My One And Only Poison (18+)-undergoing major editing.

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what the hell did that mean ,maybe I should tell someone,but who.
"babygirl. " Xavier said, I walked towards the kitchen ignoring him."I'm sorry " he said grabbing my hand and pulling me into his chest hugging me .
I stayed still waiting for him to let me go, "you can go wherever you want just bring the bodyguard. " he said pulling away . " ok"I said smiling.
" alright I have to go now , I'll call dean."he said walking away. I'm  happy xav will let me go out,  wait did he say dean.

"wait."I said chasing after him."do I have to carry dean "I said finally catching up with him."yes" ,he replied. " can't I get somebody else." I said.  Anyone would be better than dean honestly. It would be so awkward, I wouldn't want him there and he wouldn't want to be there.Plus I have a feeling he is still hurt that I rejected him."what did he do something to you," he said stopping and facing me.

I knew if I told the truth xav would kill dean and even though I didn't like him much at the moment, I wasn't going to tell xav about the kiss. " no, I just don't like him that much." I said, "well babygirl it's either you go with him or you stay ,I would prefer the latter so you choose. "he said. I sighed, "ok I'll go with him." I wouldn't like it but at least it's better than staying home.right.
I mean what's the worse that can happen. I knew later on I would regret saying that .

" you ready ."dean said as he entered the living room . Honesty I had been ready a long time I was just too chicken to go look for him."Yea. " I replied getting up off the chair. "Let's go."he said walking away I silently followed behind him.I  was planning on going shopping with Jessica but she was busy so I guess it's just me and dean .yayyy thought sarcastically. I had xav card so I could buy anything I want, I wasn't going to buy much though.

" so how are you doing "I said as I tried to make conservation. We were in a car, I couldn't stand the silence any longer."fine. " He said.

" oh, well I'm fine too, just a little bored, it's really quiet in here you know.So how is work, I mean I know you work for xav but is he hard to work with cause he sure is hard to live with ."I said smiling. " Can  you shut the fuck up for a minute,  I mean I know you enjoy hearing your own voice but I liked it better when you were quiet. " he said angrily. "Ok" I said .Thats was mean ,but whatever I would just pretend He wasn't there for the rest of the journey. It can't be that hard ,right.

We finally reached, I quickly came out of the car not bothering to wait for dean, I started walking around just  looking to see if I liked anything. I finally saw something I liked the dress looked so beautiful.

I wasn't sure where dean was , and my hands were killing me from holding so much bags .Suddenly I heard a scream, I quickly turned around. I gasped as I felt a body slam into me knocking me to the ground. That's when I heard more screams as gunshots were being fired .I was lying on the ground with someone on top of me, I was too scared to open my eyes.

Suddenly I heard someone calling me ,I slowly opened my eyes. I stared at the person in confusion. I realized it was dean I hugged him as I sobbed I was so terrified. He  helped me to my feet. He examined me , "are you ok."he said.

Before I could answer I heard someone scream again.I looked around a man was pointing gun at me before I could do anything dean pushed me to the side, I screamed as I fell. The place was in  chaos, I looked up just in time to see dean fall to the ground, I crawled over to him. I screamed as I saw him bleeding he was shot two twice. I pressed my hands to the wound trying to stop the bleeding , tears ran down my face .Suddenly dean grabbed my hand and looked at me .

"stop Victoria it's too late for me ,it's not your fault, it was my job to protect you. " he said as he coughed up blood."nnnooooooo screamed. " I tried to stop the bleeding, I didn't even realizing he stopped moving until I felt someone pulling me away from him.I trashed in their hold, Nooo he couldn't be dead.
I don't really remember much after that,  I was too busy crying.It didn't really register when the police came or when Xavier came it was all a blur.

I looked around where was I , was it all a dream. " baby girl " Xav called me ,I stared at him,  I couldn't talk, I didn't want to. I felt numb, it was my fault he died I should of been the one shot not him he didn't deserve this. It wasn't his job to die for me.I sore to myself that I would avenge him.His death wouldn't be in vain.I would find those bastards who killed him even if it was the last thing I did.I couldn't believe he was gone just a few minutes ago were arguing in the car and now he is gone .

I felt Xavier hugging me , I cried in his arms as he held me close and whispered it wasn't my fault in my ear.But it was my fault, I was the reason he was gone, and nothing anybody said otherwise would make me change my mind.

I should have told xav when I first got the messages maybe if I'd told him, dean would still be alive .I cried myself to sleep that night , I promised myself that I would train and I would be better ,no one else would ever have to die for me .

I would be able to look after myself, and I would be able to kill those fuckers, to make them bleed to make them pay for what they did .when I'm done with them they'll regret the day they messed with me .Victoria Salvatore. I wasn't the scared girl anymore ,I would avenge dean.He was my friend and he deserved better.I will do this for him ,I owed him my life ,too bad I couldn't go back in time and give it to him." I'll miss you dean, and I'm sorry I got you killed.Im sorry I rejected you ,you were an amazing guy .I'm just a fuck up, who you got too close to ,I burned you "I thought as I cried .
Today was one of the worst days of my life and I had a feeling it would only get worse.

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My one and only poison