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chapter 5

'We are going out?' I nodded yes 'Together?' She asked again

'Yes silly! I want to take you some place nice!' I replied to her and held both her hands

'Omg now I am nervous.. Sarah Paulson wants to take me some place nice.. What should I wear?' She was so anxious and that made her so cute

'Sarah Paulson would like you to be yourself, that's why she likes you in the first place' I said to her and placed a strand of her soft hair behind her ear, rubbing her cheek too

'Fine.. Come on then let's go get ready' She said all excited and pulled me up

We got into my closet and started picking some clothes. I decided to wear a black suit with a pair of high heels and Y/N wore one of my floral dresses

'You look.. stunning' I said to her and spinned her around admiring her beauty

'I need to stop wearing your clothes' she said smiling

'I love seeing you in them. You make them much prettier than any other person could' Y/N thanked me and then she kissed me

We went downstairs, grabbed our bags and then stepped outside. I got my car and after Y/N got in too, we left my home. I reached out and grabbed Y/N's thigh and i gently rubbed it and she put her hand on top of mine

'Pay attention to the road, before you make me act up' She said and we both laughed

After a while we arrived at the restaurant. I spotted some paparazzi shouting my name and I sighed

'I know this must be tiring for you so we can go back to your place or mine if you want to. I don't have a problem' Y/N said and I held her hand giving her a smile

'Of course not sweetheart, they can't make us leave and they won't, so let's go'

'Are you sure?' She asked me again and I nodded to her

She gently squeezed my hand for reassurance. I could sense that she was nervous which was completely logical. Even I get nervous in front of paparazzi. A few steps before the entrance of the restaurant, I turned my head and kissed Y/N, which made the paparazzi go crazy. I pulled away and I saw her smiling at me

We stepped inside the restaurant and picked a table. After a while the waiter came and asked us what we would like to drink. We both agreed on wine

Y/N's POV

The waiter came again and brought us our wines. We thanked him and we both took a sip of our drinks

It was an amazing night. And the fact that I was with Sarah made it seem a hundred times more beautiful. The restaurant was so fancy and too extravagant for people like myself, but Sarah made everything seem so simple. She was so beautiful and I looked over at her but she seemed quite nervous

'What's wrong Sar?' I asked grabbing her hand from across the table

'Uhmm.. Nothing. I-I just wanted to, you know, ask you something..' Her voice was trembling and she was now making me nervous too

'You can ask me anything' I said to her, although I was a little bit scared. What if she wanted a girlfriend that was sure about her sexuality and she was just tired of waiting for when I will feel ready? These thoughts made me so sad that I felt sick to my stomach