bestfriends

chapter 65

my heart sinks

"they said if she isn't up in a month or so we have to decide if they can pull the plug or not"

it's been an hour and the others went to go eat but i wanted to stay.

i needed to be with her

i want to be with her

i look at her and start to cry

"i'm not leaving baby"

"i'll be here everyday"

i kiss her hand and hold it for the rest of the day

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week one.

"hey bro, you hungry?" nathan asks me

i shake my head no

i haven't ate since she's been in this bed.

it's been a week and she's not up

i've been praying everyday

that's all i can do right now

"you don't wanna go home and get some rest mattia?" dess asks me

i nod my head no

i wanna be in her arms

i wanna hear her laugh

i wanna see her smile

i'm not complete without her

"hey dude. how you holding up" alex comes in along with carlos

they got back from tour finally last night but they knocked out the second they got home

"i'm fine" is all i can say

"she'll pull through" carlos says holding my shoulder "it's y/n"

i smile

y/n is one of the strongest yet fragile person i know

please just wake up baby

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week 2

it's been 14 days and she's still not up.

14 days of feeling empty

14 days of crying

14 days of being lonely

14 days of nothing but hatred for myself

i can't believe i caused her to do this

"mattia c'mon you should get some rest" kairi says

"i don't need rest right now" i lie

i'm exhausted

i don't wanna fall asleep

and wake up to her coding

i don't wanna see it

"y/n wouldn't want this mattia" he tells me "it's only been 2 weeks there's a lot more time"

time passes fast

i can blink and it'll already be next month

"at least eat dude"

i nod my head no and just stare at her

even at her worse she's beautiful

my eyes start to tear up

please y/n please.

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K A I R I