A New Start

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Like I said in the description, I haven't written angst in a while so this might not be that good. 


As soon as Alador and Odalia found out Amity had made friends with a human, they moved her to a different school. They didn't even check to confirm whether it was true or not- even just the slightest chance that Amity was friends with a human was enough to wreck their reputation. So they moved to a different house, and transferred her to a new school, far away enough that she wouldn't be able to see that human ever again. It was all so sudden, too. They didn't even tell Amity why they were moving, she only found out much later when Edric and Emira told her. Amity has had two friends that they didn't approve of now, so that was enough to encourage her not to make friends ever again. They couldn't trust her to make bonds with the right people anymore. To make sure she doesn't secretly make friends with anyone either, they gave Edric and Emira the job of spying on her to see if she's hanging out with anyone. After all, when it comes to status, one has to do their best to keep it high.

This was tough for Edric and Emira as well. At this time, Amity especially needed them to be there for her, but they couldn't do that because of their parents. Seeing their younger sister like this and not even being able to help (and also being encouraged to basically make things worse) was probably the worst feeling ever. They despised being on their parents' side, but they didn't have a choice not to. All they wanted is to be good siblings for Amity, and they couldn't give her that.

Ever since Amity left, Luz hasn't felt genuine happiness. Yes, her other friends great, but Amity was so, so special to her. Without her there, knowing she won't come back, she felt as though a huge part of her heart was missing. Reminiscing just hurt her even more, remembering what she couldn't get back, and thinking about what she never got to do with her was even more painful. She doesn't think she's ever regretted anything more than never confessing how she really felt. Deep inside she knew Amity felt the same, but she kept doubting it, and because of that, she never got to be honest with her feelings. Luz considered that Amity might never know she loved her, because she wasn't nearly as obvious about it. Hopefully Amity will find someone new to love... or was it hopefully? The thought of that hurt Luz, but Amity would be happier that way, right? If she loved someone she actually got to see and knew loved her back? As long as she's happy...

Amity would like to say she feels sad about being away from everything she cares about, but she isn't. She feels nothing. All she feels is emotional numbness deep inside her heart, and that's all. When she wasn't learning or studying, she'd just gaze at whatever was in front of her while wondering whether Luz will forget her or not, or if she has already forgotten her. Or the possibility that Luz does remember her, but only how mean she used to be and nothing else. And now Amity's wondering if she even deserves to be remembered correctly or at all by Luz. What's she done that's so important? Nothing comes to mind. Amity then stops her thinking, to instead study more. These thoughts were unnecessary- there's no point in thinking about Luz if she'll never even see her again.

Just a oneshot idea I had... I might make this into a full-on story if anyone wants me to- I do have ideas for what could happen if I added more chapters, but I'll only add more if other people want me to! So please put in the comments whether I should make this a story or not.

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 23, 2020 ⏰

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