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Chapter 10

"Hope all." He nods back.

Unfortunately, the bell rings, signalling the end of lunch. Aw man, I wanted to skip english class and stay in the library, but the librarian will probably throw me out. I stand up and close the book softly.

"This is my favourite book now," I announce.

"No, I got that first." Ryder takes the book from me. "There are other Guinness Books here, don't take mine." He hugs the book protectively against his chest and I laugh.

We walk out of the library and the drastic temperature difference between the inside of the library and the outside causes my glasses to fog up, so I take them off and wipe them with the hem of my sweatshirt. When I put them back on, Ryder disappeared. I frantically look around, panic rising in my chest.

Oh no. Where did he go? Is he just going to leave me here? Did he realise I'm not worth being with? Was I boring? Did my breath stink of coffee? Did I laugh too obnoxiously?

Then, I feel a hand on my shoulder. I spin around and find Ryder standing behind me, smiling cheekily.

"Ryder!" I say, trying to keep my voice even. "I thought you were going to ditch me!"

"Sorry about that, Nathan," he says, sheepish, rubbing the back of his neck. "I promise I won't do that again."

I hold out my pinky. "Do you pinky-promise?" Ryder laughs at me. "Don't belittle the power of a pinky promise!" I warn him but I find myself smiling.

"Fine." He grins and links his pinky with mine.

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Oh, man. This is it. The dreaded time has come: the presentation. My stomach sinks to the core of the earth as I squirm in my seat. I want to inject amnesia into Mr Wilson's brain, but he already has boatloads of it. I really hope he forgets about the presentation like what he usually does with homework.

But, as it turns out, he doesn't.

"So, class, today is your biology presentation," Mr Wilson says, clasping his hands in front of him. "I hope you all are ready. Can I have Juno and Sinclair up first, please?"

Phew, Ryder and I aren't the first to go. But then, it's better to go first so that it's over and done with early. Actually, how about we just don't go at all? Argh! I try to even my breathing.

Juno and Sinclair are pretty fast. They finished the whole presentation in under ten minutes. Oh, boy. I wanted them to drag it until it's only five minutes of class left, but that's impossible.

Then, Mr Wilson says, "Thank you, Juno and Sinclair. Next, Ryder and Nathan?"

Oh no. Oh no no no no. My hands turn icy cold and they start to tremble. My heart twists and my stomach does little flip-flops. I stop breathing and let my quickening pulse reverberate loudly throughout my body.

Then I feel a familiar hand on my shoulder, squeezing softly. "It's okay, Nathan," he tells me in a soft voice, bringing me back to reality.

Slowly, the panic and anxiety attack ebbs away, but trepidation still lingers behind like a bad aftertaste. I slowly rise up from my seat and walk with Ryder to the front of the class, clutching the script tightly in my clammy hands.

But as I stand in front of everyone, my breathing becomes rapid and shallow. I gulp. I can feel my heartbeat pounding in my ears; a loud, accelerating drumming of panic.

"The placement and structure of the frog's internal organs are very similar to humans'," Ryder starts with a loud and clear voice. "Frogs lack the diaphragm muscles of humans. So instead, frogs inhale air through their nostrils, inflating skin sacs in their throats, then press down with the mouth muscles to force it into the lungs." He pauses, indicating my turn.

"Um, the internal organs in the chest and abdominal regions of a frog sit in a single cavity called the coelom. The, uh, respiratory organs consist of the trachea and lungs. . ." My voice cracks a little in the middle of my part and a couple of people snicker. They are quiet ones, but my anxiety amplifies them into thunderous laughter.

Oh, man. I feel tears prick my eyes and I bite my lip to stop them. I really want a sinkhole to magically manifest where I'm standing now and swallow me whole into the depths of the earth.

Then Ryder glares at the kids who are snickering and they all fall silent immediately. Wow. The power this guy holds. I'm both scared and in awe of Ryder right now. He looks at me, his eyebrows raised in concern. I give him a minuscule nod of my head - a little motion of thanks - and continue the rest of my line.

". . . which are housed in the upper or thoracic portion of the coelom." I finish. Phew. One part down, a few more to go.

I manage to limp through the whole presentation without messing up, which is a huge achievement for me. After the obligatory round of indifferent applause, we head back to our seats.

Ryder pats my shoulder and says, "You did a great job, Nathan."

I smile. I have no idea how he's able to make me feel at ease but boy, am I glad to have him.

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The next few chapters is where the drama starts
Ok I'm probably exaggerating but it's something 'big'!
What am I saying LMAO just stay tuned for next week's chaper ;)
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