✦✧✧ 𝕃𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕊𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕪 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕣 ✧✧✦

Chapter 5 - "What happens next"

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All my attention was on him, at that moment I couldn't think of anyone else but him. In that man, that man I didn't know what to call

Should I call him Father? Or daddy? Or strange? Sir?

No, because he shouldn’t be called that, a monster like the one in front of me shouldn’t have a right to have a name that someone could call him

What did it matter if he let Princess Athanasia live and after he neglected her he accepted her as a daughter and now loves her

What does it matter if he initially wanted to kill her and just didn't because of a name

What does it matter if in the end he let her live but sent another daughter to her death and all for the reason the other survived

Because of a name

He wanted to kill me because I didn't have a name, I was a baby, it wasn't my fault and the reason I didn't have a name was because when I was born my mom was already dead and she couldn't even see my face

How would she give me a name if she was already dead

But it didn't matter, you decided that my destiny was to die and you didn't want to know anything else

And that's what I was to you, nothing

Nothing at all

At most you thought I was a nuisance, or that the reason my mother died was mine

But what guilt did I have when I was still inside her when she was already dead

It was a miracle that I was born

If no one noticed that another baby was still there I would have died in my mother's womb

But on second thought that would be better because in one way or another I was destined to die

And at least inside my mother's womb I could feel some warmth, I could still feel the warmth emitted by my mother before I was grabbed and pulled into the cold of the cruel world I was born into

A world where I couldn't even feel my mother's embrace but my father's cruelty

Sometimes I think I should have died that day because maybe that way I could be reincarnated in another world, a world where I could have a family that I loved and that loved me

I continued to look deeply into his eyes, with my cold eyes that looked like stakes driving into the skin of anyone I looked at

His look was still surprised, although it made me a little confused that he seemed to recognize me. I never stopped looking at him without any emotion in my eyes.

He didn't even deserve to see me express hate

He didn't deserve to look at any emotion of mine, monsters like him don't deserve anything from me

I was so focused on him that I only realized my position when a strong ball of furious energy hit me in the abdomen and sent me to the nearest wall that I crossed

In the end I ended up on the floor, lying on my back, in an unknown room with the world spinning around me, a great pain in my stomach as if some vital organ had burst through me and feeling a big pool of blood forming under my head

My eyes started to feel tired like I haven't slept in days

My legs and arms did not move and suddenly I stopped feeling any kind of pain all over my body, my mouth would not open and I was feeling it getting drier and drier. My eyes couldn't take it anymore and from one moment to the next everything went black

I stayed like this for a long time, without moving, without feeling anything, without speaking, without hearing or smelling it was like I didn't exist

And suddenly I remembered something that my nanny used to say

"When we are on the verge of death we see our whole life passing us by, we see all the good and bad times, as if we want to revive all those memories before we leave"

Maybe she was right, maybe the reason I'm seeing my whole life is because of that.

Hey Nanny you know seeing all these memories I only regret two things

"I regret having made you spend so many years of your life just for me, you should have taken advantage of the time you had left, but you wanted to stay by my side, perhaps out of obligation, or because you really liked me, I don't know, I only know that I adore you, you are the mother I never had, you are the sun that shone in my dark and lonely night, you were what made me live"

"And I also regret not being able to say goodbye and not having time to say how important you are to me"

" Thanks for everything!"

"And goodbye"

____________To be continued_________

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