asked himself.
he found something he hasn't worn before, so he put it on.
he put a white shirt on, tucking it into a blue skirt with a black bow sewn into the side.
he grabbed an oversized, matching blue, zipper jacket that went way past his hands.
he looked at himself in the mirror, "it's okay, i guess i'll wear it then."
he walked into his bathroom and did his hair, face and teeth, not rushing it as he had gotten dressed quicker than usual.
he walked out his room and into the kitchen, packed his bag and put his shoes on before leaving the house, locking it behind him.
he rushed out the door and down the street, the sound of his white pumas hitting the ground was the only noise heard on the somewhat-silent street.
the school came into view, and so did his favourite person.
"renjunnie!!" he squealed before jumping on the older.
"tarotaro!!" the other squealed back before hugging him.
"alright, turn it down a notch" jaemin said before hugging one of his boyfriends protectively.
"hey! i've already said he's my friend and i can hug him!" shotaro said, hurt in his eyes, it was fake don't worry.
"and you let him sit on your lap yesterday" renjun pouted.
"but not for long!!" jaemin said annoyedly.
"hehe i know" he said before pecking his cheek.
"omg get a room!" shotaro gagged.
"no thanks" jaemin said before sucking faces with renjun.
"omg!— jeno! save me!!" he said, clinging to the older.
"nah, i wanna join them" he said.
"i hate you all!!" he groaned.
"shotaro!!" "hyuckie!!"
haechan jumped onto the younger, pulling the boy to the ground.
"get off me!! you're so heavy" shotaro laughed.
"no! i missed you!" the older pouted.
"bro— you saw me yesterday!! where's your boyfriend?" he asked.
"he's not my boyfriend!!" haechan blushed before getting off shotaro.
"then why did you think of him when i asked that?" shotaro smirked.
"i didn't!! and he's probably with his friends.."he trailed off sadly.
"aww" shotaro pouted, hugging him, "it's okay baby."
"hyuckie!!" mark called out, back hugging him when he reached him.
"everyone so not single but me!" shotaro pouted as he looked at all his friends.
"i'm sure you'll find someone" mark said from behind haechan.
"yeah, maybe one of those boys we've been hanging with," donghyuck smirked.
"nah, they're all taken" he said sadly.
"no they aren't." mark said.
"lucas is taken, johnny is talking to someone, jaehyun and sungchan are single." he said.
"really? i— i don't care tho, why would i care?" he asked himself.
"you're weird" renjun said, finishing his make out session.
"yeah, like you can talk mate" haechan said before looking back at shotaro.
"anyone caught your eye?" he asked, raising an eye brown.
"w—well, i'm not sure yet okay?" he said annoyedly.
"no need to get annoyed" he said before walking to class.
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"rennie~" shotaro whined as he reached their table.
"yes baby?" he asked.
"i feel so loneellyyy" he whined again, this time as he sat on the older.
renjun hugged the other a smiled, "you have me?"
"it's not like thattt! you have a boyfriend- two boyfriends and i have- i have no one!" he pouted.
renjun cooed at his friend and just hugged him,
"i'm sure you'll find your special someone soon taro!" he said brightly.
"hello- was i interrupting something?" jaehyun said as he stopped waking.
"no, nothings happening" shotaro said from his spot on renjun.
"okay then" the latter said before sitting down at the table.
"so, these are the friends you replaced me with in one day?" renjun said playfully, pointing at the five other males at the table.
"no, they're mark's friends." he said simply.
"ooo, they're all pretty good looking, why don't you date on of them?" renjun sneered.
"you heard my conversation with mark and hyuck before, junnie." he said blankly.
"hmm, he said jaehyun and sungchan are single though~" he kept going on.
"junnie~ stop~" he whined.
"do they realise we can hear them?" lucas whispered to the others.
"i don't know" sungchan replied and the others nodded.
"eh, maybe they think we're deaf or some shit" johnny said before biting onto his burger.
"maybe" jaehyun hummed before poking his food with a fork.
"do you realise they can hear you?" jaemin asked his boyfriend and his friend.
"o—oh, haha" renjun laughed awkwardly.
"yeah, so what? let me complain about being single in peace nana!" shotaro pouted before hugging the male he was sitting on.
"oh, fine, but while i'm at it, get of my boyfriend," he said annoyedly.
"you have two, share this one with me!" he whined.
"nah, go to your side hoe or something!" jaemin groaned.
"who?" shotaro asked, tilting his head.
"oh right, which one? you sure do have many don't you shotaro?" jaemin spat bitterly.
"what's that meant to mean?" shotaro asked, tearing up slightly.
