What are we? Pt.1

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Hey guys, this is just a bunch of gay (bxb) one-shots! Please vote for this story, comment etc. hope you enjoy!

Matt's POV
Calum and I are childhood best friends. We've been with each other through thick and thin. We get along really well and rarely fight.

Calum is the most popular guy in our high school. I'm just a slightly above average student.

Calum is in the basketball team and is the captain. He's played basketball since we were kids. I personally enjoy swimming more. I swim for a club out of school as swimming isn't a school sport.

We're both pretty good at what we do. He is slightly better at his sport though.

Calum and I sometimes are mistaken for a couple. We find it hilarious most of the time but after I started researching couples the more I think we're like one.

Recently I downloaded and app called Wattpad. I have a bunch of friends but my favourite is hisoka_chrollostan. She's amazing.

She recently told me that she is actually lesbian. Personally I'm not sure what my sexuality is. At swimming I find boys hot, but I don't know if it's me appreciating their bodies or me being attracted to them. It's the same thing with girls for me.

She told me that she loved her best friend. She said that she didn't know until they kissed as a joke and she wanted to keep going. She was lucky because her best friend felt the same way.

I wouldn't mind asking Calum to kiss me to see what I like but I know that he is straight so if I ended up catching feelings it would ruin our friendship.

I'm pretty innocent. I don't watch porn and that, unlike Calum who has an addiction, but I've recently started ready bxb fanfics on Wattpad. At first I'd skip the smut and lemons/lime but I've started reading those parts as well.

I find myself getting hard sometimes. I think that's a sign that I'm gay... I don't know. That's why I need to find out.

Hisoka_chrollostan helped me build the courage to go ask Calum to kiss me. First though I'm going to talk to him about my sexuality.

I love Calum, we've been best friends for years now, so I hope my sexuality doesn't effect anything.

My older brother came out as bisexual last year. I guess it'd be smart to talk to him first.

-Time Skip-

I just came back from school and my brother was home, my parents were away on a business trip, I decided it was the perfect time to ask.

I walked upstairs and knocked on the door, he told me to come in and I immediately started speaking.

"Liam, you know how you came out as bisexual now long ago," I started.

"Woah what happened to hello? How are you?" Liam responded chuckling.

Seeing him laugh made me relax, and I started laughing with him. I then walked to his bed and lay down next to him. He was on his phone.

"Umm.... how did you know you liked boys and girls?" I questioned.

He looked up at me surprised. I'd never asked anything about his sexuality before, I never really cared, I was happy that he came out, but nothing changed in him or to him so it didn't matter that much to me.

"I'd find myself checking out boys, or reading some gay stories. I then slowly started to realise that not all boys do this. Why do you ask?" Liam asked.

Everything he said hit home. I've been doing the exact same thing, I check out boys at swimming a lot. I get hard when I read bxb smut and I read bxb stories by choice.

I start to think about girls, their boobs, imagine down there but nothing turns me on. It doesn't feel right. I think about a gay sex scene that I watched, I could feel my pants tighten. I came to a realisation that I don't even like girls.

"I think I might be gay Liam." I blurted out.

I was still quite surprised myself. Liam looked happy. We talked for a bit and he told me that it was fine and normal. I decided to tell mum and dad when they get back from the business trip.

My mind wanders to Calum, I'll have to tell him during our weekend together (we always have weekends together). I hope Calum accepts me. I hope I don't catch feelings honestly I hope life doesn't fuck me up.

That's the first chapter of this series. Please suggest ideas for future stories 💕

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