celestial strings | h.js

two.

He picked you up by your arm and shook your shoulders. He faked the motion of slapping your face twice before he huffed with determination. "Pull yourself together!"

You stared at him, wide-eyed and in disbelief. But, after a moment, you nodded and told him to bring Jisung inside. Meanwhile, you headed to the back room to get your handy pack of strings. There wasn't much left, which wasn't an issue for a small healing job. But you would need to have it refilled eventually. You usually did it by sneaking back to the city, but now that you've talked it out with Minho, perhaps you could arrange a delivery instead.

You pushed the door open with your shoulder as you were busy untangling the green string. An exhale brushed past your lips in exhaustion once you looked up and saw Jisung standing by the counter table. His palms were faced skyward, reddened with ground debris and blood scratches. His pants were rolled above his knees to air out his wounded knees. His eyes were puffy and teary as he stared at you, unsure if it was from the physical pain or seeing you.

"You're so clumsy," you muttered when you were near.

"I'm sorry," he replied softly, his eyes shakily following your face.

You didn't say anything. Jisung trailed behind you and followed you to a seat. You took his hand in yours and did what you were most familiar with—using magic. He watched as your palm hovered over his, and his hand remained rigid in your other hand despite how gently you held him. He swallowed a gulp of saliva down his throat, realizing how empty he had felt in the past weeks once you touched him again. The unfulfillment had been so stagnant in the process of getting him used to not having you around he almost forgot about it. He was, with uncertainty, grateful to be reminded of it.

There were crickets of stinging pain when the soil and debris got sucked out of his flesh, and he recalled you telling him that healing magic was a reversal process rather than a magical process. The feelings of his skin closing together felt weirder with that knowledge in mind. You did the same thing to his other hand and his scraped knees in complete silence. There was not a single word nor eye contact between you both as it happened.

There was evident awkwardness in the air, but the tension was so wobbly and breakable it could cut neither of you. Since the last argument and the consequences of it, the atmosphere that would mold when you and Jisung were near each other grew softer, soft with fear and caution to keep history from repeating.

You looked up after his knees were healed up. Your eyes brushed past his above, just between the gaps of his hair, you noticed faint redness. Dismay grumbling out your lips, you reached up to hold his bangs out of his forehead. Jisung winced when your hand came in contact with the small cut he made when he was dragging his head against the backyard floor, but he didn't mind you touching his head.

"Did you fall face-first on the floor?" you asked as you hovered your stringed hand over the bruised cut.

Jisung nodded. "You can say that."

You huffed in annoyance not directed toward him, and he looked away from your face in the self-induced reflection. He should not have dragged his forehead through the mud. He didn't think you would be so upset over it. The lingering background pain faded before you leaned back into yourself on your seat. In a matter of a minute, his body was back to normal. If he weren't in such a sorry state, he would verbally suggest going on a fearless rampage with this kind of immediate healthcare coverage. He could do almost anything!

"This is not an invitation for you to go jumping around," you said pointedly when you saw the thoughtful spacing in his eyes.

Jisung perked up slowly, returning to the present. "I wasn't even thinking about that." He laughed a little and shook his head in denial. When he saw your prolonged glance, he shuddered timidly and shrugged. "I've never touched dry ice before."