Paper girl

By _starving_soul

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A collection of late night thoughts, from spills of emotion to 3am moods. Including childhood poems, Letters... More

Dedications
Dear dad
critic
January
think of me
child
5:46
thief
if I weren't afraid
1:14
2-14-21
Dear Elaine,
Metal boy
1:41
act
black and white
ex
I dream of one day wearing red
12:55
Dad
friends
K.
G
P2
3_23_21
touch
2:24
diary
admission
midnight crisis
why bother anymore
split
cancer
going dark
birthday
fight
list
wait
1:37
my last will and testament
lost
let me cry
torn
poison
work
snap 1
"how are you doing?"
letters for L
letters for L
stuck
A place that never existed. (For Blue)
haiku (for Lianna-bean)
haiku (for rainestorm_whispers)
prayer
letter to K
letter to S
beautiful darling (letter to Elaine)
beautiful stranger (letter to...??)
toy
letters to dad
Red
dance with me (letters to ?)
questions for old friends
us two [lyrics]
blacksmith
22 years old
ghost memory
all souls
thinking of you
Tornado
new job
from under the bed
haikyuu haikus (for Hinata.shoyo.exe and orange_dreamsicle)
L'appel du vide
Tell me
Solace
skin and bones
Grief
world builder
skin and bones (Part 2)
dream catcher
ill
letter to a special bean
A letter to the holidays
Epilogue

Scattered pieces

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By _starving_soul

Where have you gone this time
I whisper to myself
Digging through each and every single box.

Searching for scattered pieces
Of the worlds I leave behind
That tumble into the cracks and become lost.

Caught on countless slips of paper
Crumpled wrappers or salvaged scraps
Traces of ink and stardust can be found

A gently made, handcrafted tale,
Unique in it's magic and mystery
Found lying like a wounded soldier on the ground.

Like tiny treasures I scoop up
I gather together as much as I can
Bits to be sewn into a tapestry.

But I can't find them all on my own
Who can I find to search as well?
To help bring all the pieces back to me.

Some trapped between the covers of a book
Some lost behind an image on a screen
I reluctantly unfold my dusted off machine.

"Tell me that you saved it.
Tell me where it is,
I'll do anything to get it back"

My fingers tap the keys
Like a pianos ivories
And the screen lights up with words of boldened black.

"Hhhhhhhhnnnnnrrrrrgggg"
Says the laptop, sitting at my feet,
"No matter how you nag or you insist

The document that you keep claiming
To be searching for
Sadly doesn't currently exist.

The data is corrupted
The key is not detected,
The file in your account has been locked.

Begone you vile being of flesh
And sulk among your paper books
Continue your search in vain until you rot."

Unplug that awful device and shove it
Back into it's case,
Teach it to behave and remind it of its place

Stare at a mountain of paper notes
Covered in sparkling ink and think
"For that hunk of junk with an attitude,
Four hundred dollars went to waste."

Grab a pen and candy wrapper
And jot down a word or two

If I can't remember the start of the story
then Dammit
I'll just start over new.

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