"oh, you know what i mean, you really like toying with people just like the whore you are, go back to your side bitches or making money in that disgusting way you do, and leaving my renjun alone!" jaemin growled.
shotaro was on the verge of tears, scratch that, he was now breaking down.
he got up and ran off, the words his best friend had said hit him hard.
renjun didn't follow, instead he scolded his boyfriend and sent someone off to follow shotaro, a certain someone being voted to go,(😏).
he followed after shotaro cautiously, following him quietly, as to not disturb the boy.
he was wondering though, 'what did jaemin mean by all that? the way he made money? toying with people? side hoe's? whore?'
but most of all, 'what friend would say that to their friend!?'
his thoughts stoped when he heard sobbing from a closet in the hallway his was in.
he opened the closet and saw shotaro curled up in the corner of the tiny janitors closet.
"shotaro, are you okay?" he asked softly.
the said boy looked up at the taller male with puffy eyes and tears running down his face.
"sungchan? what are you doing here?" he asked, completely ignoring the others question.
"i came to check up on you," he said softly, walking towards the smaller male.
"w—where's ren—renjunnie?" he asked, voice shaking.
"he's scolding jaemin, but i'm here" he smiled, his smile making the older smile.
shotaro looked at the other with puppy eyes and a pout.
"what?" sungchan laughed as the younger gave him that face.
"hug?" he asked, making grabby hands at the older.
"aww" the taller cooed.
sungchan sat down next to him and hugged him.
shotaro curled up into him, embracing himself more and more into the olders warm touch.
"thanks sungchan" he mumbled softly.
well that made his heart skip a beat, how was this boy so pure, innocent and adorable? like bro wtf!?
"it's no problem, i know we don't really know each other but shotaro, i'm here for you. let be friends?" he asked, making the older look up at him with his doe eyes, oh how fucking cute he looked right now in sungchan's eyes!!!
"yes!" shotaro said before hugging the other tightly.
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"NA FUCKING JAEMIN! WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU SAY THAT TO MY INNOCENT LITTLE ANGEL!?" renjun screamed as he and jaemin were outside the school building.
"okay one, he is way far from innocent, TWO, WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHY ON EARTH DID I SAY THAT? HE WAS ALL OVER YOU AND HAD THE AUDACITY TO ASK ME TO SHARE YOU! share. you. WHY?" jaemin yelled back.
"jaemin." renjun said annoyedly, "he is my FRIEND it's NORMAL for us and YOU know that! out of all people WHY HIM?" he yelled.
"what do you mean, why him?" he growled loudly.
"WHY WAS IT HIM YOU GET JEALOUS OF? j-jaemin, h—he has been there for me, all my life, and you're gain enough to say that shit to him? if you really cared about me you wouldn't get jealous OF MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND! i love him so so much, but not nearly as much as i love you, and you should know that. but maybe you're to blind to see how much i care for you. i mean.. you always seemed like you liked jeno more then me, but do you see me lashing out on jeno because of what YOU feel? NO!"
"r—renjun" a tear fell from his eye, "is that what you think? that i don't love you? care about you? and that i prefer jeno over you?" he asked, his voice growing smaller.
"i—i—jaemin—no, it's just—"
"JUST WHAT? DO I NOT SHOW YOU ENOUGH LOVE? AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH?"
"where did you get that from!?" renjun yelled, annoyed that he would think that.
"you know what, i'm done with this, i need a break." jaemin said angrily.
"well you started it! don't start what you can't finish jaemin, or do it and go cry to your mum!" he growled at the younger.
"oh fuck off, you're so fucking annoying!" jaemin spat, "and you know what? at least i have a mother!"
renjun stopped, "ohoho, hmm, fine then, if that what you want, jaemin, we're done!" he spat back.
"fine, i don't care, take jeno to! i'm sure you'll be happier with him, tell him we're done too!" jaemin said before walking off, hands in pockets but not shedding a tear.
on the other hand, renjun collapsed onto the floor, screaming his lunges out as he cried loudly.
his heart hurt.
it really hurt.
did he mess up?
was it the wrong decision?
"renjun!" jeno called out before hugging the crying boy.
"oh, renjun, it's okay, i heard it all, i'm sue it'll be fine" he said , stroking the others hair.
"it's all over jeno, he's gone, i lost him. i made you lose him. it's all over! it's my fault!" he cried out.
"no no, it's not your fault, let's go home early okay? i'll take you home."
"okay.." he said softly before stumbling home with jeno.
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✨~this was more of an angst chapter, i know, i know, i'm not very good at angst but i hope it made you feel something!
don't worry, they'll get back together, in time, all in good time, i just want to focus more on sungtaro before that.
i hope you enjoyed this chapter! bye bye~✨
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