LET ME IN TEARS (COMPLETED)

Kabanata 10- Beg

"It's Lonch's birthday, Wave. I'm bored to go upstairs with my cousins so I decided to stay at the pool area. Lonch told me something while he's beside Magen. Hindi ko alam, his charisma want me to worship him! Ang gwapo at ang linis tingnan even the way he looked at me feels like I'm in danger. Nakakatakot siya tumingin but still... you know ewan," Kwento ko kay Wave habang pinupunasan ang screen ng laptop ko.

Nagvivideo call kami at nakapwesto ako sa veranda. Prenteng nakapatong ang laptop ko sa marmol na lamesa dito. We always like this if we have some free time. I saw how his brows furrowed while playing his lips. He looks expensive too! Tumayo ako saglit ang kinuha ang hair brush ko na nakapatong sa side table ng kama ko.

"He's not your type..." agad akong natigilan dahil sa mahinahon ngunit may pagtataka niyang boses. "Most of your exes are funny when you meet them." He added.

I sat again on my chair and brush my long hair. "Yes, that's why I can't understand too! You know I most prefer those funny and not serious guy because they can lighten up my day but Magen is different. I can't figure it out! When I saw him, I just realized that... oh! I like this guy," I honestly said while not taking of my stare at the screen.

He shrugged and nodded "Well, when you like or love someone. There's no barriers or boundaries. Pasok man sa standard mo o hindi... type mo man o hindi, when you fall then it's your battle to fight with..." I smiled widely. "Ikaw nga maldita ka minsan and that's not my type. Sometimes you are impolite but well, I know that you treat others the way they treated you," he smirked.

I rolled my eyes "Hindi ako maldita, Wave! I... I j-just you know, the s-slut matter---"

"Hey! Stop it, Puso. You're not a slut, okay? Alam ko kaya ka nagmamaldita sa iba para ipakita na malakas ka. Na... kaya mo silang harapin because you know who you are. Don't mind those insecures saying that word. Sadyang friendly ka lang and approachable. You don't want anyone to be left behind. You build a big wall of confidence that others can't destroy and the word slut is not a good word for anyone especially for girls,"

Napabuntong-hininga ako at pinalobo ang pisnge ko. Some of girls that know me are mad at me. They're accusing me to the things that I didn't understand. 'Yung mga boyfriend kasi raw nila ay hinaharot ko but I'm just talking with those guy because they keep on asking me some questions! Sometimes there's someone who's hitting on me but I already turned them down kasi alam kong may girlfriend na sila! I'm just being friendly but they keep telling me that I'm a flirt... I'm a slut! The hell?! I'm not born to snatch those in a relationship!

I pouted "I admit it, sometimes may pagkasharp ako magsalita and jinajudge ko agad 'yung iba without a filter. Katulad na lang ng mga nakakasama minsan ni Chave, Denver and Neejan. Sometimes I'm calling them a f-flirts..." napaiwas ako ng tingin dahil biglang nagsalubong ang kilay niya. "L-look, sinasabi ko lang 'yon minsan sa sarili ko! Not verbally but sometimes verbally because I can't help it they're stepping on the lines that a girls must not step with!" I defend myself but knowing Wave? Ah! Nevermind.

"Kahit na.. Ayusin mo 'yung gan'yang ugali mo! It's not good to you. Understand?" He raised his brows.

We talked some things pa. About the reason why he's busy. Siya na pala talaga ang gagawin na C.E.O ng company nila. Sila 'yung owner ng Hoffen Incorporation which is Car incorporatiom. The Hoffen is a famous car globally. They ranked as a 3rd in total brand ranking. Pawang mayayaman lang na tao ang nakakaaffored ng mga kotse na nilalabas ng Hoffen Inc. Kahit na gan'on kayaman sila Wave he still the same Wave that I knew. Parang wala lang sa kaniya 'yon. He's father  is a wealthy person but Wave is also a bread winner in terms of supporting his younger sister. Sariling pera niya na galing sa pinaghirapan niya ang binibigay niya sa kapatid niya